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sometimes i wanna give up on life bcuz ppl just wanna play me but nikki you have to remember your not doing this rap music thing for the people who wanna abuse you and use you your doing for people like me who are musicians and regular everyday people who inspire to change the world and make a better living and a better way for your people and for those who wanna commit suicide or abuse drugs or commit crimes because they dont feel accepted by society. You have to know your history our people was not meant to be apart of this system. this system has divided us conqoured us far to long. letting a few become wealthy among us while many of us live below the poverty live are unemployed cant afford new cars new clothes new mansions the glamour life as seen on t.v.. you have to remember your doing this for people like me who are in the struggle who want to change poverty racism discrimination black on black crime police brutality white collar crime culture classes race relations people who want to make society better not keep oiling a well oiled machined system country and world which deprives our people as a whole but only lets a few of us suceed. if they dont support you tell em suck it easy. even our own people can be our own worst enemy when yo uwant to give back to your community they dont care about you unless you giving to them then once you stop giving they wanna bad mouth you and do you wrong but remember its strong brave hearts like you and me who challenge the status quo of what reality is what music should be what the industry should be what our view of the world is. just know this they can take everything from you they can give you everything but the one thing they cant take is the beautiful soul inside of the woman named nikki minaj a rising star with to many haters. everybody has haters even us regular folks who arent stars. i dont consider myself to be a star i aint changed but once the money came the people around me did.friends turned to enemies enemies became frieinds. vice verse family started showing they true colors and if you dont provide for them. they wanna say you changed or fame went to your head. you have to knjow how to give your people the knowledge enough to wanna suceed on their own. we all cant be entertainers even though many of us are but never given the chance because the entertainment industry is filled with to much politics and bull$hit which is controlled beyond hollywood blackwood bollywood kollywood nollywood those are industries you should look into to further your sucess because far to many times if you dont live up to european or ignorant black folks meaning degrading yourself because of the slave mentality many of our people still have then they dont understand you they criticize you. i loved you from day one i never questions you i question the critics the people who play these silly games but act like saints but they aint putting paint where it aint trying to be everything under the sun. trying to be so hard and real instead of being human passionate caring love individuals. why do ppl become so cold hearted and jealous of your sucess when your just a worker of a different trade spreading a message of love to help troubled teens even troubled men and spouses realize life is good but can be hard. we are not perfect we all have our ups and downs. we all dont wanna put up with this system which has kept our people down for 2000 years and counting. our ancestors blood should have been enough but yet we still have our people fighting in injust wars, dying from police brutality, covered up murders, unemployment which is new age slavery, racism wthin our culture, lack of knowledge of our people to understand this is our land and we should strive to be prominent kings & queens and build the bridge and close the gap between africa and our lost people of shabazz in america so we can become the great people we once were in egyptian,roman,king tut, periods of africa & the world before colonialism and europeanism whipped out the natural indigenoues people of the world our people. we are all human we shouldnt have to suffer being prisoners of consicene, prisoners of others thoughts & actions prisoners of war,bombs,disease,physical deformaties,. we should be loving caring people sharing our gifts and talents with the world. dont worry about the cold hearted people dont give up keep pushing you gotta remember life is a struggle rich or poor. you gone have them days when you gone say DAMN i got all this money but my friends & family wanna take it from me. you gone have them days when you gone second guess why you even got into the industry to make hot songs & make alot of money. you gone have them days when your emotions gonna change like the seasons and anybody can say something which will give you a reason to fire a hot 16 at them over a song but listen baby dont repsond to your haters dont indulge in the beef with lil kim we already lost tupac shakur very talented brother along with biggie, solja slim, mac dre, johnny cash, big pun, lisa left eye lopez,micheal jackson , james brown, teddy pendigrass, so on and so on. we dont need no more great people of ours lives being lost to the industry fued for ratings so those labels can make money off the beef the media the internet the fans the bloggers the boosters corner hustlas but in real life our lives and craft are being effected and real beef aint cool. dont play into the studio gangsta tough girl thing. dont let lil kim pressure you no matter how big your crew or entourage. yes you gone have them days when dudes or females might rape you we all been raped taken advantage of shot at drugged called horrible names been through hell and back with gasoline draws on but remember when ever you feel like giving up just think of those people your ancestors who fought for you to sit with white people with other cultures the slaves who built this country for pennies the reperartions which was promised to our people but never given the black men whos lives are wasted in the pen & homeless the kids with no parents orphans who all look up to you. think about all those people who done our people wrong and you made it through. think about the artist who want to be in your position whom will never get their shot because aint enough money to spread the truth but their is enough money to spread the hatred among our people destruction of self destruction of our culture through religion,music,entertainment,judicial system,economic system, pharmecuetical system. think about all the things our people have gone through those who are white washed and dont know their history and let alone world history. never give up because no matter how hard and crazy it may get you and me are the kind of people who have to keep the torch lit for the next generation to run the marathons to spread truth. dont believe the hype dont feed into the bullshit just make hot songs and make the fans love you ill support you. keep inspiring girls teens women to feel young sexy and become barbies and look for a good man. see in order to play they game and have they money you gotta play by they rules just do as they say keep it real but dont cross their line just make your money make hot music and inspire people like me to keep believing their is hope when it seems like it aint no hope especially when we come from these horrible places where life is hell and you would think you could never make it out. brother from another mother p trilla. WE ARE NUBIAN THIS ISTHE GENERATION TO MAKE NU BEGININGS TO LAST THE TEST OF TIME LIKE PYRAMIDS OF GIZA A EGYPT STAY A QUEEN.
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