Sex Chronicles part Se(Hea)ven love of my life
Lavina the first day I met her let's just say. She had long black silky curly hair the kind like fashion shows straight up out magazine model look. Her eyes deep dark hazel color she mesmerized me by her physique. I would never imagined she was nymphomaniac.She was wearing a sweat suit and gym shoes. She was nerd,geek, but undercover freak I would soon discover. She was 19 I was 20. I had thousands of women come into my store to buy clothes,backpacks,jewelry,accessories for winter,fall,spring,autumn, I work in all terrain weather store. So most of the clients which came into my store were shopping for vacations and special events the kind clothes and products my store was designed for. Lavina she amazed me she made me feel feelings for her just by her looks and eyes and smell I didn't have for any other women.she was walking around the store. She was looking at clothes she wasn't paying attention to me or my room mate at all. I would soon discover she had personality all men want in a mother,lover,friend,soulmate.Me and my buddy had a numbers game we'd see how many women we could get numbers in day. Men have those kind rituals and if which ever one us got most numbers the loser would have buy drinks or buy all food for next barbecue. We were a family our mothers grew up together went school together even raised us in same day cares. We even went to same pre schools,elementary and high school. We grew up together like I said we were a family. We would always go to movies together, work together and go to family gatherings together.his name was jackson. Well back to lavina it's really sad how everything turned out in end but before I close out this chronicle lemme explain how lavina,gepari,jackson,and my brother would play a huge part in me ending my career in porn.I didn't necessarily end my career but I learned to change my views on women and ssexuality. Hold on as the story gets deeper. I have so much explain and I'm gonna be writing at least 20 more chronicles detailing why I was blessed with gift and curse best both worlds being of mixed nationality and dating multiple nationalities within one women.lavina was my nefertiti I was her pharaoh. Lavina had looks most women would kill for and most men would hurt her if she ever tried leave them.she was that fine I'd discover. Well lavina by herself in store and I had received five numbers for day so lunch and beer would be on jackson and next party he'd have pay for out his check. I look at jackson and said well talk to her he was like not my type you talk to her. So I didn't really notice her physical features at first under all those clothes I figured she didn't have much body I'd learn she was finer then I thought after I finally started dating her. But how we met I asked lavina how's your day looking for anything in particular. She was like I'm shopping for friends husband who I'd later on be having sex with her friends wife. It was weird but lemme explain. She said I need a tall gentlemens clothes I'm going to party and need something nice to show my appreciation for him taking her on vacation. She was one those girls that had lots male friends that did nice things like take her on vacations and help her through college and she worked at bank firm of high prestige that even being a business man I didn't have enough clientele or assets to open account with kind bank clients she had. So lavina was shopping for treat to show gratitude of appreciation to the man who was good to her and her cousins. One of the cousins whom would take a liking to me and eventually have fling with me actually both her cousins had fling with me due to finding out they husbands had cheated with lavina. Unaware of their feelings those women came onto me by surprise. Lavina cousins looked very good as well like models and actors. Hot body's and good times is what we shared. Lavina was shy she didn't have much to say I didn't get a good look at her but as soon as she turned around and glanced in my eyes I immediately fell in love at first sight. I felt like Adam she was my eve. I felt like this was life changing moment for me forever. Lavina facial features were so pure I told myself I won't let this women leave out of sight without having her number and chance to date one most pretty women I've ever set two eyes on. She was kind women you want have lots sexual experiences with just by looking at her. But you'd want change your soul once you become aligned with her soul.She was innocent her story was just as long and hard as mine. Her father lived far away deported from selling narcotics to federal agents. She was raised all over world. She was injecting medicines into her body which made her capable of super human strength and emotional feelings. But she was raised from a tribe of people which were cannibals. I guess the void she had from missing her father was same void I was missing so we had an spiritual sensual connection beyond age,beliefs,race,culture,religion, our souls we connected in way like relationship between moon and night. First shed be on top with blue dress of the sky light and sun hot in all right places every time she rise I rise climaxing at same time like water touching beach shores my lust for her rose and refined our souls. We were needin our voids filled from lacking parental control. Our minds and hearts raced with sands of time. Feeling needy and needing love which was absent with both of us we played like substitute teachers and we taught one another love signals in ways most people didn't realize. We would leave notes on mirrors,dressers,clothes,movies,games,in food, way we had sex we'd heighten our experience each time by trying new tricks and kinks. Of course lavina wasn't only women in my life at the time. I had again multiple love interest. I was not only taking lavanis cousins to nice places and chatting for few hours have meetings of like minds and flirting while drinking all night attending all kinds social events.we were living lavishly in high priced homes having sexual encounters beyond my wildest dreams. Lavinas cousins were my love interest I kept hidden. plus I met few other women lavina had slightest idea I was dating lots pretty women just as gorgeous. But lavina had the kind sex which her gushy,moist,wet,slimy,niagara so pure sex was like waterfall shed gush instantly once I licked her pussy doggystyle missionary upside down while on camera she like perform all kinds positions. She like sexperimenting.the first place lavina and I had sex was near beach shore in parked car it wasn't weird at all. We would have sex their for years surprisingly it was called lovers lane because view of ocean and coast line. I was master of creating new positions. I had her spread eagle with her feet dangling out windows while moon light glistened off her amazing feature. She had looks wow and stunn any man. She had personality of gene ours person she was charismatic,caring,loving,sensual,errotic,exotic,eccentric,electric,vibrant,exhuberant,thrilling,upbeat,free spirited but deep,she could teach lessons in her eyes without saying a word. Her love was like tombs of egypt the pyramids of Giza, the sphinx, she had made tattoo on my soul like emotional trauma from relapse or tragedy but it was sexuality,humanity,eternity within this women. She was the goddesses of all goddesses. Their wasnt a way to misinterpret her she was perfect she was every mans ideal women. Most women despised her but loved her advice. Most men wanted her but couldn't really learn love lost free spirited soul. She had kind mind you think you got your way with her sexually and then emotionally spiritually lavina would crucify your soul infinitely. I had gained a interest in her like none of other women I dated. We were in most extravagant lavish resorts,hotels,five star corporations. Lavina was very very very very sexual and intellectual,.when she walked into room same as I when I enter the ball court all eyes would be on both of us. She dressed very nudely. She was proud of her bueaty I admired her bueaty as much as her cousins. They were very bueatiful women I took interests in them naturally. I couldn't get enough of lavina. She liked fuck on balcony for hours in cot. Shed love bend over the seats in dark parks while water sounds would ease our souls sexually and internally. Oddly enough she didn't become pregnant. I would always pull my penis out her juicy wet vagina before ejaculation of wasted generations into seats,clothes,windows,couches,ceilings,saunas,showers,beaches,handles,hottubs,pools,. She was very shy but she was freak. She liked have sex every where in public in front people. I'd creep over to her place late night after college classes we'd smoke some budd, sip some tonic water. Then have fogged windows sex in front her neighbors for hours sometimes unnoticed. I wonder how I had lucked up on her. Within two weeks meeting after being with gepari for two years I was having lots orgasms same as throughout high school and college and after dropping out. I once again would schedule gepari and lavina sometimes back to back. Gepari would go to work I'd go work after class and work I'd come home shower have MADD sex with gepari then skip to lavinas place and we'd either go into the mountains or five star resort or chill in front my place or her place in plain sight of pedestrians and traffic in restaurant parking lots in swingers clubs in sports bars lavina and I would live out our wildest dreams. I thought to myself living couldnt become any better my relationship and anonymous flings would never be exposed or viewed as threat to anyone I was making lots porn scenes and losing most them to traveling and moving alot. I loss thousands of scenes to missed storage bills bein late on insurance after suffering personal tragedys but I live great. I had student loan bills plus I wasn't making as much in porn as I had liked. I was frustrated struggling business man and college student but I didn't care my love life had transcended all those boundaries. I had lavina,gepari,lavina cousins,other relationships with other women named haiti and shakira. I had women of so many international decent I was surprised. I didn't carry a phone because phones get you caught up that's rule number one as player never carry phones your love interest can look into and find incriminating sexual evidence of side kicks,side boos, side relationships anything to do with a side order with sex on platter. Gepari and I still having MADD love scenes and once again I'd try positions with gepari that I'd wouldn't try with lavina plus I had slightest idea my buddy jackson was spying on me and instead of pursuing his goals in college because of child he had already and taking care of his little brother I guess he was jealous I had multiple women and he a wife and child. I didn't tell his wife about his fling with gepari room mate we were telling his wife we lived together. And we'd schedule her visits for when gepari and her room mate would be out town on family vacations or holidays. We were players an business man so we knew how handle business. Of course gepari started cheating on me. One day she said she was leaving and she was acting funny. I paid no mind so I stayed home. Me and Jackson were still home as well going over mix tapes for radio station. Me and Jackson hear gepari keys dangling in door plus laughing and giggling. Next thing I knew the door opens with some guy grabbing her ass and kissing her neck. Me and Jackson both looked in awe like nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Funny thing as man I should stood my ground knocked dude out but for some strange reason since I was dating lavina and other women in our condo and all over bay area and world I didn't care. I was in women's houses from parts world I never thought possible would even notice my videos online. Like I said I'm star I live life by pool or bar in nice clothes,houses,cars. But material things wasn't much for me worry on since I had many love interests to worry on. Well Jackson looked at and said whats the deal you just gone disrespect my man like that. I got up threw my head phones off and went into room and gathered my clothes then I walked out past gepari and her date. She said wait I can explain by that time it was already to late. My cheating had caught up with me.I had little feelings for gepari but sexually I had to many feelings for gepari. I was caught in her web of lust and sexually so good I didn't want leave her after two years in relationship good times party's,events,and flings places most people never imagined. In hills over looking bay area houses with ten bedrooms I was living it up. I didn't want leave gepari she was gold mind of intellectuality. I love gepari for more then sex actually she really had my heart until that day. The following week I stayed away from home. My buddy see me at work ask where i was and I'd say living man upset how about you. He'd say gepari misses you and says she's sorry take her calls she's at the condo going crazy over you not being their and her room mates are worried something is wrong like I was missing shed come to my job I'd tell me boss tell her I'm gone I'd be in back eating fruits watching her on camera lol.even my female boss liked me she was very full figured exotic women we'd flirt sometimes touch one another but we'd never have sex we had business to handle and I'm type never mix business with pleasure.when gepari would leave I'd come walking out. I'd make sure she knew cheating was not cool but I couldn't excuse the other women I was with plus lavina. Well one day I slipped. I let my buddy convince me into buying a cell phone. And then I came home and sure enough I was spending time at lavinas places. She was cooking me some international cuisines I'd had not tasted. She was chef by heart from raising children and teaching children at younger age she was humanitarian. She had degree in teaching and real estate and finance. Lavina was very intellectual as well.I was attracted to lavina more then sexually she was hard keep up with mentally. She was way smarter then me I'd soon learn but our love would last for so long shed love me unconditionally even when she found out I had other women.I dated lavina for at least 8 years. We were really into each other. Yet gepari was telling me she really missed me she wanted me home. She would relay messages to my homeboy. I came home. I talked with gepari and she tells me she's pregnant which is why she wanted talk to me so much. Gepari would sit at my mother house shouting,crying, wondering, where I was and calling my cell phone constantly. I was either at work in class or with lavina then on my way home. I wanted teach gepari a lesson so for month I avoided her sexually and in person. I didn't sleep in bed with her or talk on phone with her or go nice high end establishments eat with her. I was like well since she wanted another man I'll let her have another man in bed he can take my place since my love wasn't enough. I expected she cheated and got pregnant. My buddy told me she was stripping while I was gone. I was like i guess the guy she met talked her into it turns out she was with her ex fling who was coming out prison and wanted have some make up sex. I know how that is so I respected his wishes but did he have come to my women's place. I wasn't upset the least. Me and lavinas love life was taking off. I still was making out with gepari but I had slow my role. She was pregnant and I wasn't ready for another child especially after chyna. I wasn't really present my childs life I assumed mine chyna had plus chyna was living at four year by this time. So I didn't have much father hood responsibility but chyna cousin would sometimes ask me for money to send to her for child expenses and even college fees.I was grown man though, I had gepari hassling me everyday like let's decide to keep the child or give child away to adoption agency then keep track of child while the child grows up. The reason gepari and I would breakup was because we were both not ready for parenthood. She was reading baby books, and started working in child day care to learn how raise children, she would be perfect ideal mother. She would teach the children new languages and new cultures and how perform martial arts for some strange reason. Gepari had then started moving she had her stuff in boxes and a year had gone by she was ready move into new house while attending university near by in san Francisco. I lived in secret location in hills with her but our love was fading inside for one another well so least I thought. I convinced her to hault moving. She still kept her stuff packed though. She start crying then we'd make love while shed cry in my arms. I'd gently handle her body with care like waiter carrying exclusive wine to table I'd be careful touching her softly kissing her body head toe giving her mind blowing massages squeezing her thighs and legs and caressing each part of her body. She was weak I was weak. We both needed each other. Sometimes we drive up coast and have gatherings in sand clear blue water and complete secrecy. We cuddle in blankets and feed one another fruits. Waiting for sun to fade behind the earth opposite of us.gepari was moving on again so was I. She felt I was detached from her. Sometimes shed lay in front me completely naked and I turn my reading light on and start reading books. Not only did my love for lavina grow even more. My sexualy feelings for lavina made me have less flings with gepari but every time we had flings it wasnt the same. At first when I had both women to myself I didn't think neither one would cheat. So feelings of regret didn't arise. But soon gepari found my phone and found all numbers and calls from lavina and other private numbers. So then she was upset and instead of her avoiding me she starts getting crazy like stay home tonight don't go work. Actually I was going to lavina place because I had started staying with both women off and on. I dated both women carelessly but loved both them. I questioned why having many women in bed even meant anything to me once I was going be having another child. I told gepari have an abortion we can't afford it plus your moving she convinced me move in with her, her room mate and my buddy. But I soon discover after me and gepari broke up because homeboy Jackson told gepari every thing about me and lavina from meeting her in store to leaving out late night stay with her and traveling. I used always erase numbers in my phone and once I came back to condo Jackson,gepari and her room mate didn't say much to me. Gepari room mate would invite me to parties and she would invite me to her parent place which was also a very huge mansion. I would be in their large rooms and I could have sex with gepari room mate but I refused I didn't want to damage my relationship with gepari any further plus I didn't want jackson and our childhood friend ship to be over. We were working at the university together and managing a small home based internet gaming business online we'd play games for fun as kids so as adults we turned our fun experiences into money making experiences we'd all get online or call lots people over to gaming party place bets online and in Person and see who was best at any kind game besides having a radio station. I was shocked at how gepari found my phone. I guess since we were breaking up I didn't care if lavina would call and she hear music and sound sex . I tell her I was watching porn but I was actually having sex and disguising my voice so well and fucking gepari so good she thought I was talking to clients when actually I was in bed with gepari. The night was set I was in gepari room mate house and we were talking gepari sister was their to she was dressed in skimpy skirt and closing opening her legs like she wanted fuck but I didn't want have fling with two women that night.I already had feelings for lavina our relationship was growing plus gepari was pregnant and I had no idea what to do. So avoiding another pregnancy and break up I tried to avoid feelings for gepari roommate she was dating Jackson. I should of kept it playa and fucked her but I seen her naked red pussy hair and pink pussy lips. I refused to she was redhead with big ass,pretty toes,pretty feet,grey eyes and she was wealthy girl but her parents didn't want her have money so they made her work I was like wow how mean of her parents. Well wasn't my business to discuss she grew up in large mansion in woods of California I can't remember where but she liked finer things in life to i should cheated with her but I held back we went to few party's without jackson and gepari. We went to dinner few times even movies. I was having a good time with lots women. Yet things were unraveling slowly my sexuality was causing me fall behind in college, plus my injury only made me gain weight plus colleges that were previously looking at me over looked me even though I was scouted my knees just were not ready for intensity of high paced sports. I suffered inside I thought to myself here I am making thousands of videos in porn, running a business at university,running home based business ,radio station and other business while having sexual flings last life time but I wanted play sports I was sports star even few players from highschool made pros. So I had friends in pros and here i was making a living outside the pros I wasn't happy.yet lavina she was kind spirit she had uplifted my spirit she had taught me lessons about the world in ways her culture live which made me live a different way for few years after meeting her. Lavina made me happy she took my mind off the stress of not being in pros her sex was so good I was mind blown pussy whipped you could say. Yet before meeting lavina, gepari I was seriously considering marrying her to. I loved woman of different cultures. I was dating other women which were married I'd come over their house while their husbands watched me have sex with their wives and they wouldn't get MADD they actually wanted to learn how have sex better which was plus for me since I was porno king of my day. Feelings were fading gepari wanted me attend same university as her but I was already working at Cal Berkeley while we wanted go to Hawaii university so we could raise our kids away from her family and friend whom really didn't like African American say least.I had change of hearts I told her I already have to much at stake in states and dont want to leave my family and friend behind but I should followed my love interest in gepari. I didn't I forgive her I was deeply in love with lavina and gepari actually I had two loves of my life one pregnant and other starting a great relationship with traveling all over place.yet I joked with gepari told her get abortion but I was joking and i wanted have children but she was becoming possessive. Stealing my phones. Checking my emails. Going through my mail. Looking me in face and cuddling and hugging me extra hard once my phone rang because she snooped through my phone and found out not only was I dating lavina but found out I was porn star. I didn't really want gepari find out. She played it cool. Gepari had completed her two year degree and degree things were about get heated. I wasnt moving to hawaii with gepari and lavina was coming to me very strong every time me and lavina would talk she say something freaky right off the back and I'd instantly get hard. She had a way with words and sexuality I had never experienced.lavina would start demanding I spend more time and more money on her she had taste for finer things in life. I was drained I was juggling alot women and alot business. Yet I only wanted one women but that was not going be possibility any time soon because gepari started demanding answers as to why I wasn't moving with her. Her room mate declined attend same university so did Jackson. Gepari was upset even the vacations we had couldn't ease her hurt plus I was hurt from her coming home with another ex boyfriend. Well I healed inside but an interesting turn of events made me change my mind towards gepari. She was in bath tub this day as I came home from packing my clothes and things. She said Jackson told me about you and lavina and if you try leave me I'm gonna cut my wrist and abort our child. Right then and their I lost my mind I sat on the couch for few hours crying and explaining to gepari that I had busines to run and I didn't want leave all I started behind plus I really startd loving lavina alot more then gepari. Not only was I having a child attend to with chyna now I was going have child with gepari plus all thousand women I slept with were unprotected because in porn I had test physical examinations every eight months and I passed each time. Hours went by as we both cried I sat on floor while gepari sat in bath crying with knife on her wrist. I told her I'm calling cops if u don't stop tryn kill yourself. I was furious I said I'll move with you she said no your not your liar. In attempts to come closer shed press the knife harder onto her throat and wrist. I thought to myself damn gepari really loves me but I'm in love with thousand of women plus lavina. Is it possible to love thousands of women at once sexually and spiritually. I couldn't take it no more. I said fine I'm leaving and once I walk out the door I'm not coming back.gepari yells don't walk out or I'll hurt myself I love you .I replied if you loved me you wouldn't hurt yourself or our child put the knife down or I'm walking out. She wouldn't put the knife down so I walked out while gepari was in bath.she wouldn't let me take any steps near her and even though I told her I'm not coming back unless she stop acting crazy I swallowed my pride. The night went by early in morning I walked out and strangely enough gepari room mate and Jackson didn't come home that night. I was sitting in parking lot and one the neighbors says I listened to the screaming last night what's going on. I told the neighbor the truth and she invited me into her place. I was in neighbors condo thinking of going to lavinas place to talk. Yet the neighbor was very nice to me she offers me some wine turned on some slow jams and sat next to me. She was full figured women with no stretch marks and smooth dark Carmel skin. She had huge ass and big tits. She was smiling alot and her bedroom had rose pedals and lingerie sitting on the bed. Candle lights surrounding the bedroom and sweet smell of roses filled the air. Here I was upset at gepari thinking of lavina and my neighbor was coming on to me I wasn't ready. She quickly jumped on my lap started kissing me and pulling my pants off slow. She started giving me oral sex and wet mouth watering oral. Her lips were juicy and wet and big and she swallowed my dick like lollipop. She would ice my nuts same way gepari would lick my nuts. She would lick my ass crack sipping champagne we sat and talked over my issues with gepari kicked in and started workng it's magic on both us. I sat on couch as the neighbor on her knees sucked my manhood until I got rock hard. Slowly she said hold on I have change she went to her bedroom as I sat Naked on couch. Couple minutes later I hear can you help me with this. I walked into the room and in bed the neighbor fully naked no thongs no pantys in lingerie with her legs spread wide open playing with herself.my jaws dropped.I jumped on top of her quickly ramming my still rock hard penis into her vagina. I deeply penetrated her vaginal walls her pussy was deep wet moist like hot water spring the deeper I pushed the more she gushed. I grabbed her ass cuffing her ass cheeks tight while sucking her huge breast simultaneously stroking harder faster sucking as long as possible the champagne had taken over my mind I had lost complete sense of time. Totally unaware my car was parked in drive way next to gepari and I left so she would knew I was near by.wondering if she was still live crying in bathtub and had dropped the knife on floor and left me at least million messages on my phone after I had busted MADD nuts in the neighbor. I was having it out with the neighbor she was wrapping her legs around me she didn't want me to get up. She said if you was with black women you wouldn't have those problems. She whispers in my ears. She was few years older then me so I listened I didnt respond. I layed their entire night as she talked to me about issues African women face trying compete with light skinned women that take good brothers away from good sisters. Because higher up the wealth ladder we go sisters tend not have as much pull and lighter skin women tend to cater to black men. is it because of the bigger penis stereotype or that generally African and colored women haven't reached the pinnacle of success as much as light skinned women. Most brothers hate gold diggers and baby mommas that dont want do for self I love them. But if either facing prison time or child support because of bad credit or no job having resort to illegal activity. Is no different then becoming a millionaire and avoiding affairs because most women will want half and the divorce is nasty especially between celebs and wealthy people. I wasn't in neither position yet so I couldn't complain but. I listened to her as she explained the benefits of moving to Ghana or carribeans or Cuba leaving the digital matrix which only let's 20 percent of colored people access wealth while majority of minority depend on welfare drugs prostitution illegal things and meaningless careers which further seperates us besides incarceration and homelessness. She explained how in certain places of slavery and exploitation living is way easier and demand for occupation and exports easier commodity and I should seriously think of marrying a black or colored women or if I settle with a light skinned women have her move to islands raise children it's better for their well being mentally and health. Oddly enough the neighbor was student in one of gepari classes she taught at university on parenting. I had gepari mentioning leaving all time with her so two women explain ing benefits of putting education and working lifestyle behind me even as athlete and musician. the sun was coming up and I wrote neighbor number on piece paper. I kissed her then walked to my car. As soon as I got to my car feelings for gepari kicked in. I had great night surprisingly and then gepari says to me where were you I was looking for you. I said I was taking a walk. I tried get into my car she grabbed my keys. She pushed me against my car then grabbed my neck. She tried kissing me and pulled out knife. I ran around my car quickly unlocking passenger door. Then jumping in starting my car while locking door behind me. Thinking I'm just gonna drive away gepari jumps on my car door and hits window with her hand. I was in shock I thought of asking if she was fine but she still had knife in her hand. I tried leave but she stood in front my car. I told her move your crazy I'm leaving then she picked up brick and threw brick at my window.
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