" I AM " YOUR STORY MY MUSIC LET ME BE YOU I AM YOU YOU ARE ME

THIS IS A POETRY ANTHOLOGY OF SONGS I PUT TOGETHER AND WROTE ABOUT STORIES FROM FRIENDS,FAMILY AND DIFFERENT PEOPLE I HAVE MET IN MY WALKS OF LIFE.I DECIDED TO MAKE SHORT SENTENCES AND SHORT STORY AND SONGS OUT OF THE STRUGGLES AND VICTORIES OF PEOPLE IVE MET. READ THIS EXCLUSIVES BEFORE THEIR SONGS THEN YOU CAN LISTEN TO THE SONGS

I am

I'm the covered up murder story an orphan dead parents foster family never told me the real
I'm the cancer patient hoping the doctors find a cure
I'm the innocent man doing 20 years for a crime I didn't commit
I'm the hit man trapped working in the drug cartels doing the dirt
I'm the girl who committed suicide slit my wrist cuz I thought my boyfriend didn't Iove me but interracial relationships hard sometimes Two ppl raised different dont understand each other
I'm the guy who turned gay cuz my father died fighting the FBI during the panther movement didn't want my friends knowing my story
I'm the guy who never clocks out
early underpaid & overworked
I'm da guy who cheated on his wifey
Sorry she like ballaz
I'm the disease over the seven seas
Alien hate humans
I'm da guy who never had shit
Killer cuz I had to
I'm the nigga u wanna take on Maury
Sperm donor cuz I'm rich
I'm the scientists with no lab
Dope tracks curing wack rappers
I'm the worlds richest man with no $
Geto King another life wasted
Lemme dream
I'm the doctor with no patients
Im sick or the system racist
I'm the worlds best rapper wit no fans
They hatin
I'm the president with no country
non believers in unity
I'm the best sports player
with no team keep practicing
One day they will believe
I'm the reformed gang member
Who homies is dead shots to the head
dying over colors is stupid
But sum ppl believe in dumb shit
I'm the chairman who grew up with the mob gangs mafias affiliated worldwide
no crew no drugs no guns
I'm the girl who father abandoned her
So she started stripping to pay bills
Mother dead to all alone what was she gone do
I'm the boy who lost his parents in a drive by infant left in car with his parents dead bodies until the police found them raised him into the system victim of gang violence
I'm the gangster with no legs teaching
Umeducated youth speaking at schools
About carrying guns using drugs and the dangers of the street life and joining gangs
I'm the border hopper running from violence in my country you dont know half my story
I'm the foreigner who raised himself from a young age hanging with juveniles & hoes no name no social number
Had to sale dope
I'm the guy who family turned on each other over currency
I'm the money that enslaves all nations
The world fighting over me
I'm the genius with no business or MBA degrees
Denied loans grants & scholarships
I'm the streotype stigma created to kill any culture
I'm the vulture to the world
Look at all these dead carcassess
I'm the king from Ghana but my ppl aint crown me yet
I'm the princess from Venezuela killed by the drug cartels
I'm the baby kidnapped at birth raised by the Mexican cartels
I'm the rich kid raised in a rich family
Arranged marriage from India
Everything is giving to me
I'm the homeless man world war two veteran served his country but they still spit in my hand no benefits no house no promises they promised
I'm the corporate executive who lost his business cuz his wife cheated with my friends had them infiltrate my business only to take off with my ends.
I'm the lawyer who exploited my clients out of their settlement cuz they tried to kill me now we all in jail imagine the hell
I'm the bullet inside theives killers robbers gang bangers coppers innocent victims & soliders
The reason we all trapped in this bullshit lives we living
I'm the Buddhist virgin never drunk or smoked had sex meditated all my life
No kids only eat rice drink water from the fountain of youth had plenty conversations with our creator
I'm the disabled kid blind can't hear walk or see but I see real love by your touch & how you treat me
I'm the kid trapped in a war for my people wealth & land bombs going off every three minutes missles & bullets flying over my head
I'm the painter who can't see but paint better than Picasso
I'm the tears behind any story
Let em out in this song
Cuz all language can't be spoken
Or heard most times
Our soul speak through our eyes
When what our souls see dont agree with the world
I am
P trilla
Your story is mine my story is yours
Maybe if we share our truths we could change this world.
I am


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I am part 2

could you imagine
Being raped by your husband
Enemies then keeping the baby
9 months of pain
21 years of stress
Never letting the child
Or husband know you holding
A dark secret
The child not yours
but your a good woman
Raise your child to a teen
never conplaining
Gotta divorce but never
Told the truth why
Wasn't you fell out of love
Its cuz you didn't wanna
Ruin two mens lives
Your ex husband & son
strong woman fight the world
For telln you ya wrong
For raising your son
Many never knew the pain
You carried inside
never knowing who the father was
But the attackers
Always came around
Tryn figure who the son
Look like
Crashing family parties
Weddings & your work professional
Life
Everywhere you go
They watching you
Good girl became a good woman
Abused & used
Came from a good home
Knows the value of family
Never questioned your values
Or your ex husbands enemies
One mans trash
Another mans treasure
Your ex husband was trash
Your son your treasure
you wanted to let
The authorities know
One time you did
Then your sisters got raped
Your brother got killed
& they sons got shot
All bcuz you felt in
Your heart to do what's right
never knew why those men attacked
You that day
Talk of the hood
Every dude wanted you
Never thought the party
You got invited to
Would give you memories
Scaring your soul for life
you could of been any man wife
But the pain from the rape
Ran deep never knowing y
Those dudes rapes you
To get back at your ex husband
No longer could take the pain
You overdosed on pills
this is the story of many women
Therefore I respect you all
I pray for all yall
Cuz many men never understand
The pain they cause
I am you you are me
I love you all p trilla



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I Am Pt 3

I'm a different kind breed
I don't believe in all that $hit
You believe
I love all ppl good or bad
Brothas & sistas of the earth
Why are yall killing
One another for material things
You are all to old for that non sense
If you could talk with your creator
Would you live the same
Think the same
I am not human
I am a spirit borrowing
The flesh through my human
Experience
Are we not gods
Were made in gods image

I'm a different kind breed
I don't believe in all that $hit
You believe
I believe in peace on earth
No guns no color lines
No racism no murder
No torture no poverty
Good food
Healthy planet
Healthy ppl
Spiritual ppl
Spiritual world
I believe in a world where
Everyone is not out for the
Brainwashing programs
Being fed to them daily
Were a human family
Not just your immediate family
When will humans realize
Were all equal
We all want equal oppurtunity
Not no oppurtunity
At least freedom from
Injustice & poverty
Which are Two tools for crime

I'm different kind breed
I don't believe in taking a life
Which takes 9 precious months to make
To be taken upon instant decision
Of one night stand prostitution
Or rape or torture
I don't believe in run down communities
Dysfunctional families
Inhumane living conditions
Generic & genetically modified foods
Altering our DNA & natural chemistry
With nature plants animals & humans
We should not have the flaw of evil
Instincts or intentions after pre mature
Stages growing up once
Were of proper age know right from
Wrong life should not be about
Survival but love from all other Humans
Desires & needs being shared not placed as pieces of meat on meat market
Meat is murder so is killing plants vegicide like millions of years of genocide from holocaust concentration camps
Government sponsored terrorism vs
Survival of fittest based off capitalism
Police brutality invasion privacy
Revolution of wealth system
Class system
No classes can explain
Why millions will die from disease & igmorance.
Why millions will suffer from the greed of not just corporate executives
But small entreprnuers & many business legal or illegal which practice unlawful & unethical standards for living & conducting a business estabilishment.
Why world peace could never be achieved because to many ppls hearts & are filled with greed.
I am not familiar with the evilness of earth. We are surrounded by evil. Not because we choose evil but because evil is a force which can take any shape or form. Satan comes in many forms.
The only way to battle such evil is to refrain from the vices & traps the world has set. What glitters isn't gold.
But what the world needs is
Movements of love & peace
Not war & violence
We won't have a world if we don't
Take care of our world
If we keep damaging our world
Where will we live
We can't keep taking precious minerals out of our planet & expect to have
Perfect living conditions forever
Their is no need for nations to have war or corruption
The worlds ppl created poverty & War
The worlds ppl can end it
The worlds ppl can share all our goods & services to protect the human family not just the wealthiest nations

I don't want just the best this world has to offer me I want the best the universe has to offer me & every other specie & human should demand the same as well. We shall all demand the best from our government & places of business & our families & our socities or tribes.
Why are we settling for a small existence called life on earth.
When we should be asking why & exploring the universe & all of or creators creations.
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