Sex Chronicles Part Six(ex) learning to love from distance

Sex Chronicles Part Six(ex) learning to love from distance The year was coming to an end. Me and henna were having passionate love making scenes every Tuesday and thursday the whole year of junior year unnoticed out of sight at her place and my place at least four five hours a day. Prom was coming up and during basketball season henna attended each of my games and I attended as many of her track meets as possible. She cheered me on as I would put up at least 20 points a game as our team made nationals and I was all american sophomore and junior year. She was very fast her track times got her full ride schorlarship to four year university in another state. I was upset though I injured my leg which left me ineligible for sports scholarship but my gpa and sat scores were high enough I didn't need be scouted plus I had good grades. I really wanted the grants but I was in for surprise. I was getting letters and calls from professional coaches at our tournaments and practices. I was all American so I had special privileges. I was being taken to select cities with free rides free food free clothes free money and free weed and booze even being able hook up with women here and their but I'd pass on sex just chill with them because I was in love with henna.of course lots women were coming on to me but I was in love with henna but soon my love for henna would fade once I found out we wouldn't be attending same four year university. Not only that chyna had came back onto me. She would see me on campus kissing and hugging henna and would become jealous. I wasnt surprised chyna would want me back well I learned I had actually got chyna pregnant. Her cousin told me she wasn't with anyone and chyna was single. But chyna cousin started inviting me to their parents place which was weird because chyna was always their she was dropping out school to take care of my child. This was weird plus chyna cousin liked me so I had two women look after chyna and her cousin plus my child. I was still dating henna and had other women wanting me plus I was frustrated I hurt my knee which meant I wouldn't be drafted to league even as all American.chyna was going attend a four year university after becoming manager at local law firm so she was straight financially but I did miss her I hated how she assumed other women I was friends with I was fucking when I wasn't I was faithful to chyna. Henna was my love interest and our love was fading fast. She was telling me all her achievements from running at other colleges so was I we had lots of fun experiences to share. But our career paths and goals were seperating. I started to feel the sweet sixteen phase slipping out of the cracks of my fingers once again like chyna but this time. I could of went with henna and signed up at her college but for some strange reason I didn't bother. Not only because I had child on way with chyna or because of being hurt and not being able play my senior year due injury meaning I let other stars & all Americans on my team shine over me.I wasn't getting much playing time due to disputes with coaching staff and favoritism even school friends and crowds would boo seeing me sit on bench. I was all American sitting on bench watching my team lose games we could won if I was playing. But every time coach put me in dunk,asssitst,rebounds I showed scouts and pro teams my injury not stopping me plus I had good grades follow if I would become further injured which I did in practice. I was reason the other all Americans got drafted I made them better but I was hurt. I was becoming detached from sexuality and reality. I was maturing I guess. I was having more adult experiences than most men two times my age and handling them well.but I wanted love and career and wanted my way which wasn't going very well. I settled for some strange reason I couldn't figure why.henna would usually come up to me during practice and team mates and coaches would laugh ooohhhhhh henna we see you pestering our star don't worry he will be out practice in few minutes. Henna would sit in practice studying because I was her ride home. Plus we always go to special place sit for few hours talk have sex or just listen to music. But since she mentioned she was going away. I started ignoring henna. I should of kept open mind. I should told her how I really felt. I didn't she would come on to me and I would push her off. Not only because I didn't want two children but because I didn't want to have feelings for a woman I was not going to be with in long haul which was what we both planned but she had slightest idea I was letting her go.I learned to love henna in way she would one day realize I was helping ease wounds and tears she cried for me later on would be solved before she knew. Like young man I cared for her eternally I loved her I hurted but I had push her away mentally and physically but I loved her emotionally and spiritually. I had push henna away so she could achieve her dreams shed thank me later.I was loving her from distance even though I was still with her. I was loving her from afar like arranged marriage from women I'd never meet then have learn to love. But I was already with henna. I had feelings for her like I never had for any other women.although I wished I could had pen pal and love interest while attending four year then after completing our degrees get married after college. Henna would slowly learn I was not happy with her decisions to leave me but same as I had choose my career path she had choose hers and I didn't want interfere with her decisions. The year was coming to close prom night was coming up and was still deeply in love with henna for two years we had great relationship and lots fun times. Henna had started seeing me around campus with chyna and found out I used date her. Our campus was so big even being a sports star it was hard know who was who. Me and henna continued to have flings as much as possible. We were in love but instead of taking her love for granted I started respecting henna and treating her like love from afar. I neglected her out of feelings of contempt. I didnt want lie to her or have my heart broken so I stopped having sex with her. She thought I was cheating with chyna but actually I was chatting and being seen with chyna caring for a child on the way.I didn't tell henna plus I didn't want have problems between henna and chyna.I loved henna and chyna very much but I was moving on inside I didn't want to but our fates and careers were changing our lives.I was young man I had learn to love unconditionally.unaware and not really sure if chyna child was mine especially after not being with chyna for year as young man I took responsibility for the child chyna was saying was mine. But chyna also was going to four year. So not only was I going lose two woman and a child thought was mine. I was gonna be single and out sweet sixteen forever. Here it was senior year graduation coming up plus prom and not women not love interest no sweet sixteen no college boo just books,basketballs and test scores. I had learn love my career I started having intellectual sex with henna. I was attracted to her intellect and chyna. I was loving them for being smarter then I of course women are smarter then men even in male dominated industries. Since I was gonna be losing both women I started having thoughts of intimacy for both women at same time. I tried talked both them into having orgy. I failed miserably. But I still got my way. I Started skipping practice and classes so I could schedule both chyna and henna for sessions back to back after taking them home. I would gradually create an obsession for cheating or the correct term becoming a playa pimp. I would convince chyna go to lunch with me hook up with her early in morning during school hours and then once henna would meet me after practice I'd drop chyna off then hook up with henna after dropping chyna off. I would gradually do this all senior year until I got busted by henna friend asking me why she started seeing me picking up chyna early before class then not coming back to school until practice time. My grades were good enough I could skip school entire year plus I was cool with teachers I was all American I could skipped school the entire year plus I had study buddy's in my tutor class which would do my homework for me and tell me which lessons to study to pass all test. So I had every angle covered to fill my young full cum needs. I was having my way all senior year and junior year with chyna and henna. I would try positions with chyna that I wouldn't with henna. The positions henna was flexible enough for I'd try on chyna. Both of them were sexually so good in bed I didn't want school year end. I was having time of my life. I was like porn star in my own right.I had two most gorgeous women from their grades in my bed trying every position known mankind. I was geto sutra I was Kama sutra the kandulini, male sex goddess of my day.I was male warrior Mandingo of my day in my bedroom was my kingdom of sexuality. So for entire year I learned to love both women from distance. I guess they both probably didn't care since they knew they were both leaving me for their careers and I wouldn't be chasing after them I guess our sweet sixteen divorces were final after graduation. I'd be leaving chyna behind plus henna would be leaving me behind I was in tight position.I had love both these women I wanted marry unconditionally. If you were me if you had heart you'd do the same. You'd sacrifice love for money which I did. So prom was coming up and henna had found out chyna was with me every morning before I'd come chill with her. Henna didn't say a word I guess she started loving me from distance to because she started dating another younger player in chyna grade trying be like me keep her love interest hidden. We both should of kept our honesty but we both stopped caring because college was taking us to different places.I wanted go to college and have love so bad but I had choose love or money and love wasn't going pay my bills. After intense love making between two women.graduation year was coming to end and henna was upset I was with younger women. Prom was coming up and henna and I had booked a resort room on island for honeymoon. The day after prom me and henna went to island. Prom night was cool we rented a limo,got all dressed up in our best outfits. Danced night away and drank alot booze and had our pictures taken and laughed about how silly we were and all great times we had with one another. Me and most my team mates were trying get best male tuxedo picture plus posing with the girls in their best prom dresses like we never seen because they were all looking gorgeous prom night.the resort was booked me and fellas from the team danced night away. I glanced over at henna and she wasnt dancing with anyone she was sitting by window looking over the city where we were which had view of mountains. I was glad she didn't do me like chyna and embarrass me by letting one team mates touch all up on her and dance with her in front of me and my peers. Well of course I forgot to mention the girl of team mate that was dancing on chyna well she let me get close to her in way I was cool with her mother to. We talked went out to dinner even shared rooms during the senior cruise with some other girls and let's just say yep you guessed it. I was so drunk I had a fling with six different girls including the team mates girl. She was jealous that night we both looked at each other like how could chyna and my team mate disrespect our class like that. We won best dressed and prom king and queen. So senior year during cruise I guess the feelings my team mates girl had for him made her fall for me. Her name was havanna. Havanna and couple her friends had nice fling with me. They were bringing lots weed and drink into our room I was surprised. I'm like how did those girls bring so much stuff it was like a big pound weed with them and bar size bag full drink. I didn't care I had my way with them. All six girls doggy style,missionary,rodeo, all kinds positions all night during the cruise. I guess havanna wanted get some get back at my team mate. Lol. What was I supposed to do turn away six women especially havanna taking a liking to because me and havanna were embarrassed the year before.things got even more heated when havanna mentioned to me she had some cameras and would like film a scene. Yes I was in for treat. I was scoring with henna, chyna, havanna and lots of other new love interests. I had started thinking of myself as porn star I wasn't recording music but I was making scenes. I was having mind blowing sex with women of many different cultures. I had international women all over me and I wasn't even a full grown man yet. I'm sure the lessons males that grow up with their fathers teach them responsibility. But me my father was absent so my mother couldnt convince me to take anything serious because I had lots women having flings with me. I would stay out all night exercisng, going plays, movies, theaters, shows, arcades, race tracks, traveling, including practice for sports teams. I was doing dare devil stunts in race cars with women. I was playing with pussies while doing 120 miles per hour while having fellatio,playing video games while doggystyle,in beaches fully nude taken pictures while lighting bonfire having sex drinking beers smoking pot, surfing deep sea diving in shake infested waters then having hour long flings beach side then wine tasting toasting to barbecue roasted fish,shrimp,lobsters,shark fins,squid,sushi,prawns, barbecue and many assorted flavor smoothies natural tonic,cleaners for immune system,jet ski' n. I was in great lakes and traveling porn sets filming new scenes and racing cars plus building photography studio this was after graduation,senior cruise,senior prom, attending four hear university skipping athletics avoid further injury to my legs. Graduation came and henna loved my mother and brothers. We would always attend lunchs,brucnhes,clubs,social events,gatherings,festivals,carnivals,vacations. We had taste for finer things in life barely realizing as young teens we were loving one another and living like young stars in Hollywood docu series.instead 90210 you had geto and fabolous. I was living life of my dreams. The way I'd always Imagined. My phone rang and me and henna wrote our last letter. We both mentioned to meet somewhere to have past discussion and celebrate going to college. Henna said let's throw a party at your moms house since her and my mother was really cool. Bad news chyna showed up so did shana and some other women I didn't want show up women coming over audition for scenes for movies in porn. I was very intellectual but I could schedule all women all time plus imagine women coming over which were stalkers or during my graduation party causing Rufus because I had set times for clients. And forgot to not schedule for day so women would look me up online and if I'm not saying not available they'd show up. So everyday when my mother was gone women would show up asking for me and sometimes coming in sitting in front my mother then getting freaky with me under covers right in front my mother.she go sleep or start cooking then it was lights cameras action in 30 minutes or less as quiet as possible I'd have flings right in front my mother she would not even notice. She hear us laughing but have slightest idea what was going on. Well it's grauduation night henna showed up and when she sat their we both held hands but didn't talk we were connecting emotionally,spiritually I guess we both sensed all fun we had in my bedroom was going be memories last forever. Even while I moved into apartment with one my team mates and started dating two years after graduation in college. Henna would still call my mother and chat with her time to time. Every time I'd go visit my mother on weekends for holidays,birthdays,celebrations,family gatherings their be letters or messages from henna. She was alive and living great accomplishing her dreams. My love for henna was still alive. Although henna was married to football player and doctor she still had love for me. She was calling me and sending me gifts. She even flew to town meet with me but I didn't have her number plus college had me distracted from my mothers message she leave at my mothers house. Well she had came back to town surprisingly.she opened a clothes boutique and worked it all hours of day. She was were I could reach her. I wondered what brought henna back to town but after graduation few years later I was daring gepari. She was mixed with Japanese and korean plus European. I didnt go out state to four year university. I went to local four year, worked their,studied, their,lived off campus and hard dorm room mates which were my team mates in high school. I'd traveled and lived with them already so I was used to them. I didn't always hang with them when they'd visit their family and friends but I played ball and grew up with them as ball players so we knew what each other liked. Gepari was very nice girl but I'd later find out she was psychotic.Since I was having trouble with injuries I gave up and dropped out the four year. I already had a business plus henna was running hers I'd use visit her and figures I could run a small business as well instead working. But henna had already left town without notice go back to study's in her home state plus she was married so four years later she shows up then leaves we hang out few times then she's gone again. Well I still had love for henna inside but she was far from love interest. Gepari was keeping me in love with her slim physique phat ass pretty eyes long hair and sweet smells and personality. Gepari was very kind hearted but she was fatherless women. So I would be extra careful with her. Women tend to become introverts and emotional after tragedys and I don't like exploit the emotional side of women sexually. Men tend abuse women emotionally after tragedys. Like after rituals in certain tribes or after wars men abuse women for voids in their lives. Social study's class made me view relationships many different ways. I was studying love from internet from porn addictions, living in college dorm which sexual flings hold place, i was learning love in many forms women from distance. I was attracted to intellectual side of sexuality way experiment with pleasure in it's rarest forms. While working I was approached but lots women. In college I was daring women. I had women viewing my videos and wanting make better scenes. I had learn to love unconditionally sexuality because my career would depend on sex. I started running few local business and didn't take college serious. I was then a porn star. I had pro teams waiting draft me I refused because of Injuries. I was making income and making movie scenes. I was financially stable to say the least. But I wanted love but instead of love from one women I had learned to love multiple women unconditionally. I was living with gepari running small businesses. Making porn scenes gepari didn't know of plus I was telling my mother I was still in college when she had slightest idea I was doing porn for living most my income came from porn. Like the playboy bachelor I was. I was with international women. Dating them traveling with them fucking them dick crazy living life having multiple women as playa gigglo pimp. I was eating in finest high end establishments. I was being served great food in five star social circles and clubs. I was star I accepted by everyone everywhere I went people were loving me unconditionally. So the void I wanted from one women during sweet sixteen phase in high school I was getting from porn stars,professional ball players, real life playas and pimps, men and women of all sexual creeds showing me sexual tricks and all kind cool ways enhance my health and finances. I was famous I was living the life not in Hollywood hills but in hills of bay area. I was having meetings,gatherings,scenes, in hills in mansions all time. In movies and in porn scenes. I was making lots money many different ways. Of course I would soon change my views towards reality once my brother got shot in drive by. I started second guessing my career. I had sacrifice why I was living so good and such terrible thing would happen. I had learn love myself I was afraid of commitment after what happened to my family members. I stopped taking clients, I started drinking heavily, I started not trusting anyone. Here I was having time of my life and wondering why would people do such thing to my family. I guess my stardom couldn't change their minds to love my people or accept me for making a living. in an interesting turn of events I would find myself falling out of love with my career. I started downward spiraling in fear I might lose my life. My car was getting keyd, windows getting busted, grafiti and letters and even most threatening hurt me or my family if I continue pursuing acting career or sports career. I started fall out love with life. I was daring gepari while I started dating lavina she was fine Latin women. I also was having flings on side from gepari and lavina. I was still juggling multiple women. I was daring gepari for two years then lavina entered my life. Me and gepari would soon fade once I found out her family didn't like me very much. Her mother was cool with me her little brother liked me so did her little sister also like me. Well gepari told me she was pregnant plus she wanted attend four year with me also. I was struggling with family issues and relationships issues. I wasn't booking as many clients and I didnt manage my business so much I stopped caring about my finances and companies. I had photography business,calendar company,porn company,and computer store selling used parts and equipment,massage business,and sold a little reefer which I stopped doing illegal drug deals. Gepari was very fine her feet her whole body perfect, she was real estate agent and science major, so she would schedule us have sex at huge mansions. She would rent out large rooms inside mansions then call me over. Wed make love scenes in satin sheets take bubble baths in sauna tubes, eat weird foods from her culture.gepari and I were like fragile vases in boxes very easy break emotional wrecks. The drugs and booze plus perosnal tragedys made us hate love but love each other in ways our voids were making us emotional sexual creatures by trauma. When I first met gepari she came to me free spirited personality. I asked her on date we exchanged numbers and she invited me to her place which was first time I would have sex with her. My childhood friend worked besides me as colleague in store. He wanted come over to I invited him because we was my friend. Gepari I would soon learn was multi full body orgasmic. She was not virgin but she could come at least 90 times. She would squeeze her legs around me once and I'd hit her G spot and she squirt and squirm for hours at time shivering like it was cold but she was having multiple orgasms the entire time sexually as my manhood penetrated her organs and sweet pussy walls.her pink pussy I'd lick for hours she grab my head and ram my face into her pussy tight I'd could barely breathe while our room mates were at work or attending classes or visiting families, after few years gepari would have sex with me all over bay area hills in mansions and secret clubs designed for sex. Even though she had dorm room her pron experience and real estate experience had afforded ability to live well off campus and live on campus complete being in porn and completting a degree at same time. not only was women from highschool inviting me to their houses just watch them change on camera not even wanting sex. I had women bringing clients to me which were women from high school which wanted hook up with me but didn't have chance. I had women in bed lots women and wouldn't even respond sexually. Well gepari had nice tight wet pussy. She could suck a mean dick. She would invite me home just in time skip room mates coming in and even when my room mates came in we'd continue fucking and they'd start fucking instantly. Sex was in air love was in air I was learning love a women while being in serious relationship as teen and having sex in dorm next to my buddy it was weird. I was having unconditionally love for lots people. Not like bisexual thoughts but I was like how can I grow up having love and sex all time. I loved the world unconditionally. I was bring cheated on and played abused and used and loved it. I had serious relationships with women I refuse write about. I don't want to reveal all the sexual experiences I had but let's just say I spent the younger years of my life in mansions performing sexual porn and movie scenes. I was star.although I wanted spend alot time with my brother. I had love my brother unconditionally. He was needing love from me I need brotherly love to. I didn't spend much time with my family my career choice were pulling me away from my family.my family career choices were pulling them away from me. I was living high life. I had finer things in life. I was learning to love lots people from distance. I although was meeting most beuatiful women of porn business and movie scene. I was suffering from void from missing my family. My relationship with gepari would soon fade as lavina advanced her interests. Same store two different women what coincidence.years after dating gepari and having some mind blowing experiences. Lavina came into my life I dated her for few months while I had two hears already in relationship with gepari. I was never without love. I was always either MADD at people who wronged me my family or friend or in sexual scene on camera loving a women unconditionally when I should just had one women to be faithful to which was hard to do while being a porn star.gepari would love wake me up with fellatio before work. I'd wakeup to some best oral sex in morning after having bed wetting sex where shed lock her legs around me all night I'd have to sleep in her cum in the bed and all over my face and body. She was very sensitive her clit would come upon few licks of my tongue across her pussy lips.she had favorite position she love spread her legs wide on the couch once I'd come home from work fully nude after taking a bath she play with her pussy while I'd eat her then get on my knees and long dick her shed grab my neck then quickly jump on floor pulling me doggystyle then missionary then shed tie my hands to her ass then run to patio while looking over view of mountains we had she would moan out loud even neighbors would hear us fucking loud they'd never complain they actually enjoyed our sessions. we'd have passionate scenes like is for months at time.gepari room mate would sometimes get naked in front of me when gepari wasn't home I acted like I didn't see her but she saw me peek few times at her getting dressed for work we all had crazy schedules. My buddy I had slightest idea was jealous of me was gonna ruin a good thing because he wanted have sex with gepari because we were having way more sex then him and her room mate she worked longer hours so she didn't always want have lots sex. Me and gepari had two jobs but exercised so we were full energy.we were loving individuals we have barbecues then have pool party's and invite neighbors over. Gepari dressed in skimpy dresses all time and I a athlete dressed in jerseys and swim suits. after our party's me and gepari would find some neighbors liked some us which I soon found later would be to my advantage sexually. The greatest time I had with gepari was after meeting her her pussy wasn't very deep and I loved having sex with her. We had intense love making scenes shed love stick my penis all way down her throat while massaging my balls and playing with my feet she was weird freak of nature but worth every minute.I'd lick her toes while ducking her nice n slowly to R&B music. Same as high school in college the flings continued even after I dropped out due injuries. things were going take turn my doings with gepari would soon come to an end once I found out my room mate had feelings for gepari ad was telling her about other women I was daring. I'm like I invited my room mate to stay with me and gepari and he starts having feelings for my women and he was already fucking her room mate why the jealousy.after two years of dating gepari and having intense love making scenes with gepari lavina enter my life. She would be the first and last love of my life stay tuned as sex chronicles continues in next enstallment my days as porn star continue but I wasn't happy with my profession. Love was fading fast two many love interest and jealousy would lead to ensemble of events leading to kaos and heart breaks. 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