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/></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-79483753216145797802011-05-14T22:48:00.000-07:002011-05-14T22:48:06.859-07:00Her looks are stunning <br />So bueatiful you can't believe her <br />How good she look <br />Her Nails Her Toes <br />Her caves her thighs <br />Her legs her six pack <br />Pretty stomach <br />Piercings in her belly button <br />Tatto of earth on her back <br />Her ass her back <br />Her hips shaped perfectly <br />Like goddess of all humanity <br />Her face her eyes <br />Like looking into eternity <br />Her sexuality grasp all from her <br />Femeninity <br />Her hair <br />So long & curly <br />Natural beauty <br />Her nipples <br />Perky & sitting up <br />Peeking at me through her bikini <br />My hands hot day on beach <br />Lotion rubbing her body <br />Her personality <br />Makes you laugh <br />Makes you cry <br />Makes you wonder <br />Forever her wish was mine <br />Her good side shadows her <br />Dark side <br />Her gangsta inside her she hides <br />Her love is pain <br />Her pain brings pleasure <br />Her pleasure brings <br />Love unconditional <br />Have you missing her <br />Her sex causes world wars <br />Wealthy men bid for her <br />Her reality is poor mans fantasy <br />A wealthy mans exctasy <br />Dreamers dream of her when they see <br />Her many women envy her <br />Many women wanna be her <br />Many women sexed her <br />Her lesbian side over shadowed <br />Her need for mens touch <br />Her wealth kept them away <br />Until her mind met a young man one day <br />She was princess to global empire <br />Wars fought for her <br />Best of the world giving to her <br />Fell in love with her families enemies <br />Son whom was not wealthy <br />But showed her a life she never <br />Thought could exist <br />Imagine what happened <br />When arranged marriage <br />Goes wrong arranged wealth <br />Thrown away bcuz <br />War over love <br />Her life <br />Her story <br />Her victories <br />Her triumphs <br />This is the life of <br />Her <br />My lost love <br />Miss you <br />You'll forever be in my heart <br />The war of our friends & families <br />Tore us apart <br /> <br />I miss u ... <br /> <br />@PTRILLA <br /> <br />Myspace.com/mrbluestarsun <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br />Black out <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br />Black out <br />Black ops <br />Get cha thang out <br />& do ya thang <br /> <br />When the lights out <br />& its a fuckn drought <br />Pull ya pistol out <br />Tell ya haters <br />I'm coming for you <br />Can't pay ya bills <br />Pussy niggas always tryn stick ya <br />Rob ya pop ya fuck all that <br />Grab ya strap bust back empty clip <br />Make a nigga respect ya hustle <br />Times hard <br />Hustln seven different ways <br />Ain't mentioning dinero <br />I'm not interested <br />Big homie told me <br />If they ain't payn you <br />Payn them no mind <br />Switch ya grind <br />Get bigger guns <br />Bigger click <br />Then come back <br />Take it all over <br />On a ppl power movement <br />Want all the power <br />Want all the money <br />Can't let the system shut down <br />My hustles <br />But its not easy being <br />Young black male <br />Everybody testing you tepmpting you <br />Sexually or financially <br />Think bout it <br />Do they want your body <br />Or your soul never know <br />So I creep slow when <br />The funk on <br />Not old music <br />But when drama <br />To much handle <br />I get low like sniper <br />Zoom in <br />Lock on <br />Cash in <br />Turn the weapons <br />And the bodies in <br />Spit that underground <br />West coast gangster shit <br />Talk it cuz I lived it <br />But wished it all never <br />Would of begining <br />So I could still talk to my <br />Lost family & friends <br />No longer here <br />Ain't talking it <br />Getting it <br />Living it <br />Spending it <br />Investing it <br />Never stressing shit <br />Only focusing on blessings <br />Niggas be tryn baller block <br />So I gotta pull out my glock <br />Rapid fire 50 shots <br />Then pull out the 50 cal 500 rounds <br />See that big assualt weapon <br />By my hip keep talkn shit <br />Ima let the thang rip <br />Chop ya body down to pieces of meat <br />Feed the sharks feed the lions <br />Feed my killers feed the streets <br />The vision they need <br />Only trill playaz <br />Know what I mean <br />Make ya life lean like ciara dance <br />When them ppl playn with yo dreams <br />& ya cream money peso rupee euro yen <br />Gold & diamonds stocks & dividends <br />Real estate & factories <br />I'm mad at the fact you want me bleed <br />Instead ball out internationally <br />You ain't gotta like me <br />Ya could hustled with me <br />But your jealousy turned to enemy <br />Frenemy its cool lesson learned <br />Streets watchn cops plottn <br />Prolly hate seeing me get money <br />After all times they locked me up <br />What the fuck <br />Found out life ain't what they tell ya <br />Its what they show <br />Never let anyone stop my flow <br />Let my anger go <br />Blast my semi automatics <br />When its static <br />of anykind <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br />Lean on em <br /> <br />I see murderers & crooks <br />You see celeberities politicians police <br />World governments killers out for <br />Currency <br />envious eyes <br />Full of greed <br />Sum ppl will do anything <br />To make a dollar <br />Rob they cousins <br />Mother brother sister aunt or father <br />Dont hate the playa <br />Hate the game <br />But if the game never change <br />Then hate the playas <br />Who do the same thangs <br />i aint come here to expose nobody <br />I came here to make music <br />And rock the party <br />Everybody is serious <br />Life aint no joke <br />Aint tryn get smoked over <br />Pussy or dope <br />Ya know how game go <br />If ya don't then ya will know <br />When ya run across the trill doe <br /> <br />Yall niggaz stay up <br />Ima stay down <br />Everywhere <br />All the time <br />I know you hear my sound <br />Abc <br />123 <br />Koo da bling <br />Cha ching cha ching <br /> <br />The same niggaz I eat with <br />Slept with grew up with <br />I fuck hoes with <br />Beef with <br />Even though we aint cool <br />Play cool <br />Doing the same shit <br />Over & over <br />Cuz niggaz <br />Want my shine <br />Over the past <br />They want me gone <br />But its on <br />Til I'm gone <br />Technology got everybody <br />In everybody business <br />We all from different walks of life <br />Different strokes <br />For different folks <br />Equality for all <br />But if were made in gods image <br />Why the world full of sin <br />World full problems <br />Everybody terrorists <br />If you dont agree with my lyfestyle <br />Or hate my skin tone <br />Dont make money with me <br />Then you against me <br />baby girl <br />Things wasn't supposed <br />To be this way <br />Why do things gotta <br />Be this way <br />Authority wanna arrest me <br />So society can live it up <br />Fuck your lifestyle <br />Terrorist flow <br />Blow your jets bentlys skyscrappers up <br />Cuz you corporate executives <br />Wanna keep profiting <br />Off the slave trade of dead Africans <br />Indians ppl of many heritages <br />I want that good life to <br />So much money I dont know <br />What to do <br />But buy hoes <br />Marrying them <br />Keep em as house wives <br />Front to my friends <br />Like I got it all <br />So I can fit in <br />When really <br />I'm the stand out fall guy <br />My ppl died to make this country <br />What it is <br />Wasn't that enough <br />Emancipation proclamation <br />Says willie lynch letters <br />Want ppl of color in hand cuffs <br />Just so racist piggs phat kats <br />Big wigs can live it up <br /> <br />Yall niggaz stay up <br />Ima stay down <br />Everywhere <br />All the time <br />I know you hear my sounds <br />Abc 123 <br />Koo da bling <br />Cha ching cha ching <br /> <br />I hear what they saying <br />But it dont measure up <br />To what my heart feel <br />If I still gotta carry the steel <br />All I wanted was love & millions <br />Not problems violence snitches <br />Situations I can't fix <br />Everything aint always what it seem <br />Life is real <br />But feel like I'm living a dream <br />how could those closest to me <br />Try to do me wrong <br />I got strangers treating me better <br />Than family & friends <br />No disrespect to them <br />Cuz they wasn't always their for me <br />Cuz I wasnt always their for them <br />But I got love for all of them <br />No matter what happen <br />To me or them <br />I forgive I changed hope they do <br />But I'm living the good life <br />So I dont expect them to <br />I hope they do <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br />Untouchable <br /> <br />I got ppl tryn kill me <br />Actin like they feel me <br />My life on twitter or tv <br />Nigga that aint the real me <br />Best out of em all <br />But you dont see me competing <br />I dont judge no one <br />I got love <br />fit everyone <br />The human population <br />Saddens me <br />Y live flawless <br />Lawless <br />Cant we all get along <br />If not y not man <br />I should be a cop <br />Tryn stop <br />Domestic violence crime <br />Everywhere <br />But I'm not superman <br />I want ppl to change <br />The money is secondary <br />Cuz after they tried to kill me <br />They posing like they feel me <br />My mind is spinning <br />Colliding with myself <br />& the worlds mysteries <br />I can't see straight <br />My mind is blank <br />I need some time to think <br />How should I handle my life <br />Gotta do whats best for me <br />I got money <br />But I'm not happy <br />Whats missing in my life <br />its not my past <br />Or my future <br />Cuz right now <br />Is the moment <br />Ive always dreamed of <br />But dreams turn to nightmares <br />whats the meaning of them <br />Psychics telling me <br />Your dreams <br />Reveal your future <br />Before you experience it <br />Fuck well lemme live <br />The good times <br />Over and over <br />Let this moment last forever <br />Zillion thoughts in my head <br />Reality sometimes to much <br />Anxiety disorder <br />Post tramatic stress <br />Depression <br />Mental verbal abuse <br />Which those who live <br />By innocent by skintione <br />Tables could turn feel my pain <br />Then erase this strain with rain <br />Let my tears ease my souls spirit <br />So I can be sane <br />I hate no one mental disorder <br />Got me out of order <br />With the order of society <br />Which dont agree with <br />My mind my brain cries <br />I crash my car <br />After drinking to get a coma <br />Hopefully erase me memory <br />So when I wake up <br />Cocoon caterpillar <br />Butterfly into a new life <br />New career with a new woman <br />I hate my past <br />I miss the family <br />& the world I dreamed of <br />Which never came to past <br />More of my ppl passed <br />I wish could live forever <br />But god need soliders <br />In a holy war <br />So my ppl looking down from heaven <br />Guiding me towards the right path <br />If you hate me <br />Then why talk to me <br />Threaten me <br />Y not leave me be <br />I'm just enjoying me <br />Y is my life <br />A problem to those <br />Who dont like my spirit <br />Look past culture <br />Race religion <br />Look at me as a spirit <br />A voice disguised with physical features <br />speaking gods words <br />Angles battling demons <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br />No more nightmares <br /> <br />Id like to spear britney <br />With nikki have minaj like afrikaan <br />Eat ya berry with Halle <br />Fresh out bank with tyra <br />We flying high orgies in sky <br />Parties in suite <br />parties In villa <br /> fun all year long <br />Bottles in pool hot sun <br />Tanning our fine bodys <br />I came to party <br />Act a fool <br />See how many potential baby mommas <br />I could meet <br />Good food fresh air <br />Drama everywhere who care <br />Hate on hataz <br />Forever balln <br />Even though them dirty cops <br />Wanna dirty up my name <br />Sometimes I ask myself <br />Y I get involved with <br />Things I know gone lead to bullshit <br />Cuz niggas think $ gone stop them killaz <br />alot niggas wasnt my friends <br />Siblings relatives turned enemy <br />Over the money & family business <br />They didnt work in it <br />They robbed it when I wasnt looking <br />Fake mofos <br />We could took over the world <br />Together <br />Patiently I wait til <br />I find righteous ones willing <br />Take the world over with me <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br />Supply music last test time <br />Like sphinx in Egyptian city <br />Want my face in rush more <br />Or mount kilamanjaro <br />Or mountains of Cairo <br />In Africa before I die <br />Many gave many took <br />But all I wanted was your love <br />Your time guess you'll never be mine <br />Our relationship lasted a lil time <br />But we was supposed last til eternity <br />where did it all go wrong <br />Mixed emotions love potions <br />Mixed feelings miscommunication <br />Recieving decieving looks <br />Not achieving my vision <br />Better living got distracted by bright lights almost lost my life <br />Tryn change my enemies minds <br />Their for I forfiet <br />Cuz they doing things I couldnt <br />Stop or find answers for <br />When all I wanted was world tour <br />Have Yall rocking side to side <br />Like trilla can u lick my p during the show I'm like well maybe <br />If security don't stop it though <br />Then anything goes <br />Then I'm off to another city <br />Meet my new wifey <br />Got em in all zip codes <br />Love my life <br />Love yourself <br />If you not getting love from <br />Anyone else <br />I'll holla hope you brought it all <br />Break it down split it <br />Let's open new business <br />With ideas never invented <br />Gotta admit it <br />Gotta wicked tongue <br />Filled with venmous lyrics <br />Always improve on my last ideas <br />Always try ease the reason behind tears <br />Was beefn with my family <br />In a gang with my enemies <br />Early age didnt realize coming up <br />Gettn it anyway <br />Would lead to losing so many my ppl <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br /><br />Downward Spiral <br /> <br />Let the streets decide <br />Let your realness out on the beat <br />Keep it professional <br />No contract I cant go <br />I can't sign I can't ride <br />I can't rise with cuffs on my wrist <br />You wanna see me locked <br />I see myself living luxurious <br />No more drama No more karma <br />Cuff links on tailored suit <br />In my French suite zen backyard <br />Studio in villa sound proof overlooking <br />The pool & the beach reach life is only <br />Choices avoid ignorant voices <br />I believe in human kind <br />I believe we can use our talents <br />To change humanity <br />Never forget your past <br />Never let it dictate your life <br />Misfortune exist globally <br />I want all money in world <br />So I can raise million childrun <br /> <br />Playing instruments changing nations <br />Decade after decade peaceful serenity planet full of healing modalities <br />Therapies please no violence <br />Lemme open your mind <br />Play my song listen to the violins <br />Orchestrate a symphony <br />visual stimulation soul relaxed <br />Revelation rap president running <br />International trap house <br />Best of all worlds best of all universes <br />Let your grudges go <br />Let your love grow <br />Love all humans <br />Why the need to down your ppl <br />Sum of you need see new views <br />Hang with new crews <br />Live dangerously then you'll see <br />The way you label me <br />Ain't meant for us to be <br />How can I convince society <br />To give me a chance <br />When they never gave chance to me <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br /><br /><br />The passion <br /> <br />The time is now <br /> <br />Suicidal homicidal lyrical rivals <br />Biblicals rituals lifting the inner individual <br /> <br />Fuck niggaz <br />I luv bitches <br />fuck bitches <br />I love riches <br />Fuck riches <br />Im diggn ditches <br />to many snitches <br />Fuck niggas <br />& fuck bitches <br />Snitchn for <br />My riches <br />Filllng ditches <br />World crazy <br />I'm ridiculous <br />Grip guns <br />Like guerillas <br />Grip bananas <br />Automatic extended clips <br />Double banned <br />200 rounds <br />Clean chambers <br />No jamming <br />I spray like hair salons <br />Let my songs play <br />Or ima split <br />Ya wig <br />Another cigarette <br />Purple heart <br />Like a solider <br />True street vet <br />Done more dirt than slavery <br />Everywhere its the same <br />Traveled the globe <br />To find peace in my soul <br />Only found out <br />The only peace youll find <br />Is the biggest gun you hold <br />No matter how much you get <br />Ppl treat you like shit <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br />All the ballers <br />wanna hustle with me <br />Cuz our visions the same <br />Make $ never complain <br />Stay in ya lane <br />Unless you getting shorted <br />Pop them thangs <br />Fuck a case <br />Fuck jail time <br />I'm doing life <br />In the streets <br />Just tryn survive <br />Nights with no food <br />No heat no water <br />No lights only <br />Candles & knives <br />Handles on guns <br />Robbing for fun <br />Aint shit else I <br />Could do <br />No governemt names <br />That's how they get you <br />No loans no credit <br />No bank accounts <br />bags of raw hash weed meth <br />Crystal xtasy pain pills <br />No Internet no tv <br />No books to read <br />Only fishing poles <br />Pounds of weed <br />Hit up the stores <br />Early hit my regular <br />Customers off <br />Then off to my <br />Spots checking traps <br />Then off to the block <br />Go clubbn no dressing up <br />Dont have ID <br />Haters dont wanna see <br />A militant minded <br />Yung brother suceed <br />Full greed <br />While they full of hate <br />Dont want me <br />On the hill mansion <br />Lounging with naked women <br />Drinking bubbly <br />Talking lovely <br />Procreating generations <br />Like yahweh sun ra <br />Krishna Buddha Jesus <br />Mohammad <br />My mind haunted by a past unknown <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br />So many thoughts in my head <br />Cant leave the drugs alone <br />Autism anxiety disorder <br />Post traumatic stress <br />Shell shocked from <br />Bussin guns <br />Seeing dead bodies before <br />My eyes lifeless flesh <br />No ambulance <br />No helicopter <br />Brothers died in the streets <br />911 is a joke <br />They didn't care I was their <br />Just cuz I aint certified <br />By a college degree <br />Dont mean I dont know how <br />To save a life CPR <br />But you dont feel me <br />without therapy <br />How do we heal from <br />Living in warzones <br />Suburbs getos <br />Wherever you travel <br />No therapy <br />No shrink <br />My healing <br />Was the rhymes to the beats <br />Clubs rising partying <br />To trilla p ilesst lyrical emcee <br />Can you see what I see <br />Make money with me <br />Or go beneath me <br />Six feet <br />Am I wrong <br />You doing the same to me <br />By denying me <br />My oppurtunity to suceess <br />Killing my dreams softly <br />Well fuck that <br />Seven time felon <br />I aint got shit to lose <br />But my life <br />No kids <br />No wife <br />Thuggn <br />The rest my life <br />These crooked coppers <br />Tried to give me life <br />Frame me for murder <br />Cuz I cracked the system <br />Diplomatic immunity <br />I can step through any country <br />State community <br />But all I ask wheres the unity <br />cuz lifes a bitch & I need a queen <br />Like a latifah to set it off <br />When my money low <br />Or when my mind aint right <br />Come get me take me to the show <br />For I put the AR15 to my head <br />Then let it blow like a whale hole <br />Set my soul free <br />From this hellish life <br />Full of misery <br />This world steady <br />Take from me <br />But dont give shit to me <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br /><br /><br />Lost love/cuttn clouds/want you back/swagnum pi/nightlife <br /> <br />Her looks are stunning <br />So bueatiful you can't believe her <br />How good she look <br />Her Nails Her Toes <br />Her caves her thighs <br />Her legs her six pack <br />Pretty stomach <br />Piercings in her belly button <br />Tatto of earth on her back <br />Her ass her back <br />Her hips shaped perfectly <br />Like goddess of all humanity <br />Her face her eyes <br />Like looking into eternity <br />Her sexuality grasp all from her <br />Femeninity <br />Her hair <br />So long & curly <br />Natural beauty <br />Her nipples <br />Perky & sitting up <br />Peeking at me through her bikini <br />My hands hot day on beach <br />Lotion rubbing her body <br />Her personality <br />Makes you laugh <br />Makes you cry <br />Makes you wonder <br />Forever her wish was mine <br />Her good side shadows her <br />Dark side <br />Her gangsta inside her she hides <br /> <br />Her love is pain <br />Her pain brings pleasure <br />Her pleasure brings <br />Love unconditional <br />Have you missing her <br />Her sex causes world wars <br />Wealthy men bid for her <br />Her reality is poor mans fantasy <br />A wealthy mans exctasy <br />Dreamers dream of her when they see <br />Her many women envy her <br />Many women wanna be her <br />Many women sexed her <br />Her lesbian side over shadowed <br />Her need for mens touch <br />Her wealth kept them away <br />Until her mind met a young man one day <br />She was princess to global empire <br />Wars fought for her <br />Best of the world giving to her <br />Fell in love with her families enemies <br />Son whom was not wealthy <br />But showed her a life she never <br />Thought could exist <br />Imagine what happened <br />When arranged marriage <br />Goes wrong arranged wealth <br />Thrown away bcuz <br />War over love <br /> <br />Her life <br />Her story <br />Her victories <br />Her triumphs <br />This is the life of <br />Her <br />My lost love <br />Miss you <br />You'll forever be in my heart <br />The war of our friends & families <br />Tore us apart <br /> <br />I miss u ... <br /> <br />@PTRILLA <br /> <br />Myspace.com/mrbluestarsun <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br /><br /><br />Walk in my shoes <br /> <br />After all I gave this city <br />They treated me so shitty <br />This life I live can be a pitty <br />Back against the wall <br />in It <br /> to win it <br /> spend it <br />Live it <br />  leave it <br />Material motives <br /> superficial <br />Corrupting <br />the spiritual <br /> lyrical ritual <br />demolishes silicon rappers <br />balling your only purpose <br />Mine to own the earths sin <br />despise it all <br />y is it so hard to ball <br />without catching cases <br />gettin shot or getting robbed <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br /><br />Intro to untitled Mi amor <br /> <br />Intro to new album sing this part <br /> <br />I ain't nutn <br />Like them other guys <br />They just wanna get between yo thighs <br />I wanna love your heart & mind <br />You so fine you should be mine <br />lemme show you <br />How you was lied to <br />I'll treat you right <br />Everyday kiss your body <br />From head to toe <br />Like Christmas my kisses will <br />Be your present everyday every night <br />Lick you all the time <br />be mine like valentine <br />Forever <br />Ever <br />Ever <br />Ever <br />& everrrrrrrrrrr <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br />I CAN WRITE SONGS FOR MOST GENRES.<br />CONTACT ME TO WRITE YOUR SONGS.<br />MY RATES ARE LOW I DONT CHARGE MUCH.<br />BUT I CAN WRITE YOU A SONG AND REMEMBER<br />JUST LIKE SAFE SEX HAVE GOOD BRAIN SEX<br />THINK BEFORE YOUR SPEAK PROTECT YOUR THOUGHTS.<br />MAKE SURE YOU DONT SEND WRONG IMPRESSION FIRST TIME AROUND.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-7948375321614579780?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-87891117720593735832011-05-09T12:08:00.000-07:002011-05-09T12:08:49.295-07:00 <br />NEW SONGS OFF MY RECORD " UNTITLED " COMING SOON......<br /><br /><br /><br />I see murderers & crooks <br />You see celeberities politicians police <br />World governments killers out for <br />Currency <br />envious eyes <br />Full of greed <br />Sum ppl will do anything <br />To make a dollar <br />Rob they cousins <br />Mother brother sister aunt or father <br />Dont hate the playa <br />Hate the game <br />But if the game never change <br />Then hate the playas <br />Who do the same thangs <br />i aint come here to expose nobody <br />I came here to make music <br />And rock the party <br />Everybody is serious <br />Life aint no joke <br /> <br />Yall niggaz stay up <br />Ima stay down <br />Everywhere <br />All the time <br />I know you hear my sound <br />Abc <br />123 <br />Koo da bling <br />Cha ching cha ching <br /> <br />The same niggaz I eat with <br />Slept with grew up with <br />I fuck hoes with <br />Beef with <br />Even though we aint cool <br />Play cool <br />Doing the same shit <br />Over & over <br />Cuz niggaz <br />Want my shine <br />Over the past <br />They want me gone <br />But its on <br />Til I'm gone <br />Technology got everybody <br />In everybody business <br />We all from different walks of life <br />Different strokes <br />For different folks <br />Equality for all <br />But if were made in gods image <br />Why the world full of sin <br />World full problems <br />Everybody terrorists <br />If you dont agree with my lyfestyle <br />Or hate my skin tone <br />Dont make money with me <br />Then you against me <br />baby girl <br />Things wasn't supposed <br />To be this way <br />Why do things gotta <br />Be this way <br />Authority wanna arrest me <br />So society can live it up <br />Fuck your lifestyle <br />Terrorist flow <br />Blow your jets bentlys skyscrappers up <br />Cuz you corporate executives <br />Wanna keep profiting <br />Off the slave trade of dead Africans <br />Indians ppl of many heritages <br />I want that good life to <br />So much money I dont know <br />What to do <br />But buy hoes <br />Marrying them <br />Keep em as house wives <br />Front to my friends <br />Like I got it all <br />So I can fit in <br />When really <br />I'm the stand out fall guy <br />My ppl died to make this country <br />What it is <br />Wasn't that enough <br />Emancipation proclamation <br />Says willie lynch letters <br />Want ppl of color in hand cuffs <br />Just so racist piggs phat kats <br />Big wigs can live it up <br /> <br />Yall niggaz stay up <br />Ima stay down <br />Everywhere <br />All the time <br />I know you hear my sounds <br />Abc 123 <br />Koo da bling <br />Cha ching cha ching <br /> <br />I hear what they saying <br />But it dont measure up <br />To what my heart feel <br />If I still gotta carry the steel <br />All I wanted was love & millions <br />Not problems violence snitches <br />Situations I can't fix <br />Everything aint always what it seem <br />Life is real <br />But feel like I'm living a dream <br />how could those closest to me <br />Try to do me wrong <br />I got strangers treating me better <br />Than family & friends <br />No disrespect to them <br />Cuz they wasn't always their for me <br />Cuz I wasnt always their for them <br />But I got love for all of them <br />No matter what happen <br />To me or them <br />I forgive I changed hope they do <br />But I'm living the good life <br />So I dont expect them to <br />I hope they do <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br />Track Concussion <br /> <br />Chorus <br />I'm lost on this lonely road <br /> <br />Sum ppl wanna hate on me <br />But I just wanna ride in my bently <br />Up the coast playing my new heat <br />warm ya body up <br />sexy bend ova for me <br />Rip to all my family <br />See you when I get their <br />Guide my footsteps heavenly <br /> <br />Chorus <br />I'm lost on this lonely road <br />Never been here before <br />This place don't look familiar <br /> <br />Sum ppl wanna baller block me <br />All my life stress my future wife <br />Before I have one rumors never tru <br />Better then you ever knew <br />Eat the track vegetable <br />Eat ya pussy panties edible <br />Fellatio at 160 mph <br />Top speed 220 adrenaline rush <br />Need plenty fast cars fast broads <br />Bottles & dro smoke I love all my kin folks but to bad they gone <br />& don't know my whereabouts or <br />What I look like their fore <br />I'm lost on this lonely road <br /> <br />Chorus <br />I'm lost on this lonely road <br />never been here before <br />This place don't look familiar <br /> <br />I know my family miss me <br />I miss them dearly <br />Wish they all was near <br />Memories we shared parties all night <br />Living like kings from royal Saudi <br />England Africa Chinese empires <br />Will my time expire <br />To show my lyrical invasion assasination of all nations for not telling me my ppl was gone <br />When I was baby <br />Look how ya made me <br />Paid me then tried slay me <br />13th like bc <br />No movie but you could put my life <br />On the big screen <br />Ain't nutn left to do <br />I done it all <br />Wish best of sucess to all yall <br />see yall at the top <br />If yall albums don't sale <br />Request me on the track <br />It won't flop <br />Otherwise I'mmmmmmm <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br />Track Anything Make You Smile <br /> <br />I'm a rap musician <br />Make my own beats <br />I play a piano, guitar, drums <br />I build my websites & blogs domain <br />All about the dough playa <br />Talking major paper <br />Enough need acres multi milli Corprazenz <br />I wrote my own raps my own books <br />my own scipts cash my own checks but politricks got me in trouble with the law I'm like officer please remove the cuffs on me <br />I barely make enough ends meat <br />I got no $ <br />I can't afford a jail stay <br />I'm so broke <br />I had to take a break from the industry the $ wasnt coming how <br />I needed it to come for a up n coming signed major rap emcee <br /> please show lil sypmpathy <br />Already got million faces like me <br />behind rap bars thinking of mars headed prison bars <br />flow sick like SARS <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br />Grew up a true hip hop head <br />Listned to all the legends <br />But when i finally got a chance <br />bad marketing & promotions <br />Shady promotors raped my publishing & royalties yall saw the star but they tries take my shine <br />I couldnt smile spirit broke <br />Pockets to life feeln thru <br />Enemies tryna kill me <br />Every other day <br />Every other way <br />Where my blunt girl <br />I need theraphy from all the insanity <br />You been with me but never took time <br />Know me only control me for your $ <br />Exploiting my grind taking before mind <br />Greedy CEOs & executives no disrespect <br />Where the hell my check fans wanna <br />See me buzz like bummble bee <br />Blowing humble tree had me thinking <br />They wouldn't jerk me like most labels <br />Do underground emcees <br />Big pond small fish fell in game <br />Got noticed misenterpreted my words <br />Many did hated my approach <br />Had to refocus my message <br />Hoping my music would <br />Make u smile <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br />Patient I listened to perfect my craft <br />For yall have good music to blast <br />Feel me say yesssssss <br />For yall to smile <br />We ain't seen each other in while <br />How yall yall good <br />But yall ain't make sure I'm good <br />You prolly rather see me in hood doing bad instead g5 coast coast poppn tags poppn bottles hittn models <br />But my life wasnt right <br />No love at home <br />Shootout fist fights knife fights <br />I'm like this can't be living <br />This can't be life had it all but it don't <br />Bring happiness only more drama <br />Put my hustle in front the world <br />Hoping ppl like my music <br />So I can be rich & famous <br />So I can sit on exotic beaches <br />With exotic women tellln them how I would sexually do <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />@Ptrilla <br /> <br />Myspace.com/mrbluestarsun <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br />Floor Filler Ft 3 <br /> <br />Bust this watch this love this hate this make this break this take this fake ish <br /> <br />My p.o. Said you cute you got a woman <br />I said I'm tired of games I can't find <br />A woman so I'm just keep the hoes sucking & fucking <br />She Said do I have a job <br /> I said killing stealing robbing <br /> tryn stay alive grinding 24/7 365 days of my life <br />My ice is insurance <br />My money endurance <br />My hustle the purest <br />Virgin none can fuck wit trilla <br />Its hard to create a life <br />But easy to take one <br />Why have babies <br />If you gone kill another human <br />Sometimes its self defense <br />Other times its over jealous or <br />Dirty looks shady business <br />Have you ever lived in the geto <br />She said no <br />Well then you dont know how shit go <br />Tryn be a ball player or rapper <br />Withot getting clapped <br />Pushing packs to stack for <br />Your kids moms and your FAM <br />This industry dirty as fuck <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br />Bust This Watch This love this hate this <br />Make this break this take this fake ish <br /> <br />World is crazy <br />Its a cold planet <br />Let's light the fireplace <br />Celebrate being alive baby <br />She said I barely know you <br />After what you said I'm cool <br />I'm like but you could get to know <br />Me right spend a day in my life <br />I'm king you my queen <br />I'll treat you right like Halloween <br />we could dress up play house <br />I'll play husband you be my spouse <br />We could hit up Prada louie vickies <br />Or ed you see they dress got me hardy <br />Hardly holding back from your sexy body let's get naughty love lust trust <br />Whip cream on your bust <br />Thongs edible let me eat you up <br />I won't enter your body unlawful <br />Your looks flawless <br />Plus them jakes on my ass <br />Like stripper thongs <br />Lemme take yours off slow <br />Private video <br />We make our own thong song <br />Them cops want me out <br />Your life cuz they want you <br />They dont see the love in me <br />I have for you <br />They see the rides the cribs the $ <br />The chains <br />But they dont see <br />The degrees I got <br />The struggle I had from poverty <br />I came along way <br />This could be our anniversary <br />Everyday like toni tone tony <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br />Bust This Watch This Love this Hate this make this break this take this fake ish <br /> <br />The big corporations & banks <br />Bailed each other out <br />But millions still in jail <br />Unemployed so I speak for them <br />Voice of the voiceless <br />Hopefully authority will hear me <br />Lemme provide for my FAM <br />My ppl my fans & the industry <br />Needing real artists like me <br />Cool breeze on a desert day <br />No mirage the pyramid flow <br />Lasting test of time <br />Ninth wonder <br />Like stevie <br />Much respect to the greatest <br />Ive always wanted to perform with <br />& see I make music <br />Top artists go platinum to <br />Geto dreams <br />Geto king <br />Anywhere paradise to me <br />Cuz poverty keep away <br />Those ppl not strong enough <br />To stand the violence <br />For those losing lives <br />This song for them to <br />Moment of silence <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br />Track Nothing Else <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br />Nutn left to lose <br />Is yall gone help me get it <br />Split it live it <br />If not then y yall wasting yall time <br /> <br />Ain't nutn else to do <br />But big money ball <br />Buy it all <br />Tear up the malls & factory stores <br />Fashion finest models on runway <br />From every exotic country <br />Women yall so bueatiful <br />Wish you could borrow my eyes <br />So you can see how I view you <br />Wish your love was forever mine boo <br />Put voodoo spell on you make sure <br />Those who cross your path lose <br />Their mojo never let real love go <br />But ppl change love turns hate <br />Real to fake <br />Friends family to snakes <br />Big deals to dodging jakes <br />Big mills Big Homes Big Mountains <br />Hike with me smoke kite with me <br />Sex under star nights with me <br />Yall gone help me make billions trillions <br />If not why yall watchn my moves <br />Tryna see how I do <br />Knowing my lyrics Kung fu <br />I'm k un I'm g so f u <br />Get it <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br />Nutn left to lose <br />Is yall gone help me get it <br />Spilt it live it if not <br />Then y yall wasting yall time <br /> <br /> no hard feelings <br />Unless ya women enter the building <br />well be flirting exchanging looks & digits <br />First night one day I'll hit it <br />LOL <br />Said laugh out loud <br />She was laughing like your dick good <br />I'm tie you down <br />Slurp me up <br />Filled up my cup <br />Filled up my blunt <br />said I'm hungry need vacation <br />Where going next I said <br />Where swingers & nudist like get nasty <br />Life is party everyday <br />I wanna party in every way <br />Living it up no matter what <br />Disbelievers think <br />I'm balln forever locked up or free <br />They won't let me be <br />But Im still hog big dawg <br />Big meat in my draws <br />Got yall jaws on pause <br />Like hell na did he just say <br />What I thought <br />Yes he did <br />I'm a pimp <br />You not my hoe <br />I pimp beats with dope lyrics <br />Like bub b tryna get chose <br />Let these pros know major league <br />NBA USDA <br />Need big bread in every way <br />I ain't got nutn to lose <br />Cuz yall ain't left me shit <br /> <br />Chorus <br /> <br /> <br />I gotta start all over after the Feds raided me with dro & CDs <br />& believe me I'm not caring <br />What anyone think I'm to high care <br />Been thru to much to feel pain <br />Been to trill with yall 2 <br />Keep it fake with me <br />Boat show in Dubai <br />Lost my boat crazy model chick drove off in it gps my helicopter landed on my tripad ran down yahct stairs <br />Slapped that ass like <br />Girl stop playing <br />Gimme $ gimme pussy <br />Where the diamonds gold oil connect <br />Drug connect you dealing with trill <br />Boss playas who dress broke <br />Hate the law & love get dough <br />If you from hood <br />You bout it bout it <br />Cross wronged kind you facing droughts <br />Fuck shortage I always ball out <br />Like and 1 on tour with them ball players & real money makers playing poker in sauna eating prawns getting massage having minaj without nikki <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br />Should know better <br /> <br />Thought niggas my friends <br />But in the end <br />Them ppl set me up for all my dividends <br />Thought bitches was ya friends <br />But in the end them ppl set you up <br />For all yo dividends <br />Feel like Indian they killed my ppl <br />Then charge me to stay on my ppl land <br />You don't understand losing <br />Your family over diamond wars oil wars <br />Drug trade when we righteous ppl <br />Tryna preserve humanity <br />They want the profit from the land <br />But not my ppl <br />They don't care bout ur health <br />They only care bout their wealth <br />They poisoned the land <br />Fruits vegetables hardly growing <br />Tap water like liquid STD <br />Boil your water with lemons <br />Or exercise after eating <br />I'm thankful for being alive <br />Cuz lies ppl told me growing up <br />When I knew the real was trill <br />Was like forget legal name & all the problems that come with them <br />We tropical natural ppl warriors for sexuality not currency they can shut down my show they can stop my flow <br />But they can never kill my soul <br />They can frame me for murder <br />Cuz I want bills like gates trumping up charges like donald not buying yall <br />Stolen land whatever man lock me up <br />Again ill be out again running from violence these authority figures & wild heads fake family fake friends <br />Started all over again <br />When will it ever end <br />Niggas only got close to me <br />To get control of me <br />Expolit me like free land but you shackle me down give me a number & house key some money say play my games <br />Work for these dead companies with dead names off ancestors blood sweat tears to make wealthy rich <br />They kids got it all <br />But my kids can barely afford clothes in the malls <br />they can't see me as equal <br />They can't see me as man <br />Only guilty cuz my skin tone <br />Or past reasons I'm not knowing <br />I shouldve known better <br />The cops one day will get cha <br />Local haters disloyal crew members <br />Shorting my payroll my bank roll <br />Just so they can get away yo <br />Crooked coppers deserved to be shot up <br />For ruin my life Hun <br />She like the kids hungry <br />I'm like they not mine <br />Plus the government & terrorists <br />Plus my old hood enemies <br />Extorting me for everything I do <br />Thought you knew <br />Shouldve known better <br />One day the cops will frame ya <br />Cuz u VIP fly high stay high <br />Living la vida loca sippn water <br />Thinking of why them haters my so called ppls don't want me legit <br />Having zillions sex with aliens <br />time travel thru spirit as I meditate <br />Lyrically levetate the music industry <br />They love my art but don't love me <br />I'll tell yall how yall should treated me <br />Violence prison ain't in my vision <br />Even though dirty cops <br />Ones dirtying up my name <br />Tryna claim my fame <br />Its unfortunate the end result of <br />Everything friends & family & humanity <br />Let superficial things come between love peace sharing harmony why can't we all have the finer things without invasion of privacy intrusion on my freedoms civil liberties & rights human & legal natural <br />Original earth planetary party member <br />Let's party why all the violence <br />Stop all the violence <br />Moment silence <br />For those everywhere <br />No longer with us.................. <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br />IF YOUR UP AND COMING MUSICIAN AND WOULD LIKE TO HAVE SONGS WRITTEN FOR YOU OR HAVE ME SPEAK AT YOUR PARTY OR SHOW CONTACT P TRILLA AT PHATBEATZENT ON PTHRILLA.U@GMAIL.COM OR MYR_2004@MAIL.COM.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-8789111772059373583?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-61844960996495275622011-05-06T22:13:00.000-07:002011-05-06T22:13:40.216-07:00http://youtu.be/GywtZxMemxw<br /><iframe width="560" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/GywtZxMemxw" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><iframe width="560" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/9cHn3MqH6K4" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><iframe width="560" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/IezIUKHiMxI" frameborder="0" 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src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/hTMMJuWWLUA" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><iframe width="560" height="349" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/7fwzsn7og_M" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-6184496099649527562?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-66723843439172970642011-05-02T15:05:00.000-07:002011-05-02T15:05:45.885-07:00THIS IS A POETRY ANTHOLOGY OF SONGS I PUT TOGETHER AND WROTE ABOUT STORIES FROM FRIENDS,FAMILY AND DIFFERENT PEOPLE I HAVE MET IN MY WALKS OF LIFE.I DECIDED TO MAKE SHORT SENTENCES AND SHORT STORY AND SONGS OUT OF THE STRUGGLES AND VICTORIES OF PEOPLE IVE MET. READ THIS EXCLUSIVES BEFORE THEIR SONGS THEN YOU CAN LISTEN TO THE SONGS<br /><br />I am <br /> <br />I'm the covered up murder story an orphan dead parents foster family never told me the real <br />I'm the cancer patient hoping the doctors find a cure <br /> I'm the innocent man doing 20 years for a crime I didn't commit <br />I'm the hit man trapped working in the drug cartels doing the dirt <br />I'm the girl who committed suicide slit my wrist cuz I thought my boyfriend didn't Iove me but interracial relationships hard sometimes Two ppl raised different dont understand each other <br />I'm the guy who turned gay cuz my father died fighting the FBI during the panther movement didn't want my friends knowing my story <br />I'm the guy who never clocks out <br />early underpaid & overworked <br />I'm da guy who cheated on his wifey <br />Sorry she like ballaz <br />I'm the disease over the seven seas <br />Alien hate humans <br />I'm da guy who never had shit <br />Killer cuz I had to <br />I'm the nigga u wanna take on Maury <br />Sperm donor cuz I'm rich <br />I'm the scientists with no lab <br />Dope tracks curing wack rappers <br />I'm the worlds richest man with no $ <br />Geto King another life wasted <br />Lemme dream <br />I'm the doctor with no patients <br />Im sick or the system racist <br />I'm the worlds best rapper wit no fans <br />They hatin <br />I'm the president with no country <br />non believers in unity <br />I'm the best sports player <br />with no team keep practicing <br />One day they will believe <br />I'm the reformed gang member <br />Who homies is dead shots to the head <br />dying over colors is stupid <br />But sum ppl believe in dumb shit <br />I'm the chairman who grew up with the mob gangs mafias affiliated worldwide <br />no crew no drugs no guns <br />I'm the girl who father abandoned her <br />So she started stripping to pay bills <br />Mother dead to all alone what was she gone do <br />I'm the boy who lost his parents in a drive by infant left in car with his parents dead bodies until the police found them raised him into the system victim of gang violence <br />I'm the gangster with no legs teaching <br />Umeducated youth speaking at schools <br />About carrying guns using drugs and the dangers of the street life and joining gangs <br />I'm the border hopper running from violence in my country you dont know half my story <br />I'm the foreigner who raised himself from a young age hanging with juveniles & hoes no name no social number <br />Had to sale dope <br />I'm the guy who family turned on each other over currency <br />I'm the money that enslaves all nations <br />The world fighting over me <br />I'm the genius with no business or MBA degrees <br />Denied loans grants & scholarships <br />I'm the streotype stigma created to kill any culture <br />I'm the vulture to the world <br />Look at all these dead carcassess <br />I'm the king from Ghana but my ppl aint crown me yet <br />I'm the princess from Venezuela killed by the drug cartels <br />I'm the baby kidnapped at birth raised by the Mexican cartels <br />I'm the rich kid raised in a rich family <br />Arranged marriage from India <br />Everything is giving to me <br />I'm the homeless man world war two veteran served his country but they still spit in my hand no benefits no house no promises they promised <br />I'm the corporate executive who lost his business cuz his wife cheated with my friends had them infiltrate my business only to take off with my ends. <br />I'm the lawyer who exploited my clients out of their settlement cuz they tried to kill me now we all in jail imagine the hell <br />I'm the bullet inside theives killers robbers gang bangers coppers innocent victims & soliders <br />The reason we all trapped in this bullshit lives we living <br />I'm the Buddhist virgin never drunk or smoked had sex meditated all my life <br />No kids only eat rice drink water from the fountain of youth had plenty conversations with our creator <br />I'm the disabled kid blind can't hear walk or see but I see real love by your touch & how you treat me <br />I'm the kid trapped in a war for my people wealth & land bombs going off every three minutes missles & bullets flying over my head <br />I'm the painter who can't see but paint better than Picasso <br />I'm the tears behind any story <br />Let em out in this song <br />Cuz all language can't be spoken <br />Or heard most times <br />Our soul speak through our eyes <br />When what our souls see dont agree with the world <br />I am <br />P trilla <br />Your story is mine my story is yours <br />Maybe if we share our truths we could change this world. <br />I am <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br /><br /><br />I am part 2 <br /> <br />could you imagine <br />Being raped by your husband <br />Enemies then keeping the baby <br />9 months of pain <br />21 years of stress <br />Never letting the child <br />Or husband know you holding <br />A dark secret <br />The child not yours <br />but your a good woman <br />Raise your child to a teen <br />never conplaining <br />Gotta divorce but never <br />Told the truth why <br />Wasn't you fell out of love <br />Its cuz you didn't wanna <br />Ruin two mens lives <br />Your ex husband & son <br />strong woman fight the world <br />For telln you ya wrong <br />For raising your son <br />Many never knew the pain <br />You carried inside <br />never knowing who the father was <br />But the attackers <br />Always came around <br />Tryn figure who the son <br />Look like <br />Crashing family parties <br />Weddings & your work professional <br />Life <br />Everywhere you go <br />They watching you <br />Good girl became a good woman <br />Abused & used <br />Came from a good home <br />Knows the value of family <br />Never questioned your values <br />Or your ex husbands enemies <br />One mans trash <br />Another mans treasure <br />Your ex husband was trash <br />Your son your treasure <br />you wanted to let <br />The authorities know <br />One time you did <br />Then your sisters got raped <br />Your brother got killed <br />& they sons got shot <br />All bcuz you felt in <br />Your heart to do what's right <br />never knew why those men attacked <br />You that day <br />Talk of the hood <br />Every dude wanted you <br />Never thought the party <br />You got invited to <br />Would give you memories <br />Scaring your soul for life <br />you could of been any man wife <br />But the pain from the rape <br />Ran deep never knowing y <br />Those dudes rapes you <br />To get back at your ex husband <br />No longer could take the pain <br />You overdosed on pills <br />this is the story of many women <br />Therefore I respect you all <br />I pray for all yall <br />Cuz many men never understand <br />The pain they cause <br />I am you you are me <br />I love you all p trilla <br /> <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I Am Pt 3 <br /> <br />I'm a different kind breed <br />I don't believe in all that $hit <br />You believe <br />I love all ppl good or bad <br />Brothas & sistas of the earth <br />Why are yall killing <br />One another for material things <br />You are all to old for that non sense <br />If you could talk with your creator <br />Would you live the same <br />Think the same <br />I am not human <br />I am a spirit borrowing <br />The flesh through my human <br />Experience <br />Are we not gods <br />Were made in gods image <br /> <br />I'm a different kind breed <br />I don't believe in all that $hit <br />You believe <br />I believe in peace on earth <br />No guns no color lines <br />No racism no murder <br />No torture no poverty <br />Good food <br />Healthy planet <br />Healthy ppl <br />Spiritual ppl <br />Spiritual world <br />I believe in a world where <br />Everyone is not out for the <br />Brainwashing programs <br />Being fed to them daily <br />Were a human family <br />Not just your immediate family <br />When will humans realize <br />Were all equal <br />We all want equal oppurtunity <br />Not no oppurtunity <br />At least freedom from <br />Injustice & poverty <br />Which are Two tools for crime <br /> <br />I'm different kind breed <br />I don't believe in taking a life <br />Which takes 9 precious months to make <br />To be taken upon instant decision <br />Of one night stand prostitution <br />Or rape or torture <br />I don't believe in run down communities <br />Dysfunctional families <br />Inhumane living conditions <br />Generic & genetically modified foods <br />Altering our DNA & natural chemistry <br />With nature plants animals & humans <br />We should not have the flaw of evil <br />Instincts or intentions after pre mature <br />Stages growing up once <br />Were of proper age know right from <br />Wrong life should not be about <br />Survival but love from all other Humans <br />Desires & needs being shared not placed as pieces of meat on meat market <br />Meat is murder so is killing plants vegicide like millions of years of genocide from holocaust concentration camps <br />Government sponsored terrorism vs <br />Survival of fittest based off capitalism <br />Police brutality invasion privacy <br />Revolution of wealth system <br />Class system <br />No classes can explain <br />Why millions will die from disease & igmorance. <br />Why millions will suffer from the greed of not just corporate executives <br />But small entreprnuers & many business legal or illegal which practice unlawful & unethical standards for living & conducting a business estabilishment. <br />Why world peace could never be achieved because to many ppls hearts & are filled with greed. <br />I am not familiar with the evilness of earth. We are surrounded by evil. Not because we choose evil but because evil is a force which can take any shape or form. Satan comes in many forms. <br />The only way to battle such evil is to refrain from the vices & traps the world has set. What glitters isn't gold. <br />But what the world needs is <br />Movements of love & peace <br />Not war & violence <br />We won't have a world if we don't <br />Take care of our world <br />If we keep damaging our world <br />Where will we live <br />We can't keep taking precious minerals out of our planet & expect to have <br />Perfect living conditions forever <br />Their is no need for nations to have war or corruption <br />The worlds ppl created poverty & War <br />The worlds ppl can end it <br />The worlds ppl can share all our goods & services to protect the human family not just the wealthiest nations <br /> <br />I don't want just the best this world has to offer me I want the best the universe has to offer me & every other specie & human should demand the same as well. We shall all demand the best from our government & places of business & our families & our socities or tribes. <br />Why are we settling for a small existence called life on earth. <br />When we should be asking why & exploring the universe & all of or creators creations. <br />. <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @PhatBeatzEnt <br /> <br />Myspace.com/MRBLUESTARSUN <br /><br /><br />WANT TO HAVE YOUR STORY PLACED IN A SONG OR ON THE BLOG OR ON THE WEBSITE OR FEATURED IN A DOCUMENTARY OR SMALL INDEPENDENT FILM CONTACT ME AND SEND ME YOUR IDEAS?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-6672384343917297064?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-48807855007673985192011-04-21T20:31:00.000-07:002011-04-21T20:31:51.531-07:00<iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/BCVkl82UX1M" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="640" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/-tbukBucP2A" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="640" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/-aXYFkN1oDg" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="640" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/Lyquz3W7J00" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="640" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/i6kJVjnzgHE" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><br /><br /><iframe title="YouTube video player" width="480" height="390" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/h8M9zDSkAjQ" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen></iframe><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-4880785500767398519?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-73189342295253154382011-04-11T20:13:00.000-07:002011-04-11T20:13:19.739-07:00http://www.flickr.com/photos/phatbeatzentblogspotcom/<br /><br />Flickr name: PHATBEATZENTDOTBLOGSPOT.COM <br /><br />Yahoo! ID: phatbeatzentdotblogspotdotcom <br /><br />Contact email: phatbeatzentdotblogspotdotcom@yahoo.com<br /><br />http://www.flickr.com/people/phatbeatzentblogspotcom/ ''<br /><br />THE FUTURE IS HERE PHATBEATZENT.BLOGSPOT.COM HAS ARRIVED JOIN THE MOTHERSHIP TO ETERNITY<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-7318934229525315438?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-26039748690072389462011-04-11T15:25:00.000-07:002011-04-11T15:29:02.103-07:00Plenty girls gimme they number<br />I neva call em<br />Horses like sattles<br />I got stall em<br />keep my eye on em<br />Like a satelite <br />cuz my ice shine starbright<br />call it star burst<br />If ya run up<br />Switch the flow on em<br />They be like huh what cha say ok<br />Balln before i had a major deal<br />& houses overseas<br />I care about my community<br />not my company<br />If my community cant open companies<br />Then wheres the unity<br />Change my name to uhuru imane<br />Cuz we need faith to get free<br />from the dumb misery<br />Keeping us all trapped in poverty<br />I can flow commercial or indie<br />before its all over im be underground<br />with my ancestors wondering did my ppl<br />get the message if not<br />Im watch over them guide them from heaven<br />Like black clouds feel my pain in the thunder<br />Im already over the edge<br />why you wanna push me<br />why you wanna take me under<br /><br /><br />plenty gurls by P TRILLA<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-2603974869007238946?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-32629731730756314562011-04-11T15:16:00.000-07:002011-04-11T15:16:40.738-07:00I have come to a conclusion that if you cant make every person in your life happy your not human. Your either not a friend, relative, business associate, good spouse or good samaritan to other humans needs. Their is and old saying it never felt so good being used. Some people if you cant offer them anything will dis own you from their life completely. Some people will go to great measures to make sure if you cant help them suceed in life. Then hey will try their best to keep you away from your dreams, hopes, aspirations only because they cant see themselves finding their own passions, hobbies, or dream$. Or sometimes they lack the critical thinking of comprehension skills to reach higher levels of not just wealth but humanitarianism. <br /><br />In order to have family, friends, and influence people. Society teaches you have to have material possessions or the look of sucess. Yet you dont see the original aboriginal indigenous native island people in third world countries living by those standards. Only the people who live by the numbers system, monetary system, trading system, culture system, religious system, educational system, concur to such rules of materialism. When you take away a persons self identity and give a people a new identity to live by which is to control them for money.<br /><br />Then they will be under capatalist laws thanks to you. If you take away a persons knowledge of self, customs, & traditions. You will have a pure body like baby pure human being from birth to death pure unless you corrupt it. A person, a people and planet learning only what its allowed to access based on its own beliefs in the world and not beyond it otherwise it would expand on going beyond its world.<br /><br />Why do people never want to help others but only want to benefit from others. Do you deserve the benefit if you didnt sacrifice what another person sacrificed to have? In order to invest into a stock market you need knowledge of the stock industry. But lets say if you want to invest in people what knowledge do you need? LOVE<br /><br />love is the reason why we all exist. Love is a universal language unseen and unspoken but only felt & put into words but words cant really describe it. A language whicih cant be seen,felt,touhced,sensed, or listened to. A language which in certain parts of the world are expressed in complex mediums. Love can also be used to decieve or sacrifice a part of your life you wish never existed or a certain memory you would like to relive again.<br /><br />HOlidays,celebrations,parties,festivals, are acts of love but all hold different meanings for different cultural view points. Does love really exist one might ask? A complex and interesting question. Pain is love. Unconditional love i might add. in order for a planet to have inhabitants with the ability to pro create.. Love of many different kinds & rituals takes place to bring new life into the world. <br /><br />What is the color of love? What is the color of knowledge? We are all the same universal beings made up of earthly galactic space matter. Are we alone in the universe? We are meant to define ourselves destroy our world for money? Why do we live such short lives dictated by governments and evil? <br /><br />If we are all human and made up of same material as other species? Why do we look forward to sunny days but complain about black clouds? Take some time to answer these questions and really think these thoughts through.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-3262973173075631456?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-44881741280094536532011-04-11T14:53:00.000-07:002011-04-11T14:57:26.549-07:00The scientific terms evolution means to expand in cell growth. To heal a disease to expand on unknown phenomena. To cure which has not cured or has a cure for. Yet evolution of the human race, nature,animals,planets,sea,water, & marine life plus molecular cell of spiecies DNA. Are not considered as beings with scientific genes capable of out lasting micro-organisms trillions times smaller then themselves. <br /><br />Can all space matter made of the same material evolve at the same time? Can all space matter made of the same mattter evolve at different intervals and not coagulate the other specimens of genetically modified matter? <br /><br />If humans & other space matter can evolve & not cancel either out. Does this mean planets,stars,suns,galaxies,black holes, nebulas, different universes cant evolve as well. What would be the equation of all space matter evolving simultaneously at once? Would the universe expand into one fire ball or form into many new universes with infinite possiblities beyond being confined to one single part of the universe without ones own approval?<br /><br />Imagine being able to meditate and assimilate to any time period or planet by simple thoughts. Imagine evolving to a point where spiritual ability could be as easy as thinking, wishing, then your guess is given with spiritual power. If i could write a paragraph with the knowledge of all space matter evolving in one thought. Imagine all space matter evolving for the betterment of all space matter? The brink of evolution can be broken at any time. Yet not enough thought from all species goes into it.<br /><br /><br />written by P TRILLA AKA UHURU IMANE WRITER FOR P TRILLA AKA P TRILLA<br /><br />EVOLUTION<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-4488174128009453653?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-65444429888905611052011-04-11T14:35:00.000-07:002011-04-11T14:35:03.428-07:00Crime,Capitilaism, Socialism, Racism, Discrimination, Poverty, Homelessness, Diversity, Multi-Culturalism, Sociology, Foreign trade policy, and Monetary systems. All play a integral part in global business. You cant regress or suppress one without the other. Their is a saying the world is big but so small. No one every questions what this old adage means. It means artists, activists, scientists, teachers, lawyers, doctors, politicians, authority & people of power whom control the populate of the worlds wealth. All are playing a game of monopoly. A game of life and death with billions of people on planet earth. They have to label you in order to fit you into their scheme of grandier material things.<br /><br />From political prisoners, revolutionaries, gangsters, criminals, to white collar crime, slavery, ethnic cleansing, amendments, borders, laws, rules, regulations, tele- communications, internet, television. All these means of control keep people satisfied with a miserable condition called reality or life on planet earth.<br /><br />To be labeled by any of of these positions means to sacrifice either your life or the life of another human being, animal, or nature placed else where on earth. People * inhabitants of earth can only identify with the knowledge of existance they've been brainwashed, culture washed, currency washed, society washed, to percieve as reality.<br /><br />I never place judgements or views on the world or impose my views on anyone because i am only expressing my interpretations of how i view the world around me. People of the world can have all the views and money of their views but humanity as a race a species has not evolved. Have you ever questioned why a planet can commit such treacherous acts to its own people over centuries before money existed and after money will be abolished? <br /><br />Could it be the genome & human DNA genes are pre disposed & pre destined to commit destruction, devolution dillution instead of evolution of the mind body and spirit.<br /><br />How come humans cant explore world peace and fix world poverty and explore universe without violence?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-6544442988890561105?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-25262525094862170082011-04-11T14:20:00.000-07:002011-04-11T15:56:52.187-07:00CROOKED FEDERAL AGENTS, GOVERNMENT AGENTS, POWERFUL WEALTHY FAMILIES, DRUG & GUN RUNNING GANGS, STREET GANGS, CROOKED JUDGES, & COPS, USING FORCE, THREATS, BRIBES, TO INTIMIDATE AND CAUSE THE WEALTHY SON OF A DECEASED FAMILY KILLED BY CROOOKED PEOPLE WRITTEN WITHIN THE SCENE TO HAVE ACCESS TO THE WEALTHY SONS LAND & WEALTH AND BUSINESS TO BE INHERITED. THE WEALTHY SONS WAS LEFT TO INHERIT. YET LIES, AND HALF TRUTHS KEPT THE SON & HIS BROTHERS FROM KNOWING HIS REAL FAMILY WAS DECEASED AND A SERIES OF A NEGATIVE EVENTS LIKE NEAR BRUSHES WITH DEATH, GANG SHOOTOUTS, FIST FIGHTS, SNIPER FIRE, HOME INVASION, & OTHER FLINGS WITH RIVALS AND FIGHTS WITH MEN & DIFFERENT WOMEN & GOING TO SCHOOL & WORKING FOR PEOPLE WHOM NEVER WANTED THIS MAN TO SUCEED OR THE FAKE FOSTER FAMILY REALLY HIS ENEMY USING THE JUDICIAL, COURT, SCHOOL, & BANKING SYSTEM AGAINST THIS YOUNG MAN WHOM COULD'NT UNDERSTAND WHY HE COULD NEVER SUCEED IN LIFE UNTIL HE LOOKED CLOSER TO HOME AND UN-COVERED A MASSIVE SECRET OF THE FAMILY & HIS ENEMIES WHICIH COULD BRING THE WORLD TO DESTRUCTION NUCLEAR HOLOCAUST, FINANCIAL TERRORISM, GLOBAL WAR, & HOST OF OTHER ISSUES EFFECTING HUMAN CIVILIZATION.<br /><br />THE SON OF A ONCE WEALTHY FAMILY WAS STOLEN AT BIRTH FROM HIS BIRTH PARENTS AT GUN POINT DURING PREGNANCY. THIS IS THE STORY & MOVIE OF A MAN WHO NEVER WAS A BOY NEVER HAD A CHILDHOOD WHO LEARNED HE WAS THE SON TO ONE OF THE WEALTHIEST FAMILIES ON EARTH. THE STORY TAKES PLACE IN AN URBAN SETTING NAME A GHETTO POVERTY STRICKEN NEIGHBORHOOD WHERE THE YOUNG MAN WAS HELD AS HOSTAGE FOR MANY YEARS OF HIS LIFE BUT NEVER KNEW THE TRUTH. FROM A YOUNG AGE THIS YOUNG MAN HAD TO WORK & PLAY & LIVE AMONG THIS ENEMIES. UNAWARE TO THE DANGERS THE WORLD KEPT FROM HIM A DEADLY SECRET. EVERYONE IN HIS LIFE & EVERYONE IN THE WORLD WHO WAS IN ON THE SECRET WAS HIS ENEMY BUT KNEW THE LIES BEHIND THE TRUTH BEING TOLD TO HIM. OVER THE COURSE OF HIS LIFE TIME THIS YOUNG MAN LIVED A VERY CONFUSED PAINFUL STRESSFUL CARE FREE LIFE RIDDLED WITH ILLUSIONS OF REALITY.<br /><br />THIS YOUNG MAN WOULD SOON LEARN HIS LIFE WAS A LIE AND SO WAS EVERYONE IN IT AND EVERYONE HE WOULD COME INTO CONTACT WITHI EVEN THE FAKE FAMILY( ENEMIES ) WHO HELD HIM HOSTAGE UNBEKNOWIST TO HIS KNOWLEDGE ALL HIS LIFE. UNTIL LEGAL AGE TO EXTRACT ALL HIS FAMILY( DECEASED ) WEALTH & LAND AND THEN KILL BY POISON OR GOVERNMENT SET UP DOMESTIC OR FOREIGN THE WEALTHY SON.<br /><br />THE SECRET WAS SO DEADLY THAT THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD WHO HAD DONE THIS TO HIM IN ORDER TO KEEP THEIR SECRET SAFE MURDERED HIS FAMILY AND REPLACED THEM WITH FAKE FAMILY. THIS IS THE MOVIE THE SCENE & THE REALITY OF THE MOVIE. IN A RACE OF TIME TO UN-COVER EVERY DETAIL OF HIS LIFE THE WEALTHY SON SOON DISCOVERED WHY HE SHOULD OF NEVER POKED HIS NOSE IN THE FAMILY SECRETS. ON THE VERGE TO SAVE HUMANITY AND HIS OWN LIFE THIS SON MUST KILL & GET RID OF EVERY PERSON WHOM IS IN HIS LIFE TO RUIN HIM. WITH THE HELP OF HIS FRIENDS & LOST LONG BROTHERS WILL HE ABLE TO SAVE THE WORLD IN TIME OR IS IT TO LATE?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-2526252509486217008?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-28207074940809927182011-04-11T13:54:00.001-07:002011-04-11T13:54:41.314-07:00when are you going to come to me? i yearn to be with you as well. i want to see the love in your eyes the love in your heart the love of life in your soul. i cant wait to hold you and caress all of your body til eternity pass the earths abyss of physical limitations. i want to intwine my soul to yours like snakes in the vastness of wilderness of universal love until inifiniti until god our supreme being wakes us from our lustful dreams<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-2820707494080992718?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-3322895551083501792011-04-11T13:52:00.001-07:002011-04-11T13:52:56.097-07:00-----Original Message-----<br />From: mariyavatu@yahoo.com<br />To: myr_2004@mail.com<br />Sent: Sun, Apr 10, 2011 3:22 am<br />Subject: Re[14]: hi<br /><br /><br />Good day my love Prince, thanks for your letter.I was hoping that you love me and will help me and I'll come to you. I yearn to be with you. I want to watch your eyes light up as you see me. I want to see you, touch you, hug you, feel you and to taste your lips, and you neck. I want to run my fingers through your hair, and down your back. I want to massage your shoulders and<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-332289555108350179?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-4855546688825354002011-04-07T18:32:00.000-07:002011-04-07T18:32:12.696-07:00I AM HAPPY TO READ YOUR EMAIL. MY DAY WAS FINE I WENT TO WORK THEN CAME HOME AND OPEN MY EMAIL TO YOUR SURPIRSE. I HOPE WE CAN MEET SOMEDAY SOON. I DONT HAVE ALOT OF TIME ON MY HANDS BECAUSE I AM BIZZY WITH MY CAREER. NICE TO MEET YOU THOUGH JANET I HOPE WE CAN CHAT ON PHONE MAYBE SOME TIME MAYBE SOME DAY.I ALWAYS WANTED TO TALK WITH AND MEET GIRLS FROM AFRICA MY HOMELAND. I WANT TO GET YOUR GIRLS OUT OF THOSE CAMPS AND INTO NICE HOMES AND NICE CAREERS HERE IN THE STATES. I DONT LIKE SEEING YOUR GIRLS BEING TREATED AND ACTING LIKE THAT. WHEN LIFE IS TO BE LIVED FOR THE GREATNESS OF GODS BUEATY NOT THE STRUGGLE AND UGLINESS OF LIFE. I AM SORRY TO HEAR OF YOUR FAHTER AND MOTHER AND THOSE CRAZY REBELS ATTACKING SO MANY BEAUTIFUL GIRLS OVER THEIR WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM. MAYBE THE SAME LOVE I WISH TO GIVE YOU IS THE SAME LOVE THOSE CRAZY REBELS NEED TO. WHY ARE THEY HURTING INNOCENT PEOPLE. THOSE INJUSTICES IN AFRICA NEED TO BE BROUGHT BEFORE THE UNITED NATIONS TRIBUNAL COURT. THOSE GUYS NEED TO STOP WHAT THEY ARE DOING. ITS A CRAZY CYCLE AND IT NEEDS TO STOP. I AM A MUSICIAN PART TIME AND PHOTOGRAPHER. I OWN A FEW BUSINESSES BUT I AM SINGLE LONELY MAN. WHAT I AM DOING WITH MY LIFE RIGHT NOW IS GOING TO UNIVERSITY IN MY COUNTRY AND RUNNING BUSINESS AND PARTYING ON WEEKENDS WHEN I AM LONELY. I HAVE BIG HOUSE I SHARE WITH SIBLINGS BECAUSE I CANT FIND A WOMEN. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO COME FROM AFRICA TO LIVE WITH ME I CAN INVEST YOU. I AM NOT RICH OR WEALTHY BUT I HAVE ENOUGH MONEY TO BRING YOU TO THE STATES AND CHANGE YOUR LIFE. TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOURSELF AND WHAT ARE YOUR PLANS AND LIFE GOALS IN THE NEXT EMAIL. ALWAYS SEND ME PICTURES I HAVE TO HAVE A CONSTANT REMINDER YOUR FINE AND LIVING WELL IF NOT I AM GOING TO FUND YOUR ESCAPE FROM THSOE CAPTORS,REBELS AND TORMENTORS AND TORUTURERS IN AFRICA AND ALL THOSE WARTORN REGIONS. I WAS THINKING OF BUYING AFRICA BUT EVEN IF I BUY AFRICA I WONT CHANGE THE WAY THE CRAZY PEOPLE WHO LIVE THEIR FEEL AND ALL THE INJUSTICES WHICH HAPPENED. LETS PRAY AND HOPE ALL THAT CHANGES.<br /><br /><br />-----Original Message-----<br />From: Janet Williams <janetwilliams11@yahoo.com><br />To: myr_2004@mail.com<br />Sent: Thu, Apr 7, 2011 3:52 am<br />Subject: I WILL LOVE TO KNOW MORE ABOUT YOU,<br /><br /><br />My Dearest,<br /> How are you today?, I am more than happy in your urgent e-mail to my e-mail, how was your day today?. Mine a little cold here in Dakar Senegal. My name is Janet Williams 23 years, single and never married, I am the only daughter of my Father, I am from Rwanda in Central Africa and am currently residing in the camp here in Dakar Senegal as a result of civil war that was fought in my country a few years.<br /> <br /> My late father, Dr. Jack Kelvin Williams was the managing director of the president (JACKSON INDUSTRIAL COMPANY LTD) in Kigali, the capital of my country, and he was also the personal adviser to our former head of state before the rebels attacked our house one early morning and killed him with my mother in cold blood. I escaped death because I was in school when the rebel attack our house and I could make my way to a West African country of Senegal where I am now living as a refugee. I would like to know more about you. Their likes and dislikes, your hobbies and what you're doing now. I'll tell you more about myself in my next mail. Attached here is my pictures. Waiting to hear<br /> from you quicker. My compliments.<br /> Miss Janet.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-485554668882535400?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-89761830531762841852011-04-07T17:18:00.001-07:002011-04-07T17:18:49.062-07:00I LOVE YOUR LONG LETTERS.<br />I CANT WAIT TO MEET.<br />I WANT TO HAVE CHILDREN<br />GOOD NICE BIG HOME,<br />NICE CAR,<br />CLEAN AIR IN HOME<br />LOTS OF MONEY AND BUSINESS TO RUN WITH YOU<br />SO WE CAN LEAVE OUR KIDS A GOOD INHERITANCE.<br />I WANT TO MEET YOU NOW.<br />I DONT WANT TO WAIT ANY LONGER.<br />I AM TIRED OF BEING SINGLE AND LONELY<br />LETS MEET LETS SCHEDULE A TIME<br />PLACE TO MEET. I DIDNT THINK<br />A INTERNET EMAIL COULD LEAD<br />TO MET MEETING SUCH A GOOD WOMEN LIKE YOU<br />BUT I AM GLAD I MET YOU. YOUR INPSIRING ME<br />TO WANT TO FIND A WAY TO MEET YOU AND <br />MAKE THE BEST LOVE OF MY AND YOUR LIFE<br />FOR BOTH OF US. I WANT TO SIT WITH YOU<br />IN CANDLE BATH WITH AROMATHERPAHY OILS AND INCENTS.<br />I WANT TO TRAVEL THE WORLD WITH YOU HOLDING HANDS<br />AND TOUCHING EACH OUR GENTLY DURING LOVE AND IN PUBLIC<br />I WANT TO MAKE LOVE TO YOU IN OPEN PARKS IN WILDERNESS<br />IN NATURE THE WAY GOD INTENDED.<br /> I WANT TO MAKE LOVE IN SNOW WHERE ITS COLD SO YOU CAN FEEL <br />MY BODY WARMTH AS I HOLD YOU ALL NIGHT WHILE KISSING YOUR PRETTY BODY FRROM HEAD TO TOE.<br />I WANT TO LEAVE MY JOB FOR A MONTH VACATION WITH YOU TO A DESERTED ISLAND<br />RESORT WHERE WE CAN HAVE THE ISLAND ALL ALONE AND MAKE<br />LOVE TO YOU ALL MONTH LONG STRAIGHT WITHOUT INTERRUPTIONS<br />JUST LOUNGE AROUND ALL DAY MAKING LVOE AND EATING AFHRODISIACS TO<br />HIGHTEN OUR SEXUAL CHKRA ENERGY CENTERS SO WE CAN MAKE THE BEST LOVE<br />POSSIBLE AND THE MOST MENTAL, PHYSICAL,SPRITUAL SEXUAL GASMS POSSIBLE.<br />I AWAIT YOU MY LOVE FOR THE TIME I AM AWAIT FROM YOU IS ONLY THE TIME GOD HAS DESTINED FOR US TO BE <br />TOGETHER IN BLIND FATE. WE WILL MEET AGAIN MY LOVE I MISS YOU.<br />NEXT TIME WE MEET IM GOING TO GIVE YOU MY LOVE LIKE NEVER BEFORE.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-8976183053176284185?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-26154265421313174652011-04-07T17:12:00.001-07:002011-04-07T17:12:28.728-07:00-----Original Message-----<br />From: mariyavatu@yahoo.com<br />To: myr_2004@mail.com<br />Sent: Thu, Apr 7, 2011 9:12 am<br />Subject: Re[12]: hi<br /><br /><br />Hi sweet, darling, my magnificent love Prince!<br />Prince, you have a love that truly means a lot to me all the words.<br />I feel so good when get your letters and I can imagine me there with <br />you and looking at your beautiful smile. I love you its easy fall in love <br />with you no male makes me feel like you do to me no one capares to <br />you my love. We are so meant for each other and we have such a joy about <br />our love we share to one other only. I know how we feel about each other <br />and a serious creation which is beautiful to have and think about you. <br />You have come into my life in letters and love and what I see in you is all <br />perfect true meaningful caring love. Love that treasured so deep in the heart a <br />love, that about a good life and long lasting love which makes it very good to <br />have and share for us. It does show a love and more you are so adorable, <br />so beautiful comes with love never had such joy in my life as I do about us <br />my love. I will respect you honor our love and see to our love for a life time. <br />I want to be next to you all my life and give you my best love always and genital <br />ness and caring and most meaningful. Honey I love you very much in love very <br />much wanting us together very much us a real true couple in love. Your name <br />upon my lips are always there just for your kiss. I lose you I will lose the greatest <br />lover ever you mean more to me then life itself. I have found that unique person, as you,<br />Which I shall love all life and me more whom it is not necessary except for you. <br />I want to be only yours and to whose has more. To me who is more not so interesting <br />from men, you my ideal, you my genius, you my angel. The god on our party,<br />It has blessed us, and has presented such happiness as love, not looking on such <br />big distance, but it is not Barrier to us because I think, that can stop the present love that. <br />Who in this world is not capable to prevent to find to us the general happiness and love. <br />I want, that we with you had some beautiful children, we shall love them very strongly, <br />we shall give them all care and warmly loving parents. I all time dream of it. <br />I all time wait for that moment when we at last shall meet you also all troubles will <br />be behind of us. We should be happy, I think, that it is our destiny.<br />Can not be on another. I very much hope for your support and the help. <br />When I to you shall come I shall be the happiest woman on the ground.<br />My love, I feel, that we need to wait very little. When I present, that is fast we <br />with you we shall meet, my heart starts to bang with such force, that it seems to me, <br />that it just about and will take off from my breast. I so worry, I do not know, that to me <br />to speak, when I shall see you at me gift of speech at once will be gone and I can not <br />speak, for excitement and strong feelings. Then you should embrace me very strongly <br />and to kiss me so strongly as whom and when did not kiss. And I shall tell to you three <br />words I LOVE YOU, and then I shall cry, but you do not calm me it there will be tears of <br />happiness and pleasure, that I at last have found such love, that to me and did not dream.<br />I now write you, and at me tears of happiness already drip. I such happy. I hope, that it is <br />all not dream. If it is dream I want, that it when did not come to an end... <br />I want to comb you lovely beautiful hair after you bath and kiss you tell how beautiful you <br />are and how much I really love you. I want to sit by you talk with you and laugh wit you <br />and feel our love bring us lots of fun and joy being together and being in love.<br />I want to wake up in the morning see you open your beautiful eyes and see you smile <br />and see you kiss me and have a such wonderful joyful day with you. <br />Love is fun but only with you my love. I can inform you, that we will have a great love a <br />very good life of love about true caring love the best of love be us honey. <br />I want to help you all the way in life and show you a love is as beautiful as the sea <br />and shore go together. So that we are are love works and does all we can have a life <br />of good ness and caring and helping I do care deeply about you my love my best friend <br />my heart has you in it you have the only key to it all yours for a life time and more just <br />you give me hope and faith and love and happiness of such joy. <br />Well I got to run in home and i'll be thinking of you all the time. <br />I will be thinking of you and wanting to be me there with you, so we can be a real true <br />beautiful couple. I love you very very very very very much honey its more then meaningful <br />its pure tender caring love. take care my love keep my heart with you its love <br />There with you for a life time our love will never go but grow and grow and grow <br />and grow i love you honey the time will come for us my love.<br />I will always feel safe with you and in you arms I will be safe. <br />With lots of love, sincerely your love Mariya.Hello my Sweet Love xxx!!!<br />My day on became much brighter and more beautiful, when I have received from you the letter.<br />I am very much pleased, when I see and I receive your letters, I become very happy from it.<br />My love xxx, I want to tell you, that I very very very love you and I want to arrive to you and to be with you.<br />My heart is filled with happiness and strong love to you.<br />I many times already spoke you, that I very strongly love you and know,<br />that I never shall cease to speak you, that I very strongly love you and that always I want to be with you.<br />I am more and more I would like to touch you, it would be desirable <br />to kiss yours gentle lips to feel your gentle touch of hands. <br />I am happy, I am happy, I am very happy, that we have each other met and that <br />our love absolutely soon begins a reality, we can meet and see each other each day.<br />I am with the big desire wait our day of a meeting.<br />It will be the happiest day in my life when we can meet, it will be the big happy for me.<br />I present, as I leave from planes, I see you with the big bouquet of colors,<br />I fast step to running to you, rush to your gentle hands and we kiss each other a long kiss.<br />When I dream about our meetings all begins my heart more strongly and more strongly knock from strong of love to you.<br />I can not transfer you all my love through a computer, but I promise you, <br />that when I shall come to you I shall make all for you that you also strongly could love me as I you.<br />My love xxx, all our happiness only depends on you if you tomorrow can help me with<br />money already by a next week I can arrive to you and we shall be already together. <br />The god the witness and he will help us to make a reality our dreams. <br />Well now I should go, and I hope, that following your letter will bring to me a lot of happiness and pleasures in my heart.<br />Today I shall dream again of you and I shall ask the god that with you all was good.<br />Always your and only your love Mariya.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-2615426542131317465?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-68643156566865441682011-01-04T02:16:00.000-08:002011-01-04T02:16:55.163-08:00Verse 1<br /><br />You playing games with your love<br />You love playing games<br />but im not a game developer<br />I developed real game to love you<br />I loved you like no other<br />alot of kids wanna be pimps & hoes<br />but i walked in those shoes<br />trust me it aint the life for them<br />cuz dey rich kids come from good homes<br />they aint see the block the shots<br />the rocks the drug spots <br />the cops the plots the pitts the bikes the fly rides<br />the rape the torture the horror the friends turned<br />enemies over the fast $ hooked on drugs turned to dope fiends<br /><br />Verse 2<br /><br />You playing games with your love<br />You love playing games<br />but im not a game developer<br />I developed real game to love you<br />I loved you like no other<br />I loved like a sister a mother a father a son<br />like a family sharing presents on christmas<br />Be my valentine all year long will you be mine<br />You took pleasure in my pain<br />But your pain gave me pleasure<br />Ill never forget you<br />From heaven god sent you to bless me<br />Orally gifted love away my sins<br />Eternally we will always be friends<br /><br />Verse 3<br /><br />You playing games with your love<br />you love playing games<br />but im not a game developer<br />I developed real game to love you<br />I love you like no other<br />I treated you good you went bad<br />I treated you bad you went good<br />Guess you spoiled like milk<br />Your love had no expiration<br />No explanation King you my Queen to my bee nation(ZEN)<br />Forever we love making<br /><br />concept of video & song me & a girl i like a lot playing a video game but based off the concept of the song im singing the song to the girl while we playing a video game about how she loves video games but dont love me as much as she loves the video games. this song and video is for people who are in relationships where you feel like its just a game and you tired of playing and want the real thing love games.<br /><br />Love Games <br /><br />By PTRILLA<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-6864315656686544168?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-10504544289644003522010-12-24T17:41:00.001-08:002010-12-24T17:41:02.791-08:00Walk in my shoes Walk my paths<br />Walk in my presence Walk my past<br />If you was me & i was you<br />would you live how you do or accept my views<br /><br />Higher levels of thinking Better ways of giving<br />Higher levels of Spirituality Better songs evolving your spirit<br />Many people religious but have no religion<br />Hustle with me spend your money with me<br />If you dont believe in me<br />Y should i beleive in you<br />Y would you wanna keep me down<br />just to see you through<br />Many close me claiming we family<br />Placing holds on me to control me<br />Either set my soul free from all the misery<br />or let me fly like the birds coast to coast<br />seeing eye to eye gods great creations of bueaty<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />Many years those close to me enjoyed my success<br />while i faced much of the stress<br />even though blessed my life was a mess<br />living with enemies thought money was money<br />but those close to me just wanted to use <br />my talents for free just cuz they know me<br />but they dont know my life they couldnt walk<br />in my shoes without noticing my struggles<br />never wanted to hustle with me<br />just hustle me lets trade places trade pain<br />trade pleasures trade lives trade struggles<br />in reality was we really living any different<br />you on my land paying no rent<br />Yall talk about having alot of dollars<br />what yall say dont make no sense<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />why did people take pleasure in profiting off my pain?<br />why after the storm people dont learn from the rain?<br />why was my life full of death $in & hate?<br />Facing 100 years for crimes you didnt committ<br />would you wish the world end or teach others<br />how wicked & crazy the world is?<br />why the people try to frame me for murder?<br />why them people kill off half my family?<br />why them people cant stand me?<br />why my mind see murder but i speak peace?<br />why it aint safe nowhere on earth for humanity?<br />why cant we all get along?<br />why me why us why them over money?<br />Until the world end why we blind to the truths?<br />can never agree on solving all the problems of humanity<br /><br />walk in my shoes<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-1050454428964400352?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-75251401866396458292010-12-24T17:23:00.001-08:002010-12-24T17:23:11.368-08:00Chorus<br /><br />Things go bump clubs jumpn phat rides trunks slumpn<br />lady's all over me came from nutn Im balln ya gotta love it<br /><br />Im Balln you gotta see me live it<br />Im out in Dubai getting it live<br />Money is the only thing on my mind<br />Not enough time to spend it in one life time<br />Got money in every currency im set for life<br />Bughatti ferrari massaerati on reserve<br />sound like a jet when i pass by<br />my engine will rattle ya nerves shake ya bones<br />its ludacris how im pimpn all over the globe<br />gotta alot of haters but i got mo bullets<br />got a house specially designed by nike<br />got my own shoe line clothing line<br />got special wine designed to ease ya mind<br />got stocks on planets you never knew of<br />got women from different planets all up in da crib<br />balln you should see me life you wont believe your eyes<br /><br /><br />Things Go Bump clubs Jumpn Phat ride trunks slumpn<br />Lady's all over me came from nutn Im balln you gotta love it<br /><br />First nigga thats a blood & crip<br />Ill crip on a blood & blood crip<br />Ill pimp on a thug & thug a pimp<br />cut ya legs off waist deep like game so u cant crip walk<br />Turn the preachers daughter into a stripper<br />Have her put that fine ass on ya pistol whipe then strip ya<br />Hit all my murda mamiz off with work & guns<br />Come up short in my stash house ya ass get done<br />like T bone sirlon have ya singing i wish i never met her at all<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-7525140186639645829?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-33234880873015305472010-12-24T17:09:00.001-08:002010-12-24T17:09:11.063-08:00SONG OFF MY NEW ALBUM CALLED BODY LANGUAGE<br /><br />CRY FOR ME<br /><br />Where was you at when i needed you<br />I would of never turn my back on you<br />like how you did me its silly gee<br />while im making plans for us all to ball<br />you plotted on my downfall<br />taken advantage of my success<br />playing fake cool just to get by get high<br />get rich snatch my wife ruin my life<br />making deals wit fedz ruin me instead<br />fuck up longevity why me<br />thought we was cool guess my success<br />changed you cuz when the money came<br />your true colors showed now that im<br />locked up and gone you nowhere to be found<br />prolly with them fake hoes outta town<br />glad you succedded in bringing me down<br />for some chump change clowns we was supposed<br />to be one now why you set me up like that <br />guess you aint wanna see a better us<br />better you better we better me<br />when i die will you mourn <br />put my ashes in your blunt<br />keep my memories in your lungs<br /><br />chorus<br /><br />i put my trust into you<br />your love became my pain<br />I needed your sex my pleasure your weapon<br />You used me to get to the next level<br />little did you know what goes around comes around<br />you might not care now<br />but one day you will<br />and on that day your karma will catch up with you<br />when you least expect<br />the things youve done will be done to you<br />you used many men & women to get ahead<br />took others kindness for a weakness<br />never thinking anyone would notice<br />but heres the story of a women<br />pretty physique soul dark hardened heart<br />needing love of a real man<br />but refuses to let love in her life<br />robbing banks all her life<br />until one day she gets killed leave the scene<br />of a heist is this what lifes come to<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />Another senseless meaningless death<br />Or will they cry smoke year round when im gone<br />Hoping to chat with me in the spiritual<br />bringing my soul back in the lyrics of the illest emcees<br />videos while in the booth or the studio<br />Homies had my back will they remember the game<br />I gave or spit on my grave let the crooked cops<br />throw me in a cage for wanting to own everything<br />Will my enemies rejoice in my last days or<br />feel the curse voodoo magic for playing with a haunted game<br />live by die by will the whole universe<br />die by its own sin & lies many never realize<br />I pray to god heres my lyrical tithe we live in hell<br />so when i die heaven waiting on other side<br />will the mourn me? or be glad im gone<br />for giving this world hell & ignore<br />wishing to erase the memories of me<br />or adhore me will you cry or ask god why<br />so may of us have to die<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-3323488087301530547?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-53149433905170296462010-12-23T18:00:00.000-08:002010-12-23T18:00:28.415-08:00<a href="http://www.adulttalentregistry.com/PTRILLA">ATR - UHURUIMANE - 30 - Male - Richmond - California - AdultTalentRegistry.com</a><br /><br /><br />http://www.adulttalentregistry.com/PTRILLA<br /><br /><br />PHATBEATZENT.BLOGSPOT.COM<br /><br /><br />MYSPACE.COM/MRBLUESTARSUN<br /><br />ADULT FILM VIDEOGRAPHER PHOTOGRAPHER & MUSIC PRODUCER OF PORN MUSIC.<br /><br /><br />IVE FILMED WELL OVER TEN THOUSAND VIDEOS WHICH CAN BE VIEW ON <br /><br />THISIS50.COM/PTRILLA AND TWITTER.COM/PTRILLA<br /><br />IVE ALSO FILMED MANY VIDEOS ON PORNHUB.COM/ YOUPORN.COM/ TUBE8.COM AND REDTUBE.COM I AM WEBMASTER AND VIDEO DIRECTOR OF THOSE WEBSITES.<br /><br />MY MOTTO IS SEX IS MY NAME FOREPLAY IS MY GAME IF YOU CAN SQUIRT THEN I WANNA FILM YOU NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE<br /><br /><br />PTHRILLA.U@GMAIL.COM FOR SERIOUS INQUIRIES.<br /><br />I CANT WAIT TO MEET SOME OF THE NEW WOMEN ON THIS WEBSITE IVE HAD SEX WITH WELL OVER 40,000 WOMEN IVE GOTTEN ALOT OF THEM PREGNANT BY MISTAKE IVE NEVER DATED ANY OF THEM BUT HEY WERE CONSENTING ADULTS. AINT NOTHING WRONG WITH PORN OR HAVING SEX ON FILM. ALL I ASK IS THAT YOU BRING YOUR PAPERWORK MAKE SURE YOUR CLEAN AND DISEASE FREE AND WE GONNA HAVE A GOOD TIME. TO SEE MY WORK AND THE VIDEOS I FILMED I POSTED MY LINKS THE VIDEOS ON THE LINKS I POSTED I EITHER SHOT THE VIDEO MYSELF OR CHOREOGRAPHED THE VIDEO BEHIND THE SCENES. I AM A BIG POWER PLAYER IN THE ADULT INDUSTRY ON THE BLACK MARKET ONLY A FEW STARS ARE IN THE BLACK MARKET. WE ROAM AND STRETCH FROM RED LIGHT DISTRICT OF CHINA,INDIA,BRAZIL,CANADA,AFRICA,EUROPE,MIDDLE EAST, AND WORLDWIDE. I HAVE CLIENTS IN BOLLYWOOD,KOLLYWOOD,HOLLYWOOD, AND HOLLYHOOD LOL. IM A LAID BACK DOWN TO EARTH KIND OF GUY. <br /><br />A TYPICAL DATE WITH ME STARTS OUT ON THE PHONE WITH TYPICAL QUESTIONS.<br /><br />HOW LONG YOU BEEN IN PORN?<br /><br />ARE YOU A AMATUER?<br /><br />WHAT ARE YOU GOALS WHILE BEING IN THE INDUSTRY?<br /><br />ARE YOU ALL BUSINESS OR ALL PLEASURE OR BOTH?<br /><br /><br />IF YOU HAD A PORN COMPANY HOW WOULD YOU RUN IT?<br /><br />IF YOU COULD FUCK ANYONE CELEB OR MUSICIAN OR ANYONE WHO?<br /><br />IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY FREAKY DREAM WHAT IS YOUR WILDEST FANTASY?<br /><br />IF YOU HAD A BILLION DOLLARS WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?<br /><br />ARE YOU DISEASE FREE?<br /><br />IF YOU COULD CHANGE THE WORLD WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE ABOUT IT?<br /><br />IF YOU WERE NOT DOING PORN WHAT WOULD YOU BE DOING?<br /><br />DO YOU LIKE BEING NUDE OR FULLY CLOTHED?<br /><br />DO YOU LIKE FOLLOWING SCRIPT OR GETTING DOWN N DIRTY INTO CHARACTER?<br /><br />DO YOU HAVE ANY FETISHES?<br /><br />DO YOU USE TOYS?<br /><br />DO YOU HAVE INNERGASMS,OUTERGASMS, ORGASMS, MENTALGASMS, SPIRITUALGASMS, FULL BODY GASMS?<br /><br />CAN YOU MAKE ME COME WITHIN 30 SECONDS?<br /><br />CAN YOU MAKE ME SQUIRT ACROSS A ROOM?<br /><br />HOW LONG CAN YOU HAVE SEX?<br /><br />HOW MANY TIMES CAN YOU COME WITHIN ONE SESSION?<br /><br />DO YOU KNOW ALL THE KAMA SUTRA POSITIONS HAVE YOU TRIED THEM?<br /><br />WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE POSITIONS?<br /><br />DO YOU LIKE BIG DICKS OR SMALL DICKS?<br /><br />DO YOU LIKE LONG SKINNY PENIS OR SMALL THICK PENIS?<br /><br />ARE YOU ORALLY GIFTED OR AN AMATUER?<br /><br />WHAT ARE YOU TURN ON OFFS?<br /><br />WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED AFTER PORN?<br /><br />DO YOU HAVE BREAST IMPLANTS,ASS IMPLANTS,LIP IMPLANTS, BOTOX, DETOX, HYPERDERMIA, OR ANY ALTERATIONS TO YOU BODY?<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER HAD ANY DISEASES?<br /><br />WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE TESTED?<br /><br />CAN YOU GIVE A GOOD FOOTJOB,HANDJOB,EARJOB,NOSEJOB,ASSJOB?<br /><br />DO YOU LOVE ANAL?<br /><br />CAN YOU STIMULATE A MAN MIND AND SPIRIT AND MAKE A MAN COME FROM YOUR LOOKS?<br /><br />DO YOU KNOW ALL THE TERMS PORN ADULT INDUSTRY PEOPLE USE ARE YOU UP ON YOUR LINGO?<br /><br />DO YOU HAVE ANY SPECIAL SKILLS WHICH MAKE YOU STAND OUT FROM OTHER ADULT STARS?<br /><br />WHAT ARE YOU HOBBIES AND WHAT ARE YOU PASSIONATE ABOUT BESIDES PORN?<br /><br />DO YOU HAVE CHILDREN?<br /><br />WHERE DO YOU GO TO RELAX AND UNWIND AND RELAX YOUR MIND?<br /><br />DO YOU HAVE A FAVORITE LOCATION TO HAVE SEX?<br /><br />HAS YOUR CHERRY BEEN POPPED?<br /><br />HOW MANY TIMES CAN YOU COME FROM MASTURBATION?<br /><br />ARE YOU 420 FRIENDLY?<br /><br />DO YOU DRINK WHICH IS YOUR FAVORITE WINE,ALCOHOL OR WINE COOLER?<br /><br />ARE YOU A STRIPPER OR FORMER STREET WALKER OR PROSTITUTE?<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER SOLICITED SEX?<br /><br />DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SALE SEX AND MAKE A PROFIT FROM SEXUAL FILMS?<br /><br />HAVE YOU EVER WORKED INSIDE A PORN COMPANY FROM THE BUSINESS SIDE?<br /><br />SEND THIS QUESTIONAIRE IN TO PTHRILLA.U@GMAIL.COM IF YOU LIKE THE WORK ON MY WEBSITES TO BE FEATURED.<br /><br /><br />THESE ARE JUST SOME OF THE QUESTIONS I ASK BEFORE I MEET A CLIENT I LIKE KNOW MY CLIENTS BECAUSE BUEATY IS ONE THING BRAINS IS ANOTHER THING BUT BEUATY AND BRAINS IS GREAT. I HOPE WE CAN ALL HAVE SAFE SEX AND MANY ORGASMS TO COME PEACE P TRILLA HOPE TO SEE YOU ADULT STARS SOON.<br /><br />ONE LOVE.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-5314943390517029646?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-10469352525267454222010-12-09T18:17:00.000-08:002010-12-09T18:24:33.952-08:00PPL EASILY FORGET ME BUT LOVE MY ART<br />PPL EASILY DISS ME BUT IM FOREVER IN THEY HEART<br />PPL WANNA LEAVE ME BUT CANT LEAVE THE BEST PART OF THEY LIFE<br />PPL WANNA BE SERIOUS WHEN I CRACK A JOKE<br />WHERE IS YOUR SENSE OF HUMOR<br />BOTTLES OF HENNY ILL BUY TWO MORE<br />LETS GET LIQUORED UP & FORGET ALL THE RUMORS<br />STRESSING OVER NEGATIVE WILL GIVE YOU A TUMOR<br />THEY TELL ME DONT KEEP THE PPL WAITING<br />YET IM PATIENT IVE BEEN THROUGH TO MUCH<br />I HOPE WHAT THEY PROMISING ME<br />IS WORTH THE PAIN PLEASURE EXPECTATIONS WISHING<br />TO CHANGE THE WORLD THROUGH MUSICAL VIBRATIONS<br />I NEVER TOOK ADVANTAGE OF HER HEART<br />SHE SAID THINGS SHE SHOULDNT HAVE CURSING MY<br />DEAD RELATIVES & SPEAKING BAD ON MY CULTURE<br />LIKE A INDUSTRY VULTURE<br />SO I FEEL OUT OF LOVE WITH HER<br />SHE BECAME UNLOVABLE I COULDNT SLEEP<br />CUZ I WAS MAKING LOVE TO THE ENEMY<br />LIKE HOW COULD MY EYES & HEART DECIEVE ME<br />LOVE GONE WRONG<br /><br />SECOND POEM OF LOVE GONE WRONG<br /><br />SONG WRITER PRODUCER GARDERNER HIKER BIKER<br />LOVER PROCRASTINATOR BINGE EATER LOVE MOTHERS<br />SO IM A MOTHER FUCKER GET IT SMOKE PLENTY GREEN<br />SO IM A TREE HUGGER SLOW DRIVER GLAUCOMA<br />FAST FUCKER DONT LOVE THEM HOES MAYBE A LIL<br />PHONE TALKER GAME SPITTA BUSINESS MAN HUSTLER<br />247 NON STOP SHE BOUT IT ILL SEND HER<br />WONT STOP YOU TRYING STOP THE SHOW<br />IM TRYING TO FILM HER DOING NASTY THINGS<br />YOU WONT SHOW YOUR SONS & DAUGHTERS<br />DONT BLAME ME LOVE LEFT ME LONELY ABUSED & HURT<br />PLUS AINT NOTHING WRONG WITH SEX OR PORN<br />THEY WILL FIGURE OUT HOW THEY GOT HERE LOL<br />I TALK BIG $HIT TO GET YOUR ATTENTION<br />BUT I REALLY LOVE YOU DEEP INSIDE NOW LISTEN<br />IM IN THE MOOD TO PARTY ALL NIGHT <br />CUZ WOMAN YOUR BODY LOOK SO RIGHT<br />YOU COULD BE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE<br />OR MAYBE JUST FOR ONE NIGHT PUT SOME MORE<br />LIQUOR IN YA SYSTEM MOVE YA PANTIES TO THE SIDE<br />WHILE WE ON THE DANCE FLOOR LET MY ANACONDA SLIP INSIDE<br />FROM BEHIND UNDER DIM LIGHTS TWIRK<br />ME YA ASS REAL BIG DONT HURT ME<br />TWIRKALATION PENETRATION SENSATION<br />IN ANY NATION WILL YOU JOIN ME<br />DONT LET LOVE GO WRONG<br /><br />P TRILLA<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-1046935252526745422?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-34479579764252385342010-12-09T18:01:00.000-08:002010-12-09T18:01:51.202-08:00THIS IS NOT MY FULL BUSINESS PLAN BUT AN IDEA WHICH I WILL NEED HELP WITH AND I WILL NEED PEOPLE WITH BUSINESS MINDS AND BUSINESS SENSE TO HELP ME MAKE THIS A REALITY FOR MYSELF AND THSOE WHO WANT TO BE APART OF A WINNING TEAM.<br /><br /><br />2012 BUSINESS PLAN: I AM A LABEL OWNER WITH A SMALL ENTERTAINMENT COMPANY IN WEST HOLLYWOOD. I HAVE ALWAYS HAD THE URGE TO OPEN A WINE DISPENSARY AND WINE VINEYARD.A RESORT HOTEL AND HAVE A PLACE WHERE I CAN SEND ARTIST TO WORK WITH AND PROMOTE MY WINE ON A GLOBAL SCALE AND THEIR ART AND SERVICES THROUGH MY BRAND AND TO EXPAND ON THEIR OWN AS WELL.THIS IS JUST AN IDEA NOT YET FULLY THOUGHT OUT BUT A IDEA OF WHAT I PLAN TO DO IF ANY INVESTORS OR WEALTHY PEOPLE WOULD LIKE TO INVEST IN THIS IDEA I CAN SEND THE FULL BUSINESS PLAN WITH THE REST OF THE DETAILS.<br /><br />ID ALSO LIKE TO OPEN A CASINO WITH A GOLF COURSE AMUSEMENT PARK,WATERPARK,SLOT MACHINES, PRODUCTS AND SERVICES.WHERE SMALL VENDORS AND LARGE CHAINS CAN BRING THEIR PRODUCTS AND SERVICES INTO THE CASINO RESORT INTO STORE SECTIONS MAKING THE PRODUCTS AND SERVICES AFFORDABLE. I NEED LICENSING AND FINANCING FOR THIS IDEA.<br /><br />ID ALSO LIKE TO HAVE A SCHOOL WHERE I CAN TEACH MUSIC AND CULTURAL ARTS AND WORLD HISTORY.<br /><br />THIS IS JUST SOME IDEAS FOR 2012 WHICH I PLAN TO IMPLEMENT IF I FIND SOME INVESTORS THEIREFORE IF ANY INVESTORS READ THIS POST PLEASE DO CONTACT ME AT<br /><br />MY EMAIL OR CALL ME.<br /><br />TRILLIONAIRE2012@GMAIL.COM<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-3447957976425238534?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-55023387289657232022010-11-21T01:21:00.001-08:002010-11-21T01:21:59.930-08:00<a href="http://www.mypinkfriday.com/users/nicki/blogs/503611">http://www.mypinkfriday.com/users/nicki/blogs/503611</a><br /> <br /> <br />sometimes i wanna give up on life bcuz ppl just wanna play me but nikki you have to remember your not doing this rap music thing for the people who wanna abuse you and use you your doing for people like me who are musicians and regular everyday people who inspire to change the world and make a better living and a better way for your people and for those who wanna commit suicide or abuse drugs or commit crimes because they dont feel accepted by society. You have to know your history our people was not meant to be apart of this system. this system has divided us conqoured us far to long. letting a few become wealthy among us while many of us live below the poverty live are unemployed cant afford new cars new clothes new mansions the glamour life as seen on t.v.. you have to remember your doing this for people like me who are in the struggle who want to change poverty racism discrimination black on black crime police brutality white collar crime culture classes race relations people who want to make society better not keep oiling a well oiled machined system country and world which deprives our people as a whole but only lets a few of us suceed. if they dont support you tell em suck it easy. even our own people can be our own worst enemy when yo uwant to give back to your community they dont care about you unless you giving to them then once you stop giving they wanna bad mouth you and do you wrong but remember its strong brave hearts like you and me who challenge the status quo of what reality is what music should be what the industry should be what our view of the world is. just know this they can take everything from you they can give you everything but the one thing they cant take is the beautiful soul inside of the woman named nikki minaj a rising star with to many haters. everybody has haters even us regular folks who arent stars. i dont consider myself to be a star i aint changed but once the money came the people around me did.friends turned to enemies enemies became frieinds. vice verse family started showing they true colors and if you dont provide for them. they wanna say you changed or fame went to your head. you have to knjow how to give your people the knowledge enough to wanna suceed on their own. we all cant be entertainers even though many of us are but never given the chance because the entertainment industry is filled with to much politics and bull$hit which is controlled beyond hollywood blackwood bollywood kollywood nollywood those are industries you should look into to further your sucess because far to many times if you dont live up to european or ignorant black folks meaning degrading yourself because of the slave mentality many of our people still have then they dont understand you they criticize you. i loved you from day one i never questions you i question the critics the people who play these silly games but act like saints but they aint putting paint where it aint trying to be everything under the sun. trying to be so hard and real instead of being human passionate caring love individuals. why do ppl become so cold hearted and jealous of your sucess when your just a worker of a different trade spreading a message of love to help troubled teens even troubled men and spouses realize life is good but can be hard. we are not perfect we all have our ups and downs. we all dont wanna put up with this system which has kept our people down for 2000 years and counting. our ancestors blood should have been enough but yet we still have our people fighting in injust wars, dying from police brutality, covered up murders, unemployment which is new age slavery, racism wthin our culture, lack of knowledge of our people to understand this is our land and we should strive to be prominent kings & queens and build the bridge and close the gap between africa and our lost people of shabazz in america so we can become the great people we once were in egyptian,roman,king tut, periods of africa & the world before colonialism and europeanism whipped out the natural indigenoues people of the world our people. we are all human we shouldnt have to suffer being prisoners of consicene, prisoners of others thoughts & actions prisoners of war,bombs,disease,physical deformaties,. we should be loving caring people sharing our gifts and talents with the world. dont worry about the cold hearted people dont give up keep pushing you gotta remember life is a struggle rich or poor. you gone have them days when you gone say DAMN i got all this money but my friends & family wanna take it from me. you gone have them days when you gone second guess why you even got into the industry to make hot songs & make alot of money. you gone have them days when your emotions gonna change like the seasons and anybody can say something which will give you a reason to fire a hot 16 at them over a song but listen baby dont repsond to your haters dont indulge in the beef with lil kim we already lost tupac shakur very talented brother along with biggie, solja slim, mac dre, johnny cash, big pun, lisa left eye lopez,micheal jackson , james brown, teddy pendigrass, so on and so on. we dont need no more great people of ours lives being lost to the industry fued for ratings so those labels can make money off the beef the media the internet the fans the bloggers the boosters corner hustlas but in real life our lives and craft are being effected and real beef aint cool. dont play into the studio gangsta tough girl thing. dont let lil kim pressure you no matter how big your crew or entourage. yes you gone have them days when dudes or females might rape you we all been raped taken advantage of shot at drugged called horrible names been through hell and back with gasoline draws on but remember when ever you feel like giving up just think of those people your ancestors who fought for you to sit with white people with other cultures the slaves who built this country for pennies the reperartions which was promised to our people but never given the black men whos lives are wasted in the pen & homeless the kids with no parents orphans who all look up to you. think about all those people who done our people wrong and you made it through. think about the artist who want to be in your position whom will never get their shot because aint enough money to spread the truth but their is enough money to spread the hatred among our people destruction of self destruction of our culture through religion,music,entertainment,judicial system,economic system, pharmecuetical system. think about all the things our people have gone through those who are white washed and dont know their history and let alone world history. never give up because no matter how hard and crazy it may get you and me are the kind of people who have to keep the torch lit for the next generation to run the marathons to spread truth. dont believe the hype dont feed into the bullshit just make hot songs and make the fans love you ill support you. keep inspiring girls teens women to feel young sexy and become barbies and look for a good man. see in order to play they game and have they money you gotta play by they rules just do as they say keep it real but dont cross their line just make your money make hot music and inspire people like me to keep believing their is hope when it seems like it aint no hope especially when we come from these horrible places where life is hell and you would think you could never make it out. brother from another mother p trilla. WE ARE NUBIAN THIS ISTHE GENERATION TO MAKE NU BEGININGS TO LAST THE TEST OF TIME LIKE PYRAMIDS OF GIZA A EGYPT STAY A QUEEN.<br /> <br /> <br />MYSPACE.COM/MRBLUESTARSUN.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-5502338728965723202?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-27440160862420973082010-11-21T01:09:00.000-08:002010-11-21T01:09:04.338-08:00WHAT WERE THEY THINKING?<br /><br />TAKE YOUR TIME READING THIS ARTICLE<br /><br />I HONESTLY THINK THE BALL CAN GO BOTH WAYS FORIEGN COMPANIES CAN LEAVE AMERICA AND AMERICAN COMPANIES CAN LEAVE FOREIGN ONES. BUT I THINK AMERICANS CAN INVEST IN AMERICA AND AMERICAN AND FOREIGNERS CAN DO THE SAME. THE PROBLEM AND SOLUTION IS VERY SIMPLE THE U.S. GOVERNMENT SHOULD STOP TURNING THE POOR MIDDLES AND RICH INTO SLAVES FOR THE WEALTHY THEIR IS A DIFFERENCE. IF AMERICANS LEARNED TO HELP AND EMPLOY EACH OTHER ON ALL LEVELS OF SOCIETY WOULD WE EVEN NEED FORIEGN BUSINESS PARTNERS SAME AS FOREIGN COMPANIES. THE THING IS AMERICANS DONT NEED TO DEPEND ON GOING OVER SEAS UNLESS YOU CANT BE A USA CITIZEN BECAUSE OF BEING POOR HOMELESS MIDDLE CLASS OR NOT ABLE TO WORK HAVE A JOB INVEST OR HAVE A BUSINESS IN AMERICA OR BECAUSE OF TAXES AND THE MANY INHERIT PROBLEMS OF SOCIETY IN AMERICA WHICH CAUSE SOME AMERICANS TO LEAVE. HONESTLY IF AMERICAN WORKED TOGETHER AND THE FEDERAL RESERVE AND GOVERNMENT PROVIDED GOOD PAYING JOBS ABOVE MINIMUM WAGE AND PRINTED ENOUGH MONEY AND CREATED ENOUGH JOBS WHICH DONT NEED TO BE DEPENDANT ON FOREIGN SOIL OR PRODUCTS WHICH PLENTY ANYTHING FOREIGN IS RIGHT WITHIN AMERICAN BORDERS JUST JOBS NEED TO BE CREATED FOR IT. AMERICANS COULD BECOME A GOOD NATION BUT OUR DUMB ASS GOVERNMENT IS SO BENT ON MAKING SLAVES OUT OF ITS OWN PEOPLE THEY FORCE US TO LEAVE EVEN THOUGH THEY ARE WEALTHY AND COULD CARE LESS SO ITS KIND OF A YING AND YANG THING. BILLIONAIRES ARE SAFE IN THEIR CASTLES BUT WHAT ABOUT US REGULAR FOLKS WHO ARE NEED OF THIS AMERICAN SYSTEM BUT ONLY MERE CATTLE SLAVES TO IT LIVING PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK BARELY GETTING BY ONCE THEY CUT OFF OUR SERVICES WE SO DIRELY NEED. THEN AMERICANS SHOULD LEARN TO WORK AND EMPLY ONE ANOTHER AT FIRST MONEY MIGHT NOT BE AVIAILBLE BUT IF WE LEARNED TO WORK TOGETHER AND HELP CLOTHE FEED PROVIDE SHELTER AND USE OUR SERVICES FOR ONE ANOTHER. THEN WE WOULDNT EVEN NEED THE GOVERNMENT OR SYSTEM OR ANY FOREIGN ENTITY WHICH PLANS TO DESTROY OR LAUNCH NUKES OR SEND POISON FOOD,PRODUCTS OR WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION TO OUR SOIL. OBTAINING DUAL CITIZENSHIP AND OFFSHORE ACCOUNTS JUST TO AVOID TAXES IS FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE WEALTHY AND CAN AFFORD TO EVADE THE LAW. BUT US REGULAR FOLKS WHO CANT CAN DUAL CITIZENSHIP OR EVADE TAXES OR PUT EXPENSIVE HOUSES,LAND,DIAMONDS,GOLD,STOCKS,DEEDS,TITLES,IMPORTANT PAPERS INTO OFF SHORE ACCOUNTS AND COMPANIES WHAT ARE WE TO DO. IF WE CANT BE APART OF THE WEALTHY SYSTEM. WHERE ARE WE TO GO IF GOVERNMENT TURNS AWAY FOREIGN PARTNERS AND BUSINESS BECAUSE THEY ARE A THREAT TO US. SHOULD WE LEAVE INTO THEIR HANDS NOT KNOWING THEIR INTENTIONS. WHAT DO THE WEALTHY KNOW FOR THEM TO TURN AWAY FORIEGN BUSINESS PARTNERS WHOM MIGHT NOT BE A THREAT TO AMERICA. ITS ALL ABOUT THE MONEY AND HOW IS A SYSTEM BASED ON BILLS,MORTGAGES,LIGHTS,UTILITIES,CITIES,BUILDINGS, VEHICLES POWERRED BY GAS,OIL,WATER. ALL POWERED BY CURRENCY GOING TO SURVIVE IF WE DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO KEEP IT THRIVING. IF THE WEALTHY CAUSE MIDDLE CLASS,UPPER CLASS,POOR TO BECOME JOBLESS,UNEMPLOYED THEN WHAT GOOD IS A SYSTEM GOING TO BE. HOW WILL IT THRIVE WITHOUT ALL THOSE ASSETS OF FOREIGN INFLUENCE WHICH MAKE UP SO MUCH OF THE FABRIC OF OUR SOCIETY. WE CANT SIMPLY PRESERVE OUR NATION IF OUR NATION DOES NOT BELIEVE IN ITSELF. AMERICANS ARE AT EACH OTHER THROATS FOR PENNIES SO ARE FOREIGNERS KEEP US DOWN IN THE BOTTOM OF THE BUCKET OF SOCIETY WHILE THE ELITE AND WEALTHY RUN OFF WITH OUR HARD EARNED MONEY. IF AMERICANS DONT LEARN TO WORK TOGETHER BUILD CITIES COMMUNITIES STATES BASED ON PEACE HARMONY LOVE SHARING CARING VOLUNTEERING. THIS COUNTRY IS GOING TO FALL APART BUT IT HAS FALLEN APART SINCE 1492 AND COUNTING SO WHEN WILL AMERICANS WELL THOSE WHO ARE NOT WEALTHY WAKE UP AND REALIZE IF THEIR IS NO UNITY IN COMMUNITY OR AMERICAN THEN AMERICANS CANT SURVIVE OR EVEN THINK OF HOLDING A TITLE CALLED AMERICAN OR PRESERVING OUR CONSTITUTION. WHICH IS TAKING OUR LIBERTIES AND RIGHTS AWAY AS WE READ THIS ARTICLE. I MEAN WHAT THE HELL DO THEY THINK THEY ARE DOING DISMANTLING THEIR INVESTMENTS WE THE AMERICAN PEOPLE ARE INVESTMENTS DO THEY REALLY WANT US TO PULL OUT AND GIVE UP AND FIND A WAY TO NOT HAVE TO USE OUR SOCIAL SECURITY PASS PORT DRIVERS LICENSE AND INSURANCE AND HOMES TO KEEP THE AMERICAN EMPIRE GOING. I AM APPALLLED I DONT HAVE THE ANSWER OR THE SOLUTION BUT I KNOW IF THE POWERS THAT BE KEEP RUNNING THIS COUNTRY OFF OF OLD LAWS, OLD RULES, OLD DOCUMENTS, THE FOUNDING FATHERS, THE CONSTITUTION, A NUMBERS SYSTEM, AND LOCAL ECONOMIES WHERE MANY PARTS OF THE COUNTRY DONT RECIEVE ANY OR NONE OF THE SUPPORT OR PROGRAMS WHICH ARE DESIGNED AS CITY CONTRACTS WHICH DONT IMPROVE LIFE FOR AMERICANS YOU CAN KISS THE BALL OF FIRE HEADING TOWARDS HELL GOOD BYE.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-2744016086242097308?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-14949933086304879122010-09-06T15:30:00.000-07:002010-09-06T15:30:18.941-07:00<object width="480" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/Ypql6jH4llI?fs=1&amp;hl=en_US"></param><param 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/></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-2435677560831623302010-09-06T14:55:00.000-07:002010-09-06T14:55:36.194-07:00<a href="http://www.facebook.com/posted.php?id=214574530309&share_id=124598797593110&comments=1#s124598797593110"></a><br /><br />CLICK ON THE ABOVE LINK TO READ THE FULL POST.<br /><br /><br />Qi Xu Black people have to EXCEL at everything...twice as good is not good enough....it's a challenge I'm up for ALL DAY and it has nothing to do with integrating...the pyramids in the SUDAN motivate me!!!<br />5 hours ago · Like · 2 people · <br />Micki Mathis Of course...and then some. THIS will never change, in my opinion.<br />5 hours ago · Like · 1 person · <br />Treach Surnease Ferragamo We have to be on TOP of our game every single second of the day<br />5 hours ago · Like · 3 people · <br />ShaSha Coleman Always! I don't think we'll ever have to stop being SO much better at everything. I'm sick N tired of it too.<br />5 hours ago · Like · 1 person · <br />Qi Xu ShaSha...I feel you on this! I ask sometimes "why do I always have to be the strong one" ALWAYS...and it's the only way I know how to be...I know Iknow the story about the Jews being chosen and all that great stuff...but believe firmly that...<br />See More<br />5 hours ago · Like · 1 person · <br />Dawn Brawley ‎@ Qi, you are so right!!!! Despite the increasing (relatively speaking) knowledge of the contributions we have made to American science, we forget that we are the founders os Western civilization (all Greeks were sent to Egypt [Africa] to...<br />See More<br />5 hours ago · Like · 3 people · <br />Whitfield Thompson Brothaz and sistaz, raise the bar!...And never use anyone else as your "yard stick/standard" by which you measure yourselves! THE GOAL SHOULD ALWAYS BE TO ATTAIN AND MAINTAIN (/OPERATE AT) YOUR FULL POTENTIAL!!!! Hotep fam.<br />5 hours ago · Like · 5 people · <br />Brenten Johnson Yes we need to be twice as good to compete in this society.<br />4 hours ago · Like · <br />Bridget Bardge As Brothers & Sisters in day to day business & social life we should strive to be 2X times or more better than the next man. Why?? HELLO... MANY OF US ARE STILL DISADVANTAGED IN JOBS, EDUCATION and FINANCES so the better we become as a CO...<br />See More<br />4 hours ago · Like · <br />Nala Ruiz no. we simply need to respect EACH OTHER'S opinion as much as we respect other races' opinions about us.<br />4 hours ago · Like · <br />Darrin Johnson Each one, teach one!<br />4 hours ago · Like · <br />Barry Blake all you have to do is look at our President...had McCain won and accomplished the same thing..nothing more....the same thing....they would already have his face molded for placement at Mt Rushmore....I stopped looking for acceptance by other races years ago....<br />3 hours ago · Like · 1 person · <br />Qi Xu Barry...don't go there with the "if's"....<br />3 hours ago · Like · <br />Russell James Parker Jr. Of course, things haven't changed that much.<br />3 hours ago · Like · <br />Barry Blake ‎@Qi...I think it perfectly illustrates how we are held to a higher standard than our white counter parts....I cant tell you how many people over my career I have and still deal with who are where they are because of who they are and not what they are....<br />3 hours ago · Like · <br />Michael Williams My question is twice as good as who? if the comparison is to white folks, hell there is no good in them at all from my view point. What good have they exhibited toward us off the job on the job or in their quote racist society? our example has been them and some of us are twice as good as them in our wicked behavior toward each other. We have to stride to give equality and justice to each other first and foremost then to the rest of the human family. i always wondered what my parents meant when they said that lol<br />2 hours ago · Like · <br />George Hudson Besides excell, we need to do a better job at networking amongst ourselves. There will always be someone or many who wants to prove to themselves and their friends that we do not deserve to be there, or we are not better than them.<br />2 hours ago · Like · <br />Qi Xu Michael...twice as good as those in power making the rules and breaking those same rules...I'm not talking better in the sense of vanity...we have been designed to excel and when we don't live up to our design we fail on a miserable scale like no other people...it's always worse for us when we try to mimic what others do...<br />2 hours ago · Like · <br />Uhuru Imane I'm going to be honest black African native indigenous ppl whose ppl have been killed jailed reduced in the worlds eyes to forms of endearment & entertainment dont have to put up with this system of usa yes we know our ppl were given 40 acres & mule which was reparations turned into welfare handed down over generations which came with poverty drugs jails wars terrorism right in our communities & suburbs. We didnt have to fight no wars over seas we were fighting for life right here in these streets in these jobs tryna pay taxes to help each other in our families and communities. We have to realize we have Africa a land which needs all of us to return to. America and I know most of yall won't agree with me is not meant for us anymore no matter how much land money or oppurtunities exist here for us. Just look at our history here should we continue fighting after all other cultures were paid their reparations for their holocauses to their pplz but nope not the black. You see we are still working for the acres and mule we are owed when we could simple migrate to Africa and leave this ratchet land once & for all.many of you might disagree because you have a nice car nice house some money kids in school good retirement investment plan but honestly. The black ppl African descendants are not any safer in america then Africa we should be trying to rebuild our homeland and migrate their and let the ppl who want to jail us kill us take $ & resources from us have this land ever heard of the movie day without a Mexican well imagine a day without African black descendants the ppl who invented and ancestors designed every facet of american culture to only be denied our reparations. If we left these ppl wouldnt have comedians scholars sports entertainment doctors lawyers and police and bueaty plus fashion standards to live by they would go insane. Which they already are.each one teach one is not enough we have to invest in one another since our government won't since our oppressors won't since our ppl of color who rather compete against us rather then see us as equals of the same struggle against world wide oppression of ppl of color & african descent. Black ppl need our own government our own space program our own colleges and schools our own hospitals our own religion based on serving our ppl just like china Russia India south America Canada and the rest the greater world which is advanced more then our ppl are. We need a country and planet of our own. Africa is not enough we have been killed persecuted oppressed for to many generations and it needs to stop how much longer are we supposed to be seperated from our ppl. While Many of us have the luxury many of our brethren can't eat sleep in shacks dirt mounds homeless in jail & our ppl should not have to work hard no longer especially after slavery and the continuation of the African holocauses here in north America & world wide. Black on black crime exist because of the brothers sisters who are brainwashed and have yet to educate themselves or were denied education to better themselves their family and community. What will it take for African ppl to finally unite come together and let this American nightmare finally be laid to rest. Living in USA is a real hell. We dont deserve to be treated like scum of the earth when our ppl once ruled the earth we are the descendants of prominent ppl what happened to us were we dont care about the well being of all of us because of the divide conquer programs between us. Wakeup brothers & sisters time to let it all go. Not one moor African soul is worth the bloodshed for oil diamonds gold just so elite can eat good while millions of our ppl suffer. Twice as hard to work we dont have to anymore we can work the system we can help one another but why not migrate to our homeland and finally enjoy the life we need and help educate our ppl over their as well. We have to bridge that gap which is effecting our ppl and the world. The world will never be right until Africans recieve our reparations and memorials and our lost legacy back. Just my thoughts.<br />2 hours ago · Like · <br />Teresa Cousin DEFINITELY!!!!!!!<br />2 hours ago · Like · <br />Isabella Williams So many of us have the Crabs in a Barrel Syndrome...<br />I will always reach back and attempt to pull someone else forward, however, I am wise enough now to know when to let go...<br />2 hours ago · Like · 1 person · <br />Bernadette Threehundredsixtydegrees Guinn YES. twice...3x's...4x's...it's all good. in spite of what white people say, think or do, blacks should always strive to be their best selves.<br />about an hour ago · Like · <br />Danielle. Pruitt YES!!!<br />We do..<br />9 minutes ago · Like ·<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-243567756083162330?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-38316471648843603012010-08-14T22:34:00.000-07:002010-08-14T22:34:00.675-07:00Native American Indian Traditional Code of Ethics! <br /><br />Lakodia! (via Multiply) to you - 6 hrs ago More Details<br />Add to: To Do, Calendar<br /><br />Lakodia! has posted a new blog entry to Indian Lovers.<br /><br />Manage alerts settings<br /><br /><br /><br />Native American Indian Traditional Code of Ethics!<br />Aug 14, '10 4:12 PM<br />by Lakodia! for everyone<br /><br /> <br /> 1. Each morning upon rising, and each evening before sleeping, give thanks for the life within you and for all life, for the good things the Creator has given you and for the opportunity to grow a little more each day. Consider your thoughts and actions of the past day and seek for the courage and strengthto be a better person. Seek for the things that will benefit others (everyone).
<br /> 2. Respect. Respect means "To feel or show honor or esteem for someone or something; to consider the well being of, or to treat someone or somethin with deference or courtesy". Showing respect is a basic law of life.

a. Treat every person from the tiniest child to the oldest elder with respect at all times.

b. Special respect should be given to Elders, Parents, Teachers, and Community Leaders.

c. No person should be made to feel "put down" by you; avoid hurting other hearts as you would avoid a deadly poison.

d. Touch nothing that belongs to someone else (especially Sacred Objects) without permission, or an understanding between you. 

e. Respect the privacy of every person, never intrude on a person's quiet moment or personal space.

f. Never walk between people that are conversing. 

g. Never interrupt people who are conversing.

h. Speak in a soft voice, especially when you are in the presence of Elders, strangers or others to whom special respect is due.

i. Do not speak unless invited to do so at gatherings where Elders are present (except to ask what is expected of you, should you be in doubt). 

j. Never speak about others in a negative way, whether they are present or not. 

k. Treat the earth and all of her aspects as your mother. Show deep respect for the mineral world, the plant world, and the animal world. Do nothing to pollute our Mother, rise up with wisdom to defend her. 

l. Show deep respect for the beliefs and religion of others.

m. Listen with courtesy to what others say, even if you feel that what they are saying is worthless. Listen with your heart.

n. Respect the wisdom of the people in council. Once you give an idea to a council meeting it no longer belongs to you. It belongs to the people. Respect demands that you listen intently to the ideas of others in council and that you do not insist that your idea prevail. Indeed you should freely support the ideas of others if they are true and good, even if those ideas ideas are quite different from the ones you have contributed. The clash of ideas brings forth the Spark of Truth.
<br /> 3. Once a council has decided something in unity, respect demands that no one speak secretly against what has been decided. If the council has made an error, that error will become apparent to everyone in its own time.
<br /> 4. Be truthful at all times, and under all conditions.
<br /> 5. Always treat your guests with honor and consideration. Give of your best food, your best blankets, the best part of your house, and your best service to your guests.
<br /> 6. The hurt of one is the hurt of all, the honor of one is the honor of all.
<br /> 7. Receive strangers and outsiders with a loving heart and as members of the human family.
<br /> 8. All the races and tribes in the world are like the different colored flowers of one meadow. All are beautiful. As children of the Creator they must all be respected.
<br /> 9. To serve others, to be of some use to family, community, nation, and the world is one of the main purposes for which human beings have been created. Do not fill yourself with your own affairs and forget your most important talks. True happiness comes only to those who dedicate their lives to the service of others.
<br /> 10. Observe moderation and balance in all things.
<br /> 11. Know those things that lead to your well-being, and those things that lead to your destruction.
<br /> 12. Listen to and follow the guidance given to your heart. 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/>millions of universes millions of creators pyramids on all planets<br />hiding mysteries of the universe life on all planets<br />world war poverty crime disease money is a sin created<br />to distract us from the truth from old age to youth<br />feel the GOds when i enlighten the booth escape your reality<br />human conditions defined by lies tragedies not spirituality<br />have patients find a quiet place meditate get in touch<br />with your inner being what words do your GOds say<br />did the chicken come before the egg think about this<br />saying from beginning to end realize weye suffering never end<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />Black Clouds following me<br />could it be my ancestors<br />Protecting me from demons<br />Angels & incents spirits<br />Looking down on me reincarnated<br />into air elements keeping me safe<br />from the wickedness of the human race<br /><br />versa tres<br /><br />All your ppl that died reincarnated into angles some demons some for you<br />most against you GOd & Satan religion culture language tools of destruction<br />mass miss-information prayer is all you need from your heavenly<br />instructor good verses evil can you tell the difference eve bit the apple<br />ruining earth but similar stories found on other planets governments<br />using force to guard these secrets Aliens extra terrestrials creatures<br />some sent to kill humans some protect hidden knowledge in<br />the air we breath slow down let God reveal like revelations your spiritual<br />path if all minds assimilate<br />we all levitate to a new galaxy<br />beyond the blackness<br />shedding this sin change your thinking<br />world peace lets come together<br />imagine what we all missing.............<br /><br /><br />chorus<br /><br />Black Clouds following me<br />could it be my ancestors<br />Protecting me from demons<br />Angels & incents spirits<br />Looking down on me reincarnated<br />into air elements keeping me safe<br />from the wickedness of the human 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Do you believe having these Cameras can help reduce the crimes or could it give more reasons for law enforcers to racial profile?<br />12 hours ago · Comment · Like<br />9 people like this.<br />Michael Walters i dont see what watching people commit crimes is gonna help. They got soldiers in the middle east, but here in America, gangs themselves are terrorists, they need to do something about THAT. They need to be getting drugs outta those communities and rebuilding that society. Or maybe not they, maybe "we". If you want something done, you gotta take action. No one seems to really care though.<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 3 people · <br />Bennett Destinedforgreatness Yancey Hmmm I'm undecided on this one.<br />12 hours ago · Like · <br />Tricia Thorne and they can record the vicious police abusing and taking advantage of innocent civilians in their neighborhoods as well. <br />Ricochet is the natural order of things...so whatever their reason it will benefit us from them. I'm not doing anything to worry about cameras watching me....but there may be something I am overlooking so I am interested to hear the other opinions.<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · <br />La Tanya K Walton-Brown we have them in my city Buffalo, New York ...and yes they have helped alot. They help slove murders, by catching the murder on camera...if there is a drive by, the camera catch the whole thing as well as the plate numbers...I think that they do help deter crime or at less make a person that is about to do something think for a minute when they see the blue light flashing at every other street light !!<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 4 people · <br />Debbie Wallace LOL - Like the live video surveillance equipment/concept on (The Unkowns) and the back and forth Europe/LA..underground ... (MY WORLD) LOL Bingi - watch the clips in hulu.com..search: full episode The unknowns or the company Men! reminds me of my last 2 (two) - JOB<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />John Kenneth Danzy This is just more propoganda from system agents of the machine, b.k.a. Euro influenced American government trying to convince everyone that they have the "all seeing eye." They don't.<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · <br />Hellsent Watkins we already have cameras around my crib. NWO is here and we cant do nothing about it. we sit on our asses too long and let them brainwash us with all this gay as music. privacy doesn't exist anymore. food is poison. water is undrinkable. aint nothing to do now but get on your shit and try to save your own ass.<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 4 people · <br />Keshia Shantae after listening to rosa clemente discuss the difference btwn racial profiling and racial survalence, i now understand that survalence is a greater offense on personal Liberty than profiling because the later is a a more direct form of (terrorist) Occupation... i wonder if Survalence Prevents Crime? i rather my taxes be spent on Crime Deterrants and Community Upkeep<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · <br />Keshia Shantae correction: Survalence is a more direct form of Occupation,<br />12 hours ago · Like · <br />Taneisha Anderson Ha! Those cameras are all over Chi city and drugs still pass from hand to hand right under them; block dudes are still releasing heat, so what's the real purpose? To look at the footage while eating coffee and doughnuts and laughing as they watch us destroy ourselves?<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 4 people · <br />Hellsent Watkins i think they just wanna know where to sell their confiscated drugs at?<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 3 people · <br />Victoria L. McDonald I think that these surveillance Cameras are a great idea. If the areas in which these cameras are placed have a high crime rate and a possible solution to reduce crime is for the government to play 'Big Brother' than so be it. As for the racial aspect-if the criminals are black, white, hispanic, or asian, the crime is still being committed. It's not racist if the perpetrators of these crimes are black-is the white man making the black man kill, rob, and steal? No, he is doing it on his own volition. However, the gov't should ensure that they place cameras in ALL high crime areas regardless of whether the area is predominantly white, black, or whatever, crime is crime and it this is the only way that crime can be reduced than go for it. No one likes to be robbed, beaten, or abused, and as much as everyone claims to hate the cops, when someone hurts you who are the first people you call (outside of your family and clique) the cops. If the neighborhoods cant form a neighborhood watch program to help keep crime down and we allow cops to infiltrate our communities and run a muck then there are several issues to be address. (1) why cant we control and raise our own? (2) why have we allowed our communities to deteriorate? (3) why arent we taking an active role is combating crime and raising our children in a healthy environment? (4) why have we allowed outsiders to come into OUR communities enforcing their laws and mafia style 'policing'? (5) why are we complaining when we know damn well we arent going to do anything about it?-Lets be real, how many of us or our family members even vote on a local level? I dont mean to rant and rave, but this issue is not as much about race as we may think it is. To equate excessive violence with racism only shows that you think that certain races are more prone to violence than others. Race is not a determining factor in the rate of violence,-however the home and family environment from which a person stems from IS a determining factor in violence.<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · <br />Amanda Orlowski If the statistics show the neighborhood does indeed have high crime then why not? A lot of crimes go unsolved nowadays because there is no witnesses or evidence. For the sake of the victims wouldnt it be nice to know that there is a better chance of catching the people committing the crimes?<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Mike Gray I'M FULLY AGAINST IT! I'm not advocating crime but unless u can put cameras everywhere, the crimes just change location. How about we use that money to improve quality of life in these areas!!!<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 4 people · <br />Derrick Fair The cameras are not there to reduce or prevent crime.They are there to get people used to the Big Brother presence,so eventually they can have cameras everywhere,watching and intruding in every aspect of public and private life.They only place them in the ghettos first because they know they can use the crime issue as an excuse and no one will say or do anything about it.Soon you won't be able to go anywhere without being on camera.<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 4 people · <br />Roy Langford II In my area it has increased police response time and resulted in the quicker apprehension of the perps. The down side is that they took their business to areas where there are no cameras.<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Hellsent Watkins ‎@victoria. i see where u are coming from. you're saying that we're the reason for all this fuckery going on. i can agree with you that some of it is placed on us but u got to look a lil deeper. the reason our neighborhoods are fucked up is because we are not properly educated. niggas don't read. niggas wanna look good and party all time. we are not concerned with uplifting our communities because we like how they are. most niggas don't think anything is wrong with how they are living. somebody needs to educate the people without becoming a martyr. subconsciously we know that if we try to make a change somebody will assassinate us by bullets or the media.<br />12 hours ago · Like · <br />La Tanya K Walton-Brown Anyone that has ever lost a loveone to the senseless violence is thankful for a camera that caught there murders....When people dont snitch, cameras do....<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 4 people · <br />Victoria L. McDonald ‎@Hellsent <--is that really your name? How frightening-But anyway, I am not saying that we are the main reasons why we have so much crime in our community. I think that many of us, generations past, and in the present, have been whitewashed by many Eurocentric ideas and have been playing the position of a pawn since our first encounters with them. We have become apart of the problem that they created, and we are now perpetuating the problem. It's not fully our fault, but we are resposible for our actions and the actions (or inactions) of our children. I agree with you 100% with the ignorance level of our people. We'd much rather watch Tyler Perry and his gay subliminal messages than read a book about our ancestors great achievements pre-european encounter. Shame on us-we need to do better. Untill then, let the police handle us, let them kill and abuse us, because in reality, as shocking is it may sound, we are not doing any worse to our own people than they are. They kill us, we kill us, they give us drugs, we give us drugs, they open centers to abort us, and we utilize them regularly. They are just giving us the ammunition and we are playing russian roulette with our lives and communities.12 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · John Kenneth Danzy ‎@ Hellsent -> I don't understand what's so gay about music. I don't understand that part of your comment, or what it has to do with the topic. You do realize that homophobia -- like negrophobia -- is used by the system to keep us fighting while the establishment enacts said New World Order.<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · <br />Anna Carine Cherfils they have satelites that track practically almost everything..please they have not help with crime at all..besides all that tech are from the real criminals which they will never use 2 incriminate themselves...we dont need all this b.s..they never did any good for us 2 begin with and our situation continues to detriate..they just push more fear to give a reason to invade our privacy<br />12 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />John Kenneth Danzy ‎@ -> Keisha While I generally agree with your statement, there is one thing you should consider...crime is usually the result of poverty, something this country -- and the New World Order -- is trying to manufacture, not stop.<br />12 hours ago · Like · 1 person · <br />Hellsent Watkins not gay as in "gay" but gay as in stupid. just a figure of speech.<br />12 hours ago · Like · <br />John Kenneth Danzy ‎@ Derrick -> Exactly!<br />12 hours ago · Like · <br />La Tanya K Walton-Brown Hellsent ..... I do agree Nigga dont read, nigga dont care about the cameras either !!!!<br />11 hours ago · Like · <br />Hellsent Watkins we live in world where crime is gonna exist whether we have cameras or not. since the beginning of time we have been going thru the same things.wars,death,beating,assaults etc. we made it this far without having to intrude on people's privacy. now all of a sudden we need cameras in our communties...bs. @victoria<br />hellsent is an acronym and my stage name. it stands for. humble energy living life scientifically erasin negative thoughts-HELLSENT.<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Deidre Campbell I think that would deter the frequency of crimes yes, but I am weary of the surveillance methods of our government and law enforcement agencies. I feel there is enough intrusion into the privacy of the citizens of this country, therefore it is unlikely that I would approve such a venture.<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />John Kenneth Danzy ‎@ Victoria -> I think you're playing right into the hands of the system of the machine. If what you say is true, then government, and the police force that supports it, would be more community activated, and less aggressive and agitating towards the people they are supposed to be protecting and serving. I once had a cop say one of the most chilling things I ever heard. He said I could put a murder case on you, and there would be nothing you could do about it -- I'm a cop, they'll (courts et al.) would believe me! That is too much power in the hands of people who are incapable of handling said power. Not to mention the ability of people to manipulate cameras and video footage to appear however they want it to. With two seconds of footage on you, I could make it appear that you have committed a crime. A retired police officer in the city of Chicago was just convicted for perjury following several trials involving police torture. Do you really want to further empower these types? By buying into this "reducing crime" theory that's just what you're doing. If the death penalty doesn't reduce crime, do you really think a camera will? Reduce poverty; that'll reduce crime!<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · <br />Karen Williams Absolutely! However, the question is-Will it drive crime elsewhere? There is a reason people commit crime, and the cameras will equate to push and pull factors. The cameras will push them out (from under the cameras) and crime will be pulled to other areas!<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />John Kenneth Danzy Perhaps they should install cameras to monitor Wallstreet; cameras to monitor government -- like the George Bushes of the world; cameras to monitor the Bernie Maydoffs of the world -- oh, but those are "white collar crimes." Maybe they should install cameras to watch the government backed C.I.A., who's responsible for bringing the drugs into the country to begin with.<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · <br />La Shón Chicago has so many...it's irritating. There is this BRIGHT ASS BLUE LIGHT on that sucka that can drive you nuts at night time. I can't tell that it makes a difference.<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Kevin T Smith Sr I live in one of these cities and yes the cameras reduce crime in the high crime areas. What must be noted is that crime will always occur in neighborhoods until those said communities take a stand to not be afraid to report crime<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 3 people · <br />Yugunda Hatchell Cameras do not stop crime. They do not care to stop the crime. They are only useful after a crime.<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · <br />Yugunda Hatchell I just wish I was the one who manufactured the video surveillance cameras that would be distributed throughout the community. I'd be Rich Biatch.<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Hannah Lane-Biggs I think it would be a great idea!<br />11 hours ago · Like · <br />Pusha T Mills i agree with it, especially since nobody wants to snitch!<br />11 hours ago · Like · <br />Quintin Woodyard DEFF.a RACIAL thing... come to Baltimore and see first hand what it does to a city and its ppl! Catch is, they only work if the cameras actually work!!! Seems like they're up on every corner but they only work in some spots... they are a SORE SIGHT in the city of CHARM. If the ppl behind them sit on their tails and watch, nothing gets done. Just another way to watch wht used to be "your" every day actions...U DO THE MATH<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Barbara Wright In Chicago, drug dealers sell drugs standing right under the cameras. They coulx care less.<br />11 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Tricia Thorne now that i think of it....google maps can show you whats going on in your neighborhood....so we're already hooked up to this level of technology where I live....<br />10 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Al Young the camera idea is not new one theyve had camera in our street light 4 over a decade <br />we are not talkin about all the black people are criminals only a small percentage u want to slow down crime and drugs in yo hood get out and walk them take yo kids show the criminals that its more of you than them in a matter of a year your problem will be no more its 2010 u cant afford to be scared of yo people<br />10 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Karen Lipscomb If the cameras are going to be placed in all high crimeareas, then no, that is not recial profiling.b ut if it is shown that the only high crime areas are in blck and Latino areas, yes, that is racial profiling. We want to be safer on a daily basis.<br />8 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Donald Yarbrough As a Chicagoan trust me, THEY MAKE NO DIFFERENCE IN CRIME.<br />8 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Francine Jones Smith YES INSTALL~<br />4 hours ago · Unlike · 1 person · <br />Brian K. Coleman Sr. if it will slow it down , yes what they are doing now is not working, mabe I WILL ALSO CATCH THE POLICE DOING THEIR PART OF THE CRIME ALSO, BEATING, SELLING,ECT<br />4 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · <br />Gregory Snead The Man finally cuttin the snitchers out.<br />2 hours ago · Unlike · 2 people · <br />Uhuru Imane i like all responses i can say this cameras work sometimes to catch crime in the act sometimes it dont. their is crime on levels in the hood that happens in government that we will never see. i think to stop crime we dont need cameras to show crime we need cameras to show people uniting protesting and uniting taking a stand coast to coast globally to stop all the violence and seperations among the people in the form of cyber gang stalking gangs controlling communities drugs and the people who bring the guns drugs into our lives to destroy us. the system is corrupt and the only way to stop a corrupt system is to not feed into it or give it more power. what the NWO does is feed off of our ignorance. the more we let gangs and killers and copppers and the people who control them get away with poisoning us then they win. the money they make ona daily basis can never be made by one person or wont gang it takes all of them all the time. but if the people united and stopped it said no to it and fought back and are willing to lose life and limb then things would change we have to stop it from the hood the hollywood to governments of the world. just think black people were brought to america to serve the british and europeans in england by way of destroying africa for the world. so ask yourself black people in america us being us despite slavery is a crime so anything that happens here has been in design for years how are we supposed to stop that design from goverment a constitution amendaments laws military police navy fbi cia and shawdow govenrments right in our neighborhoods invading our lives. when marcus garvey wrote go back to africa to save your people he meant it for a reason he knew the more we stayed in america the more we are gonna be destroyed. our ignorace makes the elite billions a day to keep us down in the lives we live middle class lower class poor and poverty gang life jail life and so forth no college no mansions no positions of power in government or state or local poliitics. our people and this is not a race thing cuz you see this is happening in all races. but the problem is why cant people of color unite and say enough is enough lets not feed into the system. lets not buy lets no comply until the murders stop so we wont need to police our areas or have cameras or drugs or gangs or the government or NWO or any form of terrorism coming down on our heads. if we take away the need to commit violence and improve our living areas wit the money they take from us daily then crime would stop but if people dont have anything then i dont see crime stopping. long story short if your kids hungry and your bills do and you go no job or homeless or in a gang or in government when you go to work you dont think about the other person getting hurt you just think im doing my job cuz you need the money. but think about the other person you hurting. think about the family you taking a life away from. people in power abuse their power they know it and its time regular people change the status quo of their power effecting our lives they wouldnt want to be treated like animals or savages or slaves and have their lives destroyed like that so why do they keep it up cuz we let them we dont read we dont care we to tired we to lazy we dont have power yes we do we can say no we cant stop it it takes people to recognize all the issues on all levels to stop it. the only way for crime to stop is to stop it from the top. but most people dont understand. they want to live how they want without being told what to do. but think about those your hurting people who are doing the hurting and only considering it as a job. all i really can say is money is the root of all evil. money enslaves all people. if money never existed and people cared really the world would change. <br /><br />http://phatbeatzent.blogspot.com/<br /><br />read more interesting topics on this discussion on my blog.<br />16 minutes ago · Like ·<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-5619658324069703622?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-48744672178470243862010-07-30T20:28:00.000-07:002010-07-30T20:28:13.754-07:00<center><br /><a href="http://www.coast2coastmixtapes.com/mixtapes/mixtapedetail.aspx/coast-2-coast-instrumentals-20"><img src="http://www.coast2coastmixtapes.com/mixtapes/5247/Front.jpg" width="400px"></a><br/><br/><br />Coast 2 Coast Instrumentals 20 <br/><br/><br />Featuring: The Hottest Free Hip Hop 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tellers of our history and we do control the elite and the world simply by not complying with the sign on the line method of communicate with the institutions colleges jobs corporations. if we dont sign we dont become blind to material physical mental social economic spiritual hatred all over the planet. but the problem is we know they want to get off the planet after taking the resources and killing us with environment nature GMO biological and chemical warfare. but the problem is how do we get ourselves to wake up the rest of billions of people. how do we get them to realize we can help and heal each other as many ways as we cant without the profit motive of big institutions which want to kill us americans us colored people and billions over the world through all the facts explained on this information website and many others. we all should try to find time to meet. because us talking on the internet aint going to cut. we need to find better ways to communticate what if they shut down the internet then what are we going to do. what if they shut off the t.v. highways railroads and close down major business and stores. can we survive without cars trucks public transportation. can we survive without their tools which have impacted many of our lives even if we dont play their game but many do. we should not let others destroy themselves if we can help them cuz then they can help us if we wake the brain spirtiually dead up. if any of you would like to meet and form a union instead of internet protesting we should meet and discuss how were going to handle this reality for ourselves and for those who are not aware or awake. http://phatbeatzent.blogspot.com pthrilla.u@gmail.com lets all put our contact information down and i think isis the creator of this website should try to put some post up which start making meetings open for us to meet so we can get to know each other past this internet and in real life so we can combat the sin which has invaded our lives and our family and friends who are still deaf dumb blind and un aware to the truth of the plans of the NWO and global genocide. let them make portals to other worlds and galaxies let them travel into space let them build bombs and practice chemical warfare on themselves but if they do sometimes us good people get effected by their greed motive which is not cool. how about we stop them from making all those weapons and tell them to send those weapons into a portal and off our planet so we can live off the land and from nature among the animals and naturally so we wont have all these factories and forms of pollution chemical biological or otherwise polluting our land planet and bodies and spirits. we have to wake our people up and get enough of them to stop it all. we have to make our people aware that money cant save us all we the people the huemans the species living on this planet have to stop it all we have to stop those in power but not giving into their power until they stop their plans to kill us all. i know im tired of it i cant stand to see a good planet with beautiful people confused about who they are dont know they history lied to tricked into making the elite rich but billions of people poor confused and no clue of their history legacy lineage or family tree. if we wake enough people up we wont need governments we wont need schools we wont need hospitals we wont need prisons war or money or business we can provide for all we need among each other if we wake enough people up to learn how to heal ourselves with proper healthy food not GMO food with natural thinking not chemical biologoical drug induced suicidal homicidal greed motive thinking. to many of us are blind to the truth to many want money what good is it if the world is dying. to many want nice houses big cars what good is it if many of us are dying. to many people deep down inside dont know what genocide is apartheid and gentrification. to many of us dont know the science of our people the math of our people the religion of our people it is not in universities but in our spirit we have to awaken our chakras learn astrology of the stars and planets and what yoga tai chi and many martial art forms and music is not about making babies or sex but about finding our higher power the planets we are connected to in spirit from which our gods created us exist. we must not let the elite continue killing the planet and our people worldwide we are all one people one race of people the only reason we hurt steal kill one another is because we think we have to we dont. we think what we are taught is right its wrong unlearn all that bullshit in schools. why do you think many people of color are not allowed in universities but its easy to get a gun sale drugs become a prostitute and keep the underworld profitable so the elite can invade your life with that poison thinking poison life so you wont have the real knowledge or technology or monetary gain to change the world. it dont take alot of money to change the world it takes a small commited group of people. the military navy armies of the world are only to serve the elite but not the people. corporations serve those who own them to control the people. jobs business are not for people but to control people so we wont realize all that money coming our our checks are going to the elite and IMF and United nations so they can build space stations on other planets and other galaxies so they can then cause war to destroy this planet and escape to another planet after they have drugged jailed killed in war in disguise all over the planet under different disguises and shadow governments to kill many people so by the time people wake up they to mentally dead drugged down jailed dead or poor enough to care about finding the truth or figthing back. people cant fight back if they do not know the truth or have the weapons your mind and your words is more powerful than any bomb or gun use your brain. learn what it takes to run the world any human can be a boss a president a leader of the world. all it takes is enough people to follow your movement if its right. and many people in life and on the internet are looking for their next leader but fail to realize you are the leader yourself. you just need to realize alot of people are spirtually already on the right path to change 2012 is the year the planets will align and shift not only the consciousness of all thinking but change our galaxy our planet wont be aligned the same weather systems will change because the north pole south pole will be shifted from its normal point to a new point. meaning weather will change living will change continents will change and force people to live different. meaning the geological landscape of the world will change hot regions of the globe might become cold cold regions might become hot. many regions might fall into the water new regions might spark volocanoes and turn into new islands and new continents. they cant hide the truth anymore.back in the day if you were government or not if you exposed their plans some shadow agency would kill your and your network but now the whole internet is exposing the truth through song video and t.v. shows so that is why they want to kill the planet. if the people of the world love this planet they would not let this NWO and genocide take place on all planets and all continents or even in new galaxies. since the elite know they cant play the same games they were playing and they money wont last them forever if people stop buying their products economies will collapse and planet monetary system will collapse leaving no money for war prison jail college job or business which means those of us who are aware across the planet will rejoice knowing we stop the war profit machine across the globe killing all us small innocent people who know the way of the gods and of the ancients and know our history and want to give our people the knowledge to change the world through spirit and naturality and not money greed lust sin murder crime poverty sick minded thinking war and war games. the change is among us now this is the century to change it all. i say dont play dont buy dont comply dont sign dont buy into or play the game dry the system out. dont give them money dont pay taxes dont work dont drive dont use public transportation dont give any money to corporations or to people who control our nations but kill us our family and friends. if enough of us dont feed into the system the elite wont keep doing what they doing and eventually will unite with the people of the world and shut all that poison down. we face so many threats and we still have so far to go. we the people need to learn to grow our own food raise our kids live among each other without the system and the poison it brings to us. we need to learn to live among each other and love each no matter what and spread love all over the globe to wake the masses of people up.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-5999205063923247797?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-42449986328625154102010-07-27T16:59:00.000-07:002010-07-27T16:59:15.695-07:00Let your eyes hear <br />What your ears can't see <br />Let your ears see <br />What your eyes can't hear <br />Let your brain feel <br />What your heart can't think <br />Let your heart think <br />What your brain can't feel <br /> <br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /> <br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-4244998632862515410?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-54823406681028146892010-07-27T16:57:00.001-07:002010-07-27T16:57:34.976-07:00The us government love killing <br />Black men <br />Look at what they did to us <br /> <br />The us government is the <br />American terrorist <br /> <br />All over the world <br />Same story <br />Over & over <br /> <br />If you know like I know <br />Governments are the terrorists <br /> <br />They sponsor criminals <br />To hurt whoever speak up <br />Against them mostly innocent <br />Individuals <br /> <br />If you know like I know <br />The world governments are <br />The terrorists <br /> <br />Their is no love <br />With justice & peace <br /> <br />To many wars <br />We fightng for their greed <br /> <br />We die so they become rich <br />What kind of life is this <br /> <br />If you know like I know <br />Governments are the terrorists <br /> <br />They enslave us with $ <br />Control us anyway they can <br /> <br />Let the criminals roam free <br />Why we stuck with the missery <br /> <br />Take away our rights <br />Then tell us we have no life <br /> <br />If you know like I know <br />The governments are the terrorists <br /> <br />They build all the lands <br />On the deaths of millions <br /> <br />Over & over <br />Century after century <br />Same old story <br /> <br />If you know like I know <br />Governments are the terrorists <br /> <br />They let the bad guys get away <br />Good ppl suffer thru another day <br /> <br />If you know like I know <br />The governments are the terrorists <br /> <br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /> <br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-5482340668102814689?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-85223987253753616532010-07-24T03:54:00.000-07:002010-07-24T03:54:25.471-07:00QUESTZEN, QUESTION, ?ZEN<br /><br />VERSE UNO<br /><br />NEVER MEANT TO CAUSE TROUBLE & HURT IF I DID<br />NEVER MEANT TO CAUSE CONFUSION & TURMOIL IF I CAUSED IT<br />NEVER MEANT TO IGNORE YOU IF IT SEEMED I DID<br />I WAS TO BIZZY DEALING WITH MY OWN COMPLEXITIES<br />NEVER BITE YOUR TONGUE SAY WHAT YOU MEAN<br />EXPRESS THE EMOTIONS IN YOUR HEART<br />HATE TO SEE SO MUCH PAIN & MISERY<br />HATE TO SEE SO MUCH MYSTERY IN FRONT OF ME<br />WISH I KNEW THE SECRETS HURTING ALL HUMANITY<br />SEEMS LIKE LIFE IS A GAME NOT TO BE PLAYED<br />HOW COULD OUR CREATOR CREATE US IN ITS IMAGE<br />THEN CAUSE US TO HATE OUR OWN EXISTENCE<br />OR OTHERS IF OUT BELIEFS AINT SIAMESE<br />THE STATE OF HUMANITY SADDENS ME<br />CENTURY AFTER CENTURY HOW COULD YALL BE MADD AT EACH<br />LIVING IN PERFECTION(ZEN) ALL AROUND EACH<br />NATURE ANIMAL SIGNS ALL AROUND<br />WHAT CAUSED THE FALL OF HUMAN KIND<br />STOP THINK FOR A SECOND<br />WHO TAUGHT YOU HOW TO THINK<br />WHAT DONT ALL OUR BELIEFS COINCIDE<br />WITH BETTERING ALL HUMANITY<br />WHAT CANT WE LIVE IN A WORLD OF PEACE<br /><br />CHORUS<br /><br />QUESTION WHY DO HUMANS EXIST<br />WHY DO I MAKE SONGS WITH SPIRITUAL CONTENT<br />WHY DOES THE WORLD HAVE GREED & SIN<br />FROM BEGINING TIL END<br />WHY DO WE BELIEVE IN THOUGHTS GIVEN<br />FROM ANOTHER BELIEF & NOT OUR HIGHER POWER<br />WHICH CREATED YOU & ME<br /><br />VERSE DOS<br /><br />WHY YOU DONT SEE ME AS YOUR EQUAL(=ALL)<br />I LOVE YOU EVEN IF YOU WANNA HURT ME<br />WISH I COULD TRANSLATE MY MESSAGES<br />TO ALL LANGUAGES TO FIND THE BIND<br />BETWEEN HUMANKIND RUNING MANY GOOD LIVES<br />DONT LOOK AT ME AS ARTIST<br />LOOK AT ME AS A SPIRIT<br />ACCEPT THESE WORDS FROM OUR SUPREME BEING<br />OUR CREATOR NOT P TRILLA<br />IS EVERYTHING ALL WHAT IT SEEM<br />ARE WE LIVING IN SPACE<br />OR A NIGHTMARE IN OUR CREATOR DREAM<br />IF MONEY & GREED DIDNT EXIST<br />WOULD YOU LISTEN TO SONGS LIKE THIS<br />WOULD THE POOR BE POOR THE RICH RICH<br />FROM SKIN COLOR OR REASONS THE RICH WONT INTERPRET<br />WHY DIDNT GOD MAKE ALL HIS CHILDREN THINK THE<br />SAME ARE WE FROM DIFFERENT GODS PLANETS GALAXIES<br />WHERE DID KNOWLEDGE COME FROM LANGUAGE HERITAGE OF ALL PEOPLE<br />IF WERE NOT ALONE IN THE UNIVERSE<br />THEN HOW COME WE DONT KNOW<br />OUR REAL STORY AS ONE RACE OF PEOPLE DESPITE WORLD HISTORY<br />OUR STORY AINT KNOWN ALL OVER THE GLOBE<br />THE EARTH IS ALL OUR HOME<br />SO WHY MUST DIVISION SEPERATION EXIST<br />WHY DO I MAKE SONGS WITH SPIRITUAL CONTENT<br />QUESTION YOUR EXISTANCE<br /><br />CHORUS<br /><br />QUESTION WHY DO HUMANS EXIST<br />WHY DO I MAKE SONGS WITH SPIRITUAL CONTENT<br />WHY DOES THE WORLD HAVE GREED & SIN<br />FROM BEGINING TIL END<br />WHY DO WE BELIEVE IN THOUGHTS GIVEN<br />FROM ANOTHER BELIEF & NOT OUR HIGHER POWER<br />WHICH CREATED YOU & ME<br /><br />QUESTZEN, QUESTION, ?ZEN<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-8522398725375361653?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>PTRILLAhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09412387454981559629noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3348334007025252553.post-16496934955454360832010-05-22T04:36:00.000-07:002010-07-24T02:56:52.614-07:00Im Just TRyn Figure Out where I went wrong<br />All Along I never found a friend<br />like words in this song<br />I dont want the world<br />I just want a place to call my own<br />Where i can be all alone<br />When the media & money cant love me long<br />When i cant be all you expected<br />Perfect friend brother husband lover or son<br />Only if you knew how i felt inside<br />Every time i look at you like the crack of dawn<br />You brighten my day when Im in so much pain<br />The quest for perfection blinded my direction<br />On a spiritual journey to heaven<br />I found god in you<br />Your love was my truth<br />Your love helped me forget the troubles of my life<br />Your love helped me see gods love peeking thru the sky<br /><br /><br />I wasnt in love with the dope game<br />cuz i dont need them alphabet boys after me<br />I was in love with the spirit inside your thick frame<br />Im not a rapper Im a spirit floating over a beat<br />like a picture capturing time<br />Float with me speak a quote with me<br />See what i see<br />Me and you opposites of the same energy<br />Brought onto earth at different times <br />Astrology<br />What's your sign? My feminine side of gemini wants my <br />Mind to change the fate of human kind<br />While my male side says live sinful(hurting others)<br /><br />Until the end of time<br />Until the end of time<br />Until the end of time<br />Until the end of time<br />Until we meet again my everything and anything <br />My Creator<br /><br />Your love helped me fight the demons inside corrupting my mind<br />I dont need a crowd<br />I dont need a studio<br />I needed you well i needed them to<br />I need a pen and a eyepad like a mac<br />Did you get that? well bring it back<br />I need a plush pad overlooking the sea<br />So my mind can escape into space thinking writing reciting<br />About the good times I wish we had<br />New ventures we should explore like deepness of space<br />Or the ocean floor<br />There you will find me in places unknown<br />Wondering how far youll go to find my love<br />You the star in my life<br />Im the star in they life<br />Will you ever make it right?<br /><br /><br /><br />I gravitate towards many energies<br />Sorry if i shared my energy with other species<br />I was only pro creating more species of me<br />I never meant to break your heart<br />Ill always be right next to yours<br />Like a dope beat<br />Im your art<br />LIfe is art art is life lemme paint a picture<br />Two energies ascending to one<br />Earth and the sun heavenly father and his son<br />Air to my breath Fire to my passion<br />Lemme hold you til our energies materialize<br />Pass the physical eternally shed to the spiritual<br />Pass the physical realm revealing our heavens<br /><br />Until the end of time<br />Until the end of time<br />Until the end of time<br />Until the end of time<br />Until we meet again my everything and anything <br />My Creator<a href="http://soundclick.com/share?songid=7560743"></a><br /><br />to listen to the new album click the sound click link or go to my audiolife store and click on albums you can download buy and listen to the album.<br /><br />peace.<br /><br /><br /><br />Living to die <br />Ain't life a trip <br />When you rich <br />Everybody wanna be yo friend <br />when you on top <br />Everybody around <br />But when you down <br />Ain't a soul around to be found <br />Ain't life a trip <br />Thats y I can't trust none of yall <br />Worth shit <br />When ya doing good <br />They want a piece of your FAME <br />But if ya ask me <br />I just came to party <br />Why everybody wanna pick on me <br />forget the games <br />Bullshit and drama <br />Why don't yall save all that <br />Nonsense for yall mommas <br />Today is my day <br />The knight just right <br />for me to take flight <br />Do a show <br />Get paid right <br />Ain't life a trip <br />We all the same <br />But some of yall just wanna ruin <br />My name <br />Wanna call da Feds <br />Make things up <br />Have them kick in my door <br />Try to get me <br />For the things I worked hard for <br />I can't do business <br />No not like that <br />Either pay like you weigh <br />Or you won't catch me <br />Performing <br />Or opening my studio doors <br />This life ain't free <br />I'm not being greedy <br />I'm a business man <br />Show me what you got <br />Cash only no checks <br />No credit cards <br />This ain't hard <br />Just do as I say <br />You get what you want <br />When I get what I need <br />Cash mary jane <br />Hand it over <br />Then we can discuss <br />Signing contracts <br />And making deals <br />I got bills to pay <br />So do you <br />Let's be honest <br />I'm here to have fun <br />Just like you <br />But why sum yall wanna <br />Fuck me over <br />I can't understand <br />What goes thru <br />Sum of yall mind <br />you want the shine <br />But don't wanna put in work <br />You want the high life <br />But don't wanna hustle for it <br />Just wanna take <br />What the next man worked for <br />Ain't life a trip <br />Why do I even try <br />Enough tuff <br />Talking <br />Let's party <br />Seeing how we was once cool <br />Now u wanna be my enemy <br />Got me feeling like <br />I'm living to die <br />This can't be the life for me <br />This can't be my destiny <br />To have my dreams <br />Turn into misery and tragedy <br />to have those I once <br />Looked up to try to play me <br />On some sucka shit <br />Fuck a trick <br />Get me robbed shot <br />Set up hold on let up <br />Reasons only sum know <br />yall would rather hate <br />Then come together <br />And help us all eat <br />Sum of yall blind <br />To the facts <br />We brother from different mothers <br />I can't stand to see <br />Black males killing each other <br />no matter the truces <br />And peace treaties <br />We all ain't living how we wanna <br />So you gonna have problems <br />Somebody always <br />Getting the short end of the stick <br />Why the shadiest <br />Wanna control <br />A situation they didn't invent <br />Whats a corporation <br />Without shareholders <br />A drug cartel without street dealers <br />Prostition ring without hoes <br />Drugs with no high <br />Guns no bullets <br />Hoods no niggas <br />Schools no learning <br />Jails no prisoners <br />Wars no soliders <br />World no humans <br />Thoughts without reason <br />Speaking without hearing <br />The truth shall set you free <br />But many never learned <br />Cuz they to bizzy copying <br />What they see <br />Or tryn be something they shouldnt be <br />I'm living to die <br />If my words can't change <br />My or your reality <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com<br /><br /><br />Loser <br /><br /><br />Will I find your love? <br /><br /><br />I don't sleep I meditate levitate <br />Gravitate assimilate <br />I travel through all life forms <br />in one thought in one blink <br />I see and know all the intentions <br />Of humanity and all life forms <br />I'm the energy beyond gravity <br />Beyond the universe <br />Beyond physical matter <br />I'm the thought inside your mind <br />the reason behind your spiritual drive <br />most times I feel empty like <br />A glass with no water <br />I don't feel like writing <br />I don't feel like rapping <br />I don't feel like arguing <br />I don't feel like hustling <br />Even though we struggling <br />I don't feel like fucking <br />Even though your body is fine and I can't ignore it <br />your my addiction like leslie <br />To cure myself now you gone get less of me <br />I don't feel like feeling <br />I don't feel like hearing your hate for me <br />I don't feel like you have enough love <br />For me <br />I don't feel like you understand me <br />We used to be friends <br />We used to be lovers <br />We used to tell our intimate secrets <br />To each other <br />But sonewhere along the lines <br />Greed took over you started <br />Looking at my money instead of being <br />My women <br />You turned against over the power of <br />Pussy <br />You tried to use me abuse me then lose me <br />How could you let this happen <br />We was supposed to be one <br />Solid force to reckon with <br />Forever making our lives better for <br />Our future seeds <br />lines got blurred <br />your friends got in your head <br />You took from me then <br />Talked bad about me <br />I would never of done you like you done <br />Me <br />After all this time love turned you into my enemy <br />We had kids marriage everything <br />Together but now you wanna be my <br />Enemy <br />Where did it all go wrong? <br />had plans for us living it up <br />Give me back everything I bought you <br />Since you ain't got no more love for me <br />Worship the devil your love is <br />Blasphemy over the cash and Hollywood status you wanted them killers to <br />Shoot at me and my pplz <br />Guess you was a lie love shouldnt make u cry see ur ppl die no longer will I try <br />To make something work that was never meant to be right <br />Matter of fact why you in my life <br />Why am I in your life <br />Is it money or bullshit girl quit <br />Im over you and over it <br />This non sense stop it <br />Gave you the world and my love <br />But what I gave wasn't good enough <br />how could you spend half your life <br />With me then turn around act shady <br />guess its all about the money <br />The fake orgasms fake family gatherings fake dates fake joint banks accounts and big house up state <br />you could of had it all then you sold <br />Your soul where did it go wrong <br />I would of never done you like u done me <br />I'm just tryn grip my mind around <br />The kind of thoughts you think <br />If you never wanted me then why'd <br />You spend half most your life with me <br />Crazy insane ain't the word <br />5150 my words your medicine <br />Let this song be your full metal jacket <br />Check into my psychiatric love ward <br />get a dose of this poetical romantical <br />Relatistic simplistic potion <br />Talk to me relax take your mind off all the negativity if it was up to me <br />We would both be living in our own <br />World in peace no problems <br />Anywhere you could think <br />Exotic vacations to all nations <br />But sonewhere your mind switched <br />You looked at the money I made <br />Instead of the life we shared I cared <br />But you lose hope lost focus <br />lost love then you lost me <br />making deals with my frenemies <br />or maybe you was never meant to be <br />all the pain you caused me <br />Was not love more like misery <br />Love is blind cuz I could not see <br />Why you were with me <br />you wanted what I had and not me <br />Now I'm awake wondering all night will I find another you in my next relationship tired of the bullshit <br /><br />This song is about a child having issues with god but it can be translated into any kind of relationship. Like if your going through hard time with a family member your spouse or friend or business associate. This song is about overcoming tragedy and pursuing victory no matter the situation. <br /><br />Will I find your love? <br /><br />Lessons in life P Trilla <br /><br />Twitter.com/ptrilla <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Eyes on fire <br /><br />I'm in the studio <br />All night <br />Getting my vocals right <br />Can you hear me right <br />Trying get my money right <br />Flow tighter than virgins <br />Make these rap newborns <br />Come out to my show <br />Take a look <br />Grinding ever since <br />They made money <br />Made some but I ain't make <br />Enough even if I had the world <br />It ain't enough <br />Told them I was coming <br />Hundred miles and running <br />I just came to have fun <br />buy out the bar <br />I'd rather buy the club <br />So my ballaz ball out <br />Meet bad women then spase out <br />Take the tax money <br />Then open a non profit <br />Organization <br />Cuz even though I love the fast life <br />Fast money fast women <br />I can't forget about <br />The homeless poor dead soliders in wars <br />Protecting the way we living <br /><br /><br /><br />Always give back salute that <br />Cuz if you traded places <br />You'd hope those who rich <br />Would give back to you <br />I seen it all so young so quick <br />Like dj made me wanna <br />Make a difference in the lives <br />Of humanity <br />They say talk is cheap <br />But not when you got no one <br />To talk to <br />no food to eat <br />No friends to share your art with <br />No bottles in the club <br />No five star suites <br />With five star freaks <br />To run through <br />If you was me and I was you <br />How would I live <br />If you had billions <br />Tied to killings <br />Ruining the earth <br />Would you live on earth carefree <br />Knowing you can't be touched <br />Or fall to your knees and pray <br />Knowing we all gone be judged on <br />Judgement day <br /><br /><br /><br />Everybody wanna live it up <br />But everybody ain't living it up <br />Be real with yourself <br />The price of fame ain't worth <br />Selling your soul <br />Worth situations unknown <br />Where you can never be safe <br />Never make it home <br />Never know the power of your soul <br />Relax and pray then you will know <br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />The Verdict <br /><br />Hook & Intro <br /><br />convicted felon cleared of all charges now a free man turned his life as a drug lord around to change the image of those who looked up to him <br />Word the verdict <br /><br />You like hard beats <br />Dope rhymes <br />Bad freaks <br />Brains & bueaty <br />Rolling the streets <br />Smoking trees <br />Clocking gees <br />sophisticato logicato <br />make deals with state <br />Pushing major weight <br />Never have to get your hands dirty <br />Grave shift to early morning <br />In the studio rappn <br />Bout pushing them birdies <br />Living what u speaking <br />Internet tweeting meetings <br />Parties and greetings <br />Farewell to those no longer <br />With us <br />I'll light a spliff up for you <br />Lord knows I got love for you <br />No matter what they say <br />no matter what we go thru <br />I'm always be there for you <br />Ogz told me get my weight up <br />Had to live shady <br />Boss sending employees <br />When problems arise <br />Element of surprise <br />No disguise <br />Fix the situation <br /><br />Hook <br /><br />What glitters ain't gold <br />For you to be supplied <br />I gotta do the dirt <br />Test it out to see if the work <br />Is worth what you order <br />Global chaos local wars <br />shut down shop <br />When the heat become to much <br />Open up again <br />Change ya name <br />Change ya lane <br />Stay low key <br />Even though everybody know trilla p <br />Got popped by the Feds <br />They said look we know what you've <br />Done and were on to your network <br />Beijing canada Africa brazil china Mexico Italy Switzerland Cali 2 new York <br />Murder prostituion drug trafficking <br />We know how much your worth <br />Either cut us a deal out of your billions <br />Or face years with no trial <br />No lawyer no getting out <br />You shead a tear <br />Like look what greed done <br />Got the governemt wanting <br />A piece of my action <br />Fuck it sealed my fate <br />Signed on the line <br />they set me free <br />Cleared me of my charges <br /><br />Hook <br /><br />Local papers and news <br />Covered up the real issue <br />Said I was caught up on smoking <br />Weed and traffic tickets <br />But deep down all the killings <br />All the drug dealing <br />Affiliated worldwide <br />They know who did it <br />They set me free <br />Now I gotta change my life <br />For the little children <br />Looking up to me <br />Change the stereotypes <br />Of images in music and tv <br />The verdict I'm free <br />The verdict <br /><br />twitter.com/ptrilla <br />Showcaseyourmusic.com/DJTRILLENET <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com<br /><br /><br />At my best <br /><br />I make music for the love of it <br />Even if I ain't riding on dubs n shit <br />Traveling the world living it up n shit <br />Big houses in the hill fuck this shit <br />I kept it real no sugar coating <br />life is easy we make it complicated <br />I don't understand why many hate it <br />When I make it thoughts they be glad <br />For me but they still bitchin MADD at me tryn get me for my royalties <br />And properties gotta laugh sometimes <br />Cuz all the good come with 2 Many <br />Problems fuck solve n em kill em <br />beef squashed but they wanna beef <br />Ok fuck it I'll eat any plate you throw <br />At me if you ain't in it you don't like it <br />especially if it my ppl dying no Lyin <br />They fruad since the 80z when I was a baby they never change they won't let me live can't you see ima star used to ball in the league now I ball on the beats <br />suffered from depression and sexual addiction talked to my shrink she said try music and painting ever since then I found therpahy to my insanity <br /><br /><br />My reality cowards surrounding me trying down me healed myself with art <br />played my part but it never ends it always start I got a love for this art while many wanna make it illegal for me to smoke these herbs spoke these words coach these lyrical nerds square business did a Lil jail time suckuz shot at me shot right back even when I'm at my weakest point thinking my world bout to cave in my strength the world depended on damn I'm strong chilling at home stringing my guitar writing new songs we all born alone then we die alone funny how we live together right or wrong get along rich or poor I make songs for those struggling to find themselves in life many are lied to many will abuse you many will try you many will inspire you but theirs no friend like god getting me through my hardest times I flow sublime sitting in my linking in a park on a green day shearing tears with guns placing roses on dead homies nine inch nails eating a burrito with red hot chilli peppers like welcome to krazyfornia I warned you <br /><br /><br />recovering from surgery not feeling well but still I make videos songs write books even though the patriot act making hard for me to reach most my fans in the prisons and foreign lands America under attack the world at war drug lords terrorists gun runners such a bueatiful land they ruining it <br />wild wild west ain't no movie I paint pictures with words they kidnapping they own kind for ransome so I careless to be hansome unless a big check and big duffel bag you hand me some 50 mill was the deal but seeing what ppl go thru for money make me hate my career but I gotta survive cuz they don't play neither do I outnumbered or not iwill not stop this the realest shit I ever wrote like tupac billions of ppl dying over ignorance I hope I can ease the pain with the right scales on my violin <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Chasing dreams <br /><br />Lyrics off new song jailiseecontenwho$e <br /><br />Remix chasing dreams <br /><br />I ain't running from yall muthfuckuz <br />No mo <br />Let me get my money up <br />My guns up <br />Ima take yall to war <br /><br />Ain't it ironic I helped all yall career then when I turn around for help <br />They disappear. <br />never had a silver spoon worked my way from the ground up <br />They wanna turn me against my family make things harder for people like me <br />Feds wanna tear my family apart <br />ruin my finances so I can't perfect my <br />Art drug trade kills mo of my ppl than cancer n aids fuck the new world order no war but they keep pushing for more war doing how they doing ppl like me these days tired of genocide <br /><br />I ain't running from yall muthafukuz <br />No mo <br />Let me get my guns up <br />My money up <br />Ima take yall to war <br /><br />I ain't come here to be no investigator <br />I came here to make my paper <br />But sum of yall wanna make my life <br />Hard <br />You dont wanna be a rap star <br />Alot of snakes alot of jakes to many <br />Fakes whhoooaaa! <br />same ol story when you gettin that $ <br />Let me get my money up <br />My guns up <br />Then we a see if they talk tuff <br />I exposed my hataz plan <br />They want me die in the streets <br />Prison on a foreign land <br />Over shit I never made a dime from <br />Like is stupid written on my forehead <br />throwing that drug money at me <br />then try and clap me like a choir get ten or more going for yours fuck it <br />I settled the score but they want war after I spoke my truce <br /><br />I ain't running from yall muthafukuz <br />No mo <br />Let me get my money up <br />My guns up <br />Ima take yall to war <br /><br />I Aint scared to die <br />I just hate all the hate in my life <br />And the world make me wish I could end <br />The world <br />People know but dont care <br />Why stop n stare <br />Things I can't speak about <br />Ruin Many lives <br />not just mine what got me surprised <br />is the world rather dwell on evil <br />Them fix all the problems <br />Of all people I ain't Jesus not a savoir <br />I just hate the system of the world <br />Full of evil designs to kill humankind <br />Take yo time lisen open yo mind <br />Why do sum get to live it up <br />While the majority suffer hard times <br />There is enough money in the world end world poverty and better all lives but those on top who wanna <br />See you doing bad homless jailed n broke <br />Lisen to these lines <br /><br />I ain't running from yall muthafukuz <br />No mo <br />Let me get my money up <br />My guns up <br />Ima take yall to war <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Inner strength <br /><br />Asthma got me breathing tight <br />Can't even hear my vocals right <br />My flow tighter than virgin puss <br />Make newborns come out take a look <br />True bueaty manifested in words <br />Blossoms in spirit my thoughts <br />Impregnate the world with my words <br />Causing mass procreation of nu worlds <br />Got more haters than a Haitian <br />Blow black magic on these whack <br />Rappers make they skills better <br />Voodoo doll em to fame n fortune <br />Then at the height they career off em <br />got mo punchlines than a prison riot <br />Even if rap hip hop die it always be <br />In my heart like bullets of rappers <br />That loved a deadly art like Kung fu <br />kick acrabatic flows jump da hurdle <br />like ninjas do creeping on top of roofs <br />Slaughtering feeble minded verbally <br />Blinded emcees gimme ya mind <br />Parrdon me like Moses get out my way <br />moving seas creating my own lane <br /><br />Dont copy me wetting these back biters <br />love it buy it dont knock it til you try it <br />I'm a hard critic I love music but I hate the business amatuers couldn't ovastand <br />falling in love with a craft meant to heal many die over where is da middle? <br />I'll stay right there so when both sides <br />Fail I'll emerge a king a god a diamond <br />In da rough a organism unfound to science kicking universal knowledge not found in college you can study but its best to listen to me drop teachings <br />Like bc before Christ there will be none <br />After me lemme put a line on ya mind <br />Like a tatto imprinted genius like a fetus <br />get you higher than gods penis I'm ill with words like a morgue killed the game wit no gun autopsy p trilla forever <br />The champion outta 5000 like ufo's <br />another sick track I murdered with average words average minds can't <br />Conquer comprende mi casa su casa <br />Nun left flow hotta least they swimmn in lava <br /><br />surfn on da sun now this officially a hot 16 most these rappers sweet like 16 I'm having fun wit this <br />While most dyin over this now you know why I lost my love for it I'm done with it chill <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Eye of the storm <br /><br /><br />soon as I get up <br />everybody wanna pull me down <br />I try make positive songs <br />To inspire the ppl <br />But my life filled with so much <br />Wrong problems I can't fix <br />Look I aint tryn argue wit yall <br />Fight or shoot keep ya loot <br />It never made my life better anyway <br />Ppl killing over turf & work <br />seen it so much all I keep saying <br />When will it change <br />My momma let these fake ass niggas <br />Cum around invade my space <br />Actn disrespectful tryn make me <br />Case a catch so that bitch ass nigga <br />Can sue me over an ass woopen <br />If we suopposed be family <br />Then why we fighting <br />Conspiracy if ya ask me <br />On to the next one I'm off dat <br />Shawty don't let deez fake ass niggas <br />In ya life I'd kill for you but shouldn't <br />Let the problem continue on <br />In the first place got me trapped <br />In the next place they get the goods <br />I get the headache heartache new <br />Court date this aint living <br />This more like prison <br />I know you hear me <br />I made all the money <br />Now you gone let these hatin niggas <br />Take it from me <br />what kind of man ruin homes <br />Fight women hate children <br />Abuse drugs not me that aint me <br />But we all got secrets dirt we done <br /><br /><br />Gotta hold down my estate <br />They made me ward of the state <br />Another black make tryn escape a <br />Negative life filled with hate <br />Like fifty <br />Sum of these niggas Neva learn <br />Even though dey felt how dem <br />Shells burn over and over turn <br />After turn da pain burn like a bad perm <br />I'm stuck in a dilema <br />Kill them niggas face years <br />Or walk away find a better way <br />If you was me what would you do <br />If all ur ppl depending on you <br />Do the crime <br />Do the time <br />Or walk away <br />Leave it all behind <br />Ogs doing life tell me <br />it aint worth it <br />They faced the same predicament <br />Only if they would thought twice <br />They'd be a better man <br />Making better plans in new <br />Lands but da judge don't understand <br /><br /><br /><br />Kill or be killed when you making <br />Millions sometimes it aint even about the money niggas just want ruin <br />A trill player life shootouts knife fights <br />Jealous cuz I live a better life <br />Wanna ruin what I worked for <br />Start beefs then try push me in it <br />Tired of it all cuz da system made my <br />Life hell imagine the strength of me <br />Could you handle all that if you was me <br />Many say they can but I still don't <br />Believe til I see it <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Full metal jacket <br /><br /><br />I put my music online for downloads and music sales if I dont sale I still made my music for my obama and michelles sitting in prison cells innocent or guilty look how they doing us downloading deleting and ruining us and you wonder why I be in my own zone like an ozone they tryn ruin my air time so I'm smoking them old zones mixed with newports and marlboros I make music from what I come from pimps hustlas killaz drug dealers and hoes a life to young to fast to this shit at the age of 8 I was exposed dont wanna talk about my past cuz cases I hate catching those but if you listen real close you can hear my lifes story in all of my songs did it all before I was a teen stealing cars robbing stores fucking whores smoking raw selling drugs allwhille taking school serious I knew a diploma and a degree ain't mean shit cuz drugs and guns ruled the world <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />if I ain't make it in basketball wasn't it rapping and thugnn was my shit <br />the streets made me well I made myself with the game I learned from the streets I wasn't gonna let poverties grip get me had big dreams of living it up <br />While iced up thousands in my pocket made me cry seeing my ppl on the corner stuck homeless so I tipped they coffee cup donated to and started my own non profit organizations I'm not perfect I'm not Jesus <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />To many black women seperating from the black man for the white mans Money destroying black unity colonialism ever since we touched this Indian native land til this day our family structure still being ruined genocide homicide more suicide when will Africans worldwide open they eyes <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Moment of truth <br /><br />I have been brainwashed bamboozled drugged and tricked by my government family and friends which is not hard to see. Authority and my peers and elders has had a grudge with me ever since I was born. I have never had a fair trial for any of my cases and no one has ever told me the truth . I have been lied to constantly and used for sex money and the worlds amusement. I have Been exortorted for millions of dollars and never given the chance to defend myself either by firearm or legal counsel. I have been threatened and almost murdered by authority,spies, gangs, terrorists, and my own family. I do not feel safe as an American and I have always lived in a house full of hate, pain, fear, and uncertainty without proper funds to live good clothe myself and afford health insurance or a good education. I have always been served bad food which led to my food poisoning and burst apendix and kidneys causing my bad health which I think I was poisoned on purpose. <br /><br />These words are my moments of truth <br /><br />I have neverhad the chance to go to college or live the American dream. I have put faith in people who have always lets me down and leads me on to a means with no ends or goal of what to look forward to next. While most of my peers got to live the good life the law was bizze pinning me to crimes I never committed and framing me all my life for things I had no clue of along with the spies and whoever else had a hand in my downfall. my family and so called friends have always treated me like a second class citizen and never respected me or my life.this is my truth and my testament to those who disbelieve in me. <br />When I came to people for help they turned me down but when they needed me I helped them. I have grown to not trust anyone and these are my reasons. I will not speak names because I feel like everyone who knew me had a hand in the righteous wrong doing in my life they know who they are. <br /><br />These words are my moments of truth <br /><br />I feel like everybody and everything is disloyal to me. I am sick and tired of being used and abused without my knowing and taken for a player on a chess board. I am a man I am human and my life has meaning and value no matter what people think or say about me or makeup about me.you ask me why I write this because I feel that I am being setup for reasons beyond my control or knowledge. I just can't understand why people would want to harm a nice good hearted talented man like me. <br /><br />Poems of life <br /><br />My testament to human kind <br /><br />By p trilla aka your future friend <br /><br />Myspace.com/mrbluestarsun <br /><br />These words are my moments of truth <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Meaningless <br /><br /><br />Hollywood <br />Bollywood <br />Nollywood <br />Kollywood <br /><br />all stars & boulevards <br />Belong to me <br />Belong to me <br />play my game <br />say my name <br />strut you stuff <br />fortune & fame <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />Verse <br /><br />Chase your dreams <br />Fans & frenzy <br />paparazi <br />high life finer things <br />In life aint all what it seems <br />dont expose my schemes <br />just play my game <br />Movie screens bright lights <br />Your face on the tv <br />Everyone knows you <br />holds you on a pedastel <br />worship you more than god <br />you will never be let down <br />All smiles are frowns upside down <br />Open pandoras box be here clown <br />Dress up for the circus <br />Please the crowd <br />Never unveil the snakes behind <br />The curtain veil <br />one day your up rich as hell <br />Next day your life falls apart <br />Many come here with big hopes <br />And dreams leaving behind there families many have no choice <br />But to be with me cuz the street life <br />Ruined there mentality <br />prostitution drugs roses & guns <br />Once your in no privacy for you <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />Ever again everybody wants to play <br />My game but Many will die <br />Waiting for a shot at fame <br />Big make up big hair designer clothes <br />expensive houses in the hills <br />Fast cars fast life <br />Youll get lost before you sign <br />On the dotted line <br />Fantasy is what the world see <br />But reality will never live in me <br />many try many fail <br />Many assume I'm heaven <br />To their hell <br />forget school family friends <br />chuck it all try your chance <br />Spin the wheel knock <br />On the door <br />If I open it will you be <br />My filthy whore <br />I'll give you anything you dream <br />But my wish is your command <br />Do as I say and youll be paid <br />Even if I want you to act gay <br />Or deny you healthcare insurance <br />Children or good food <br />do as I say and not as I do <br />I am more powerful than you think <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />In the blink of an eye disobey me <br />Like titanic youll sink <br />Like the Bermuda triangle <br />I'm full of mystery <br />diet fads plastic surgery plastic attitudes <br />bunch beautiful plastic barbies <br />I'll kill your family tree <br />if you expose this great money machine <br />the perfect picture of health <br />I'll make you believe <br />Everything fake about me <br />You were told to believe <br />No one cares about you <br />we just want to make money off you <br />even when you think your done <br />The game has just begun <br />We tap your car homes and phones <br />your private life on display <br />For the world scandal is the name <br />Of the game <br />I take your fortune give you fans & fame <br />Hollywood <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Gunslinger <br /><br />P trilla <br />Rap Professa Craft A Lesson <br />Roll the Dice win lose <br />Pick you choose study ya lessons <br />Appreciate ya blessings switch <br />Da flow nappy hair nappy roots <br />called me dirk diggler <br />Digging graves for all da graves <br />Ive filled world cold made me colder <br />Cant kill me already dead tried warn <br />Em I'll put them thangs on em <br />Bullets spin ya ass around like carousel <br />Have me sitting in another cell <br />Get out hustle then on a new cell <br />Making calls making plans <br />Big deals wondering will this world <br />Ever wakeup sleeping on me <br />While I'm hustling to give ya good music <br />fun for you food for my household <br />please no drama you won't live to <br />Tell about it trust me dont doubt me <br />Got hittaz give ya dome shots like boxers <br />not underwear but youll be under dirt <br />Wearing ya best dressed while I'm <br />Ring side like knock em out da park <br />Trill how many wanna feel my wrath <br /><br />Cuz I'm a gunslinger <br />Big dreamer <br />Big ringer <br />Gunslinger <br /><br />I do this easy like blinking one snap <br />Ya gone another stack another star <br />I mean another space in the sky 2 fill <br />I'm real but play fake been thru to much. To let you think you gone <br />Snatch my cake ya evil intentions <br />Won't change me well my guns get <br />Jealous they said you they can't wait <br />To meet kiss your lips give you hot head <br />Over hot bread bake you like bread <br />Your done their goes another one <br />Not knowing how my niña like simone <br />Lives to moan when fools act crazy <br />Call my big bitch lazy she sit all over <br />Da place act wrong she'll be cutting ya <br />Neck taking ya check jus cuz I'm lone <br />Dont think I aint got my killaz wit me <br />niggas always cumn up missing <br />no trace I do this fool <br />Dont give me a reason to make <br />An example out of you <br />Niggas wanna take work <br />Out the bosses cut. <br />Wait your turn wait til I'll call <br /><br />Cuz I'm a gunslinger <br />Big dreamer <br />Big ringer <br />Gunslinger <br /><br />You to put in work disobey <br />well I'll have target practice with <br />Ya girls legs spread aim fo da middle <br />Stick my dick in Naw stick my <br />Gun in blast it sloppy seconds <br />Now look what you made me do <br />got da illuminati watching me <br />From murking turking earthing turfn <br />You y shall I persist tie dat ass up <br />thousand cuts ova ya body alcohol bath <br />let da rats find ya eat ya head <br />virgin pure body Ramadan ya <br />take it back find a red beam on ya neck <br />50 cal kick like beckham go ham on <br />Ya like thanksgiving I show you how deep my bars go feel him rip u like jack <br />Put you in da box while I'm playn xbox <br />360 degrees army fatigues <br />war is good for nutn but sometimes <br />Niggas need wakeup call eye 4 an eye <br />So I close my eyes murda em all <br /><br />Cuz I'm a gunslinger <br />Big dreamer <br />Big ringer <br />Gunslinger <br /><br />P trilla <br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com= <br /><br /><br /><br />Change <br /><br />take away lies take away cover-ups take away credit cards take away social security numbers take away Internet take away cell phones take away media take away music take away schools take away religion take away race take away money take all the power methods of control awaken the masses of ppl third eye realize smoke and mirrors over centuries ppl been blind take away all that makes ppl hate and hurt human animal nature kind take away the formations of sin from beginning to end take away jobs take away prison take away war get rid of politicians take away cars take away guns take away weapons of all kinds take away hate take away beliefs let's create a new world where there nothing but harmony and peace take away bombs manufactured disease take away laws meant to divide and conquer the ppl take away state take away boundaries take away the lies causing humanity to hate each <br /><br />take away misinformation open the hidden knowledge of the world to the public and libraries take away the matrix take away all the bullshit meant to distract us from the truth take away sex before marriage take away sexual slavery unwanted babies take away television take away these hell holidays take away judging men and women off the size of their sexual parts love like bueaty is skin deep <br />Soul deep <br />Take away all ills wrong with the world give each man woman they own space <br />Own place so no violence can rise ever gain give all men women children the same so no one can point the blame or cause violence over material possesions <br />Take away the boundaries in language <br />Take away abortion we need procreation in every nation I'm just sayn take away the murderist instinct inside of humanity take away thoughts of insanity envy jealousy deciet take away secrets take away diseases take away secret societies take away laws take away corruption of any kind take away problems of any kind open your mind <br /><br /><br />take away industrialization <br />Take away occupation take away pollution take away take away whatever dont make the world better for all species take away false deities <br />take away the reason you hate me <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br /><br />Its not easy <br /><br />It seems that I'm being framed <br />It aint the same <br />It aint fair <br />they know my name <br />I dont know them <br />they know me <br />I'm just tryn live my life stress free <br />I wanna ball but how many dying <br />Over the money <br />when I say peace <br />You look at me funny <br />only if you knew my story <br />I let go <br />But my problems never go <br />shawties selling they soul <br />Cuz dey dont know they worth <br />skirt to dirt <br />What is your life worth <br />I aint no different than you <br />Maybe I am overstand <br />You out to get me <br />I'm out to change you from the <br />Material superficial subliminal <br />Criminals <br />Bless you with a flow in the spiritual <br />Maybe one day youll hear me tho <br />I got nutn but luv 4 ya <br />I am not my circumstance <br />I am not my past <br />I am not your first or your last <br />I am your thoughts soul senses spirit <br />I'm the future I'm your soul mate <br />The man to travel with you <br />Thru heavens gates heavenly souls Mated <br />I am not crazy I am original god Yahweh fearing <br />A loving spiritual individual <br />I could get gangsta but I'm political <br />I break it down I was poor til <br />I educated the inner individual <br />The mind set which could change <br />Any spiritual make ya wanna <br />Trade this life in the physical <br />So you can see me in the spiritual <br />Can you hear me now <br />do your dance any dance <br />Make ya feel proud <br />I never ever wanted to be in this <br />Position not cuz the haters <br />Cuz my mind wasn't right at first <br />I didn't have a clear vision <br />But now I got my game tight <br />My mind right money light <br />gang banging drug dealing <br />I'm no longer in the street life <br />i could Ferrari bently bughatti <br />Just to floss on my haters and clown <br />Them but I'd rather trade the fancy <br />Shit in just to walk the streets <br />With regular ppl music listeners homeless poor hustlers strippers some considered fans I'm not the man <br />just tryn to be one I am a man <br />no need to act hard thats what the <br />Women for get me soft in the bedroom <br />if you know what I mean <br />Alot of rappers wanna diss me <br />But turn copy my style like abc123 <br />Its elementary how silly ppl can be <br />some rather hate on me ya kidding me <br />Why not work for me <br />tour with me <br />Promote ya business <br />Take care of ya FAM <br />Feed ya kids <br />Live your life <br />We all grown up <br />so watch ya mouth <br />Anybody could get fucked up <br />I'm on earth to party like an alien <br />Gimme the finest earth girls <br />Take back to my galaxy <br />In my world sex and weed is the only <br />Thing we speak it seems <br />But it all could be a dream <br />I'm not rich <br />I'm broke wake me up <br />Yall this world corrupted me <br />Lie for what they done to me <br />Pinch me wake me up it seems <br />I'm dreaming it seems its not <br />Easy to make in this industry <br />Cuz they never tell what <br />These thugs will do to you <br /><br />It seems <br /><br />By p trilla <br /><br />Twitter.com/ptrilla <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />New world Order <br /><br />Chrous <br />There's something about this new world order <br />I dont agree with more blood and slaughter <br /><br />Chorus x4 <br /><br />they killing women men children <br />Abortions murder crime poverty <br />genetically modified food <br />air and the water poisonous to <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />First it was the African then the Indian <br />Money enslaves all nations <br />holocaust still going on all continents <br />when will the bloodshed stop <br />No more war <br />No more prisons <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />Authority create the fake war <br />To kill my ppl what are we living for <br />they can accuse me and abuse <br />Because of my skin tone in guilty <br />I've commited no crime <br />But speaking the truth <br />To educate the youth <br />As whats going on <br />Around me and you <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />By ptrilla <br /><br />Twitter.com/ptrilla <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br /><br />Got me losing it <br /><br />In discontempt I felt life was like a game I forfeit due to personal tragedies <br />how could you ever be MADD at me <br />for trying to suceed my soul bleed <br />Felt so much pain my soul numb <br />I couldn't feel my gods vision <br />I couldn't speak at a lost of words <br />Devil had a hold on me like a power <br />Forward fast forward from my inception one of kind best selection <br />divinity lived within me while evil <br />Crept in my thoughts over centuries <br />is this the life for me <br />Why it dont seem right <br />Y my ppl had to die <br />Y to have I been lied <br />Y have many years I cried <br />Wit no answer y <br />I feel no pleasure <br />In enjoyment <br />am I hell bound <br />Or heaven sent <br />When I look at my ppl history <br />Do I belong to it <br />Or am I another statistic <br />Waiting to happen <br />Caught in the web of lifes violence <br /><br /><br /><br />Will I be remembered or erased <br />Like my ancestors legacy & heritage <br />my mind swear yall got me losing it <br />sometimes I dont know why I try <br />The end results always the same <br />I refrain from negativity yet my <br />Positive intellect gains dis respect <br />Examine these words <br />ancient wisdom rest within me & you <br />I can see the god in you <br />Can you see the god in me <br />y do my reality have to be tragedy <br />Y must I rely on systems meant to fail <br />How can I prevail amongst enemies <br />I love me dont mean I'm ignoring you <br />Staying true to oneself means having <br />Faith in yourself and god <br />the rules you set the rules you can't break say I'm real or fake <br />But when its all said and done <br />I rise on top of all <br />Conquer it all for fun <br />everything is easy <br />but sometimes y is life so hard <br />I strive for the day when all hate cease <br />when I can walk thru all streets in peace without bullets chasing me <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />I'm not an artist <br />I'm just speaking wutz in my spirit <br />On tracks banging the hardest <br />My heart is not in it <br />my mind wandering <br />y history repeat <br />N you wonder y my songs on repeat <br />turn it up hopefully to drown <br />Out the negative in this world <br />Surrounding me thru no fault of my own I was forced to live wrong <br />So my mind was wrong the time <br />To shine would I ever of known <br />so many depended on me but never let <br />Me know until I finally let go <br />Of all that was holding me back <br />just listen to the rest of my songs <br />If you want the facts after all that <br />My mind swear yall got me losing it <br />almost made me commit suicide & murder over this dumb shit ............... <br /><br />Lord Jesus heavenly father <br />Keep your hands on me <br />Give me the strength courage knowledge <br />To accept what I can't change <br />And change what I can change <br /><br />RIP much love to the dead and dying <br />one day all gotta realize the bueaty <br />In each other pass the evil in the world . <br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Track future <br /><br /><br />You think its the year 2009 <br />But its the year 9002 <br />Everything the governmets of the world <br />Been telling is lies since we been <br />Yay high take it from my mind <br />The world is ending cuz of sinning <br />Race status class money war n religion <br />I think like a hawk most ppl think like <br />Pigeons call me martin Lawrence <br />I make these rap fish burne <br />Like bombs wit radiation <br />I'm change like obama in this nation <br />Ill bomb any planet any nation <br />Lyrical assasination <br />This is word play <br />For rappers in class on they <br />First day <br />I'm the future like bio domes and <br />Alien sex get it I buy all domes <br />To have mind sex <br />Mind ancient like egpyt <br />I'm hungry da world my lunch <br />Now watch me t Rex <br /><br />I'm da future like ancient civlizations <br />On Hidden planets lost cultures <br />Hidden knowledge been here before y'all <br />Gone be here after y'all <br />Pray humanity change before it all fall <br /><br />They got the shine <br />But they can't rap <br />they jacked my swag and <br />After that they still wack <br />So I had to come back <br />Show em how its done <br />Get the clubs jumpn <br />Beefs cookn witout a gun <br />Niggas talk hard <br />But won't serve no time <br />These studio gangstas out they mind <br />like a scope leave em outta sight <br />Sky da limit so I leave em past da stars <br />Meet your creator ova rap bars <br />I spit so hard like a dildo <br />Sale em to ya girls <br />Then tape sex scenes on da Internet <br />VIP treatment when I'm at da house <br />fucked alot women before sixteen <br />So umm bout my money taking ova da <br />World know wut I mean <br />can't lose dont know how <br />Like jay z da rap game need me <br /><br />I'm da future like ancient civlizations <br />On hidden planets lost cultures <br />Hidden knowledge been here before y'all <br />Gone be here after y'all <br />Pray humanity change before it all fall <br /><br />I lost so many people <br />And these people still evil <br />Like they kenevil <br />I thought they would change <br />Cuz they so see through <br />They not thourough bred <br />They all mutts <br />Tell me the truth <br />Which one of y,all set me up <br />I won't get MADD <br />won't retaliate <br />I already ate <br />Just wanna know why y'all <br />Dont wanna see me living straight <br />Why they trying to kill me <br />They that pissed off <br />Well turn your service off <br />Quit spying paying to see me on tv <br />Just to see what I got <br />So y'all can plot <br />To call it yours <br />Who's is it anyway <br />Haters is so fake <br />MADD cuz women of the world showing <br />Me they bodies and everything <br /><br />By p trilla <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Wow oohhhh <br /><br /><br />You call yourself living it up <br />But all the worlds currency <br />ain't worth the price of a tree <br />I'm high off trees <br />So maybe the wealth of my thoughts <br />Is worth more than everything <br />The price of poverty can never amount <br />To the love of heaven & eternity <br />Suffering is a state of mind <br />Once we see life from point A to B <br />What I mean what were made of <br />Is god watching behind dark skies <br />Every time we think of mistakes <br />karma strikes right back <br />universal mystery <br />wish I could travel a billion centuries <br />To another galaxy experience <br />Life on an alternate planet <br />No violence pain or poverty <br />peace tranquilty harmony <br />No one harming each <br />But the same parallel of existence <br />Holy Grail snail ocean whale lava <br />Waves matter to good vs evil <br />Spiritual battle before time <br />Before god made space to keep track <br />Of love hate your fate <br />Its was already to late when temptazen <br />Tempted eve Satan showd his power <br />Corrupting the world with greed <br />Since then pain has bestowed the earth <br />But the universe has life on alternate <br />Dimensions just as opposite as a world <br />With global problems <br />Ppl worried about material things <br />The same sin yang ying prisoned <br />My youth with a pen <br />Graphing reality from its grip <br />Squuezing tight like a boa I constrict <br />so it all slows down to see ive been here <br />The one your so far away from <br />With your physical but I'm inside your <br />Exterior you ignore me but I Peirce <br />Your darier with air food sexual favors <br />Tears poison drugs alchol <br />Wine food special plants n herbs <br />Water seasons sesnses past present <br />Spiritual quotes to steer from hell <br />Love heaven you never acknowledge me <br />You took for granted your life <br />Is naked like the ocean wet like the inside of your body like between <br />Your legs friction causing gravity <br />To rotate into a subtle source <br />Powerful enough to shoot a life <br />And bring one into the world <br />After nine months causing <br />18 years of pain like four hundred years of being slaves after centuries of <br />Killing each other after ignoring you <br />All come from me but you cant sit <br />With me til you pass on teriminate <br />Gravitate to another form <br />Of existence artificial intelligence <br />Physically shifting into thin air <br />Mastering one of my secrets of escaping into thin air everybodies god <br />Some use there powers to kill or heal <br />now tell is this poem to trill <br />Who could I be p <br />Ahead of his prime like GOD <br />you say smoking herb get you high <br />Well how how naturally high <br />Do you have to be <br />To balance infinity eternity heaven hell <br />Everything with one soul <br />Life death what's going to happen <br />When you pass? Will you leave all souls <br />Alone til they all pass to re surect you <br />Like your son or is it just <br />Another lesson like a Sensei <br />Schooling a universal class <br />We've come so far but we still don't <br />Know the half <br />All of this to see if you'd turn your back <br />On each when I fade to black like <br />Jay z <br /><br /><br />P trilla <br /><br />Twitter.com/ptrilla <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />we will remain poor <br />As long as our minds do <br />yall need to talk about more <br />Than all these chicks cheating <br />y we not eating <br />Gangbanging on each other <br />Stead of uniting and speaking <br />Of the problems facing us each <br />yall niggas slow like selling <br />Drugs in a cop station <br />Ya asking for a new case <br />Extended vacation <br />Killing ya selves <br />fuckers wanna raid my mail & <br />My p.o box so I put letter bombs <br />In my letters blow off they fingers <br />To many middlemen wanna collect <br />On my dividends gotta eliminate <br />Assisinate em so my $ can make it <br />To my account again fucking theifs <br />wanna play cool my gatz do to <br />I got the u.s. Open like wimbeldon <br />run away from the match <br />You will get done gatz go rackitty rack <br />Like Iraq I pack like bitches wit no <br />Tities Naw I aint with all dat <br />pockets fat like the beastie boys <br />Them niggas be setting niggas up <br />Like the SAT non knowing how to <br />Hustle ass niggas need a street GED <br />Music industry freemansory <br />Illuminati secret society our history <br />They erased it then used illuminati <br />Against us turned our traditions <br />And customs against us but raised <br />They kids on it made us hate it <br />But its what made us military <br />Hip hop rock n roll pop music <br />plastic surgery to fit the image <br />Of a plastic industry many lie many die <br />many make it big while the big wigs <br />Behind the curtain reap all the profits <br />Off the profheets profession these lessons <br />Exposing they plans is for sure death <br />Either they lock you up kill you poison <br />You send you off to war put your own kind against you or build you up to break you down over and over same ol <br />Story they got tupac biggie martin malcom so many others then micheal Jackson does America love or hate its black entertainers its not a black or white thing cuz other cultures that expose this murder machine get hell fiyah bombed cities please believe <br />envy and greed is not the way for woman man kind cuz since garden of Eden humans been blind to the first rule of all sin and til this day we all sin <br />When will it all end? <br />I'm done with the world <br />Send me to the 22nd dimension <br />Where the GODS play <br />Past yall slow humans <br />Like eternity <br />Qwakeup verbal shakeup <br />Look at your mind body soul <br />Make up examine y poor is poor <br />Rich is rich poverty and wealth <br />Is a figment of your imagination <br />You can claim it or escape it <br />either we can all help each other ball <br />Spiritually lyrically or fall mentally <br />Financially physically socially <br />Hope you notice me quote a g <br />G stand god hope I meet my creator <br />When I die or travel all souls <br />On all planets reincarnate in <br />All forms of life go thru <br />Heaven and hell not just know life <br />On earth before my spirit finally dies. <br />My thought patterns let yall know <br />We all come from prominent ppl <br />Kings and queens of all kind dumbed <br />Down to be slaves to the worlds <br />Richest ppl fuck that I wanna <br />Know all the worlds secrets experience <br />It teach it live and see it <br />From the begining of time <br />How did it all start ? <br />Cuz my past life trangressions <br />look over me angels demons <br />Haunting my music life and art? <br />I wanna raise the minds of the ppl <br />But the ones that's evil wanna raise <br />My soul up put my flesh below dirt <br />either you can relate <br />Or your flesh has no soul <br />spiritually dead <br />Lemme revive your soul <br />So you can feel smell see breathe again <br />P trilla <br />Your known but unknown friend <br />I never hated you just questioned the <br />Thoughts that made me and you <br />look at what we made of me and you <br />I'd rather face death resist then <br />Accept this hell we call life <br />They made for me and you <br />We will remain poor as long as our minds do <br /><br />P trilla <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Verse on - +*\= <br /><br /><br />Take a look at the animals insects birds the earth plants grass moisture of the ground hot weather cold weather rain storms the changing of the seasons mother earth is cleaning her self because of mans destruction to her <br />Health eat right think right change the world learn to better all lives.the thinking of women & men is very poor <br />I wonder why ppl want war always want more but can't handle the pressure everybody dying <br />So stop ya hating ain't no winners or <br />Losers planet full of sinners schemers <br />Killers dreamers homeless addicts <br />Addicted to hate I spread love <br />spiritual battle <br />Good vs evil sent from above to change <br />The wicked mindstate of humanity <br />Hearts of to Many women & men filled with Insanity greed lust murder envy <br />Sinnicy the mystery to giving light <br />To fixing all the worlds trickery <br />Fuck with me no smoke with me <br />Better yet drop knowledge over a beat <br />Let's go show for show video for video <br />Til all your haters exposed <br />I wonder what ppl fighting for <br />the same reasons I figure my ppl dyin <br />For wish I could fly to Pluto ask god <br />Why my life like mars <br />Y can't I play with the stars <br />Live in big homes drive fancy cars <br />Ball out at the bars flow sick I spit <br />SARS coughing swine flu <br />Playing my tracks hard no airplay <br />Never mind any hater who try to play <br />Betray you young age incarcerate you <br />Drug jail imprison your food body mind <br />Fuck da cyber stalkers creepy crawlers <br />Loving to chase a figga cuz I got figures <br />Cuz I'm one the realest opposing <br />The worlds opposition listen my rhymes <br />Is my life the truth no rehearshed lines <br />Only killers that want my life over <br />What we all can't have when we die <br />Y lie I don't control yall so don't <br />Try to control me silly tricks hustlas <br />Wanna play a g in they movies <br />when will ever changed hear no see no <br />Won't change a world full of pain <br />To Many stuck on revenge not forgiving <br />Praying it all stop tired of hearing the <br />Shots block to block bodies drop no one <br />To blame lawless world Marshall like mathers what really matters don't <br />Never flaunt what you can't fit in <br />Your casket they raised up a filthy <br />Bastard dirty like odb all i ask y me <br />Y the world y the mystery of living <br />Many years to think heaven ain't <br />For me Satan done got the best of me <br />Used my pain for its gain I rest in peace <br />Like I'm decaesed speaking my peace <br />Try to flow positive but my mind stuck <br />On the problems I came up with <br />Needing theraphy from da trauma <br />Sustained images stuck in my head <br />Will I ever be free is there a heaven <br />For a g I'm strong but god I ask y you <br />Put me thru the misery do you hate me <br />For knowing your word better then you <br />Get the coochies wetter then you no <br />Wonder I'm cast down black balled <br />Hated by all nations black listed <br />Half black fist clinched in the air <br />Issues such lose your brain that's there <br />Game prison war gangs waitn on you <br />Really true well not today <br />Got to much sex and weed smoking to do <br />Bitches with big names to run thru <br /><br />By p trilla <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Do you love me baby <br />Do you need me baby <br />please me baby <br />Dont tease me baby <br />Show me love <br />give me love <br /><br />Nasty is my name <br />Sex is my game <br />You can play wit my balls <br />Make me whip cream <br />Inside da whip u can get da cream <br />It aint tricking if you Got it <br />but its pimp on mine <br />Choose me get out get it give it <br />To me right no paper no plastic <br />All cash then I take care of home <br />Leave them hataz alone <br />they hit you talk bad about you <br />Me I treat you right <br />Buy you whatever you need <br />I'm friends with your firends <br />We help each other eat <br />Dem greedy ones wanting da hole pot <br />get left out not contributing to da pot <br />Internet porn video stores <br />private sex tapes big name stars <br />They all know me they like your bizness <br />They love my ladies hi I'm p <br /><br />Do you love me baby <br />Do you need me baby <br />Please me baby <br />Dont tease me baby <br />Show me love <br />Give me love <br /><br />holla at p when you ready to go <br />I'm local national international <br />Fans of all kinds women of all kind <br />love my sound how I put it down <br />it nutn to a boss floss paid da cost <br />Put you on game like EA sports <br />Its in da game get with me <br />I have you like I wonder what p be <br />Like in one night <br />I'm freak but love money <br />Gotta hustle with me <br />Love big crowds the smell of new $ <br />New cities new lights new flights <br />Getting my hustle on since I was born <br />I never discrimante <br />like me to perform <br />Make me a deal <br />I sure will kill the beats at will <br />take over the rap game like <br />Illuminati shine your light on me <br />All da bunnies singing my songs <br />got em all in da room like p <br />When you gone take me home <br />black hugh Hefner prolly never <br />To many parties to go to <br />Get dressed let's go rockstars lifestyle <br /><br />Do you love me baby <br />Do you need me baby <br />Dont tease me baby <br />Please me baby <br />Show me love <br />Give me love <br /><br />all I wanna do is party <br />Always out bout tryn holla at anutha <br />Bunny stable is full but can never <br />Settle fellas step ya game up <br />Get on my level lovely I see you <br />Meet me afya da show bring ya friends <br />To u love me I love u <br /><br />Do you love me baby <br />Do you need me baby <br />Dont tease me baby <br />Please me baby <br />Show me love <br />Give me love <br /><br />Fuck you so good youll think you having sex with 100 guys at once lick da pussy so good make it flow wet like da amazon fuck u all day til u have a 100 orgasm or more you teasing I'm pleasing <br />You when you ready you a model wit a coca cola shape body of a bottle get me high on your love then let me Taste the real thing can we have a private photoshoot me and you imagine all the freaky things we could do pose bend ova just like that dont move hold it who would of thought you'd grow up to have an ass so phat <br /><br />Twitter.com/ptrilla <br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Drowning in sorrow <br /><br />Y do I stay <br />when I should go <br />Y should I go <br />When I already no <br />wutz on da other side <br />Aint for me <br />so I'm live it up <br />Da way I no <br />and do me <br /><br />tired of misery tired of pain <br />Tired of knowing better <br />Tired of being tired enough to do better <br />who cares if I lie in my raps <br />Music aint always gotta be 99% fact <br />yall taking this beef Thang to seriously <br />but if sum1 harms you <br />U gotta defend yourself <br />let's say I'm minding my business <br />yet here thy come in my ear wit <br />Negative stress <br />I don't know u fuck where u from <br />Ur click ur bitch ur money ur gun <br />Live it up have fun life to short <br />2 be worried about my criminal past <br />Snitching to ruin my career <br />Wit yall minority report <br />before I met you my life was good <br />N da hood <br />After I met you moved out da hood <br />My life is hell <br />I'm starting think you you had <br />Something to do with <br />The reason police harass arrest me <br />Over your violence blaming me again <br /><br />Y do I stay <br />When I should go <br />Y should I go <br />When I already no <br />Wutz on da other side <br />Aint for me <br />so I'm live it up <br />Da way I no <br />And do me <br /><br />heres the story of a boy <br />From a young age was a man <br />Never had a childhood <br />Never had any real friends <br />had alot of girlfriends <br />Did alot of drugs <br />ran wild in da streets <br />Carrying guns hood rich livn <br />La vida loca <br />never knew his worsest enemy <br />lied Within closer than he'd expect <br />all along claiming they down for him <br />silently plotting on his moves <br />Behind his back <br />Waiting for him to strike it rich <br />then attack <br />lost all his family but he never knew <br />them to young to understand <br />The wicked ways of women & men <br />I bet you wonder who his worsest enemy is a story which don't need <br />To be told my friend <br /><br />Y do I stay <br />When I should go <br />Y do I go <br />When I already no <br />What on the other side <br />Aint for me <br />So ima live it up <br />Da way I no <br />And do me <br /><br />everybody & everything <br />Was always against him <br />against all odds rich or poor <br />His life seemed like a long prison <br />Sentence do as he wished <br />Thought as he pleased cuz <br />His words and his balls <br />Was all he need <br />material things could never <br />Ease the pain his ears heart eyes <br />had succumbed even though he <br />Had it all he still felt like a bum <br />Cuz no one like him for him <br />They always wanted what he had <br />Latest fads clothes gadgets money <br />genuine ppl he could never find <br />lost in cold world heaven was all <br />He could find prayed religiously <br />Thru song meditation and poems <br />hoping his higher self of god <br />Could ease the burdens in his life <br />which stalked his mind life n pride <br />Confided in da afterlife <br />Cuz this life was nothing but lies <br />Left him drowning in sorrow <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Lost One <br /><br />ive done more for this rap game <br />Then the rest these rap lames <br />I use rap to teach give a speech <br />Music is a business but from it <br />many dont profit peace is the way <br />Peep the technique melody lyrics <br />Bars sixteens harmony vocal cords <br />rhyming sequencing frequency <br />equalizer realize me ive given many <br />A platform to stand on <br />in all genres n what thanks I get <br />more death threats more fake emcees <br />Copying the greatest y steal <br />Y not make a deal <br />forever I won't be here <br />Let it be known when I'm gone <br />Rip to music industry <br />Ive tried to long to change <br />The world we live in over beats <br />guess I gotta go commercial <br />Cuz reality rap will hurt you <br />not just your record sales but ur culture <br /><br />just another lost one <br />Chasing money wit a gun <br />in world full of sinnicy <br />the root of all evil <br />Killing hurting all ppl <br />When its all said and done <br />I'm just another lost one <br /><br />I never gave up but da powers that be <br />Always had a grudge against me <br />For setting the masses mind free <br />Physically were trapped fighting each <br />over five percent da worlds wealth <br />While 100 strong families dominate <br />the planet with everyone knowing <br />What we know why do we manage <br />To put up with the destruction <br />Of our communites bodies & planet <br />Guess I'm just another lost one <br />world subzero good thing I'm iced up <br />So da cold won't effect me <br />fresh princess cuts got me laid up <br />In da cut high as fuck busting nutts <br />lookn at da fall of all of us <br />Like da lost boys Im another lost one <br /><br />Just another lost one <br />Chasing money with a gun <br />In world full of sinnicy <br />The root of all evil <br />Killing hurting all ppl <br />When its all said and done <br />I'm just another lost one <br /><br />The joy of life is death <br />The pain of pleasure is sin <br />when you born you hell begins <br />back to heaven when you shed ur skin <br />like snakes traveling thru time <br />Like a shooting star to another <br />Galaxy over and over until <br />We finally learn the meaning <br />Of our souls and become one with god <br />Jesus the first to resurrect himself <br />he reincarnated into our breath <br />To teach us the correct way to live <br />Waiting on the rest the lost souls <br />To remember our god and purpose <br />For living we get lost distracted <br />Beat up in lifes journey gods word <br />Is inside forget it and you'll <br />Never make it to heaven <br />guess this world full of lost ones <br />Waiting to be resurrected <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Hallucinations <br /><br />I'm hallucinating <br />Trying to escape incarceration <br />Assasination fast pacing <br />In this crazy nation <br /><br />Lost in a cold world <br />Searching for peace true friends <br />And love but the only love <br />He found was music and god <br />Four hundreds years of slavery <br />Can't be fixed by four years of victory <br />All da killing drug dealing sex slavery <br />proves we wasn't meant to live free <br />From the shackles of sin & money <br />every fiend got an addiction <br />life full of friction find balance <br />moderation to much playa hating <br />incarceration infiltration invasion <br />we live in the richest saddest nation <br />fixated on killing many that try to <br />Over take it or live it up <br />But instead we get locked up shot up <br />Doped up brought up dropped like <br />Rain tear drop from pain our hole life <br />years we had the answer its us <br />we give the questions <br />They try to kill us <br />what the fuck <br />The killers with money legally <br />Get away with murder <br />The innocent get jails and more burial <br />Service <br />look how my rhymes bring reality to your ears eye of your third mind <br />nirvana could we all be blind <br />No matter your situation <br />No matter the nation <br />The revolutions are fought <br />just so the message will cross <br />all I see is frustration <br />Many ways to alleviate it <br />hearing to many threats <br />About my assasination <br />so now I meditate to escape my fate <br /><br />I'm hallucinating <br />Tryn to escape incarceration <br />Assasination fast pacing <br />In this crazy nation <br /><br />live a live of zen cuz truthfully <br />the things we own own us <br />can't take it with when you die <br />Y lie cats rhyme about space <br />Moon the stars stead of the life <br />We live life behind bars enemy lines <br />N you wonder y my rap lines so ripe <br />Like grape vine fight for what's mine <br />A human to house n feed <br />But da government wanna tax it away <br />Shit ppl realize there ain't no American <br />Dream foreigners live here Scott free <br />while I gotta study go to war <br />Or face being homeless in these cold <br />Streets everybody gotta story <br />I felt complelled to tell mine <br />niggas stuck on murder rap <br />Trying to take mine <br />While I'm trying to change the fate of <br />Human kind <br />somethings wrong with ppl <br />Stuck promoting a war <br />Everybody dying <br />What the fuck yall fighting for <br />Y da troops dying overseas <br />Cops locking up my peers thrown <br />Away keys while niggas dying ova <br />keys n da dope game <br />cops ruin every thing around me <br />Dey yelling give ur guns up <br />Hell naw when dey shooting <br />Innocent ppl over assumptions <br />getting high as time pass bye <br />Wishing this pain wasn't in my life <br /><br />I'm hallucinating <br />Trying to escape incarceration <br />Assasination fast pacing <br />In this crazy nation <br /><br />Wake up go to sleep to the same shit <br />Everyday everyway y it gotta <br />Be this way all they gotta do is <br />Let us live not a criminal <br />But only cuz my mind original <br />Able to raise a nation <br />Dey want me fucked up dead or gone <br /><br />Repeat verse again <br /><br />I'm hallucinating <br />Tryn to escape incarceration <br />Assasination fast pacing <br />In this crazy nation <br /><br />By p trilla <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Ive come along way <br />I had alot of problems <br />I don't wanna talk about it <br /><br />The truth gets me high <br />Like knowing one day we all will <br />Perish cherish each living second <br />We take our lives for granted <br />Believein in modern systems <br />Imprisoning our body & wealth <br />To short times in life working slaving <br />Instead of pushing our spirits to the <br />Limits material things are cool <br />But to live in heaven is god greatest <br />Destiny how could you abandon me <br />For centuries when you have to come <br />Right back to me <br />What begin must end <br />So shall all thinking <br />Time & existence & matter <br />To me what does the most <br />Is wondering why were mean <br />To each other let money enslave <br />All nations causing mass devastation <br />Destruction assasinatoon infiltration <br />Concentration on sin & money making <br />Instead of praising our saviour <br />Sex is used as currency see <br />Who can make love the best & longest <br />Who is the most spirualist <br />Using love as a token of appreciation <br />Not in a world of bias definitions <br />Jails wars plagues scams aids hate <br />Run down communities cultures clashing <br />drugs ruining good minds families <br />worldwide some die young some <br />Live it up but all the time humans existed we all suffered ignoring <br />The call within inside our selves the <br />Spirit why do we assume things in life <br />Can bring us joy wisdom like peace <br />Being quiet letting nature guide your <br />Senses soul heaven will guide us home <br />To the place beyond the unknown <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Hook on destination nowhere eternity <br /><br />if you saw god right in front of you <br />what would you do <br />ask a question <br />Or you change your ways ? <br /><br />If god gave you the power to control <br />Da world what would you do wit it ? <br /><br />I'd say ive done alot of wrong <br />My intentions were good <br />Using sin to rid the universe of sin <br />from the beginning to the end <br />sent to hell made it to heaven <br />Back on earth giving lost souls <br />Stuck in sinful ways your message <br />Feel what's its like to be Jesus <br />As I speak my thug thesis <br />Humble warrior observant to your presence <br /><br />If you saw god in front of you <br />What would you do <br />Ask a question <br />Or change your ways? <br /><br />If god gave you the power to control <br />The universe what would you do with it? <br /><br />one day cold hearts will turn warm <br />know love from your divine order <br />erase sin erase hate then your <br />Creations will sense their fate <br />But its hard to change those who <br />Stuck on race money gain power hate <br />I pray that my words could change all the wrong so the world could live in peace <br /><br />If you saw god in front of you <br />What would you do? <br />Ask a question or change your ways <br /><br />if god gave you the power to control <br />Da universe what would you do wit it? <br /><br />from the begining of time all humans could see there all family <br />You created heaven n hell to show <br />How to live right from wrong <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Hook off new track until end of time <br /><br />Until the end of time <br />Open ur heart body n mind <br />Listen with ur soul <br />Seek n you shall find <br />The place within urself <br />No one else can find <br />Thru good n bad times <br /><br />this track sound so good <br />It don't need lyrics <br />the earth so pure <br />It don't need humans <br />Heaven gods greatest creation <br />Don't need spirits <br />think y do we exist <br />Y do I make songs like this <br />Our purpose is to heal the hurting <br />from conception to eternity <br />many forget to heal thyself <br />World to bizzy tryn to obtain wealth <br />Instead of uniting so no tears will ever <br />spread <br /><br />chrous <br /><br />I find it hard to believe <br />to each own we live to suuceed from <br />Greed instead of each others needs <br />so many <br />ideologies hypocracies Atrocities <br />the world could never agree <br />how to stop all the devastation <br />Of all nations <br />What makes da world go round <br />Could never save it before $ existed <br />humans plants animals lived in harmony <br />With god and everything <br />No wars no fighting only a love <br />For earth n all does this sound <br />Surprising now you realizing <br />Y we all exist <br /><br />Chrous <br /><br />sometimes you gotta focus on yourself <br />better yourself have love for self <br />Don't forget about those who love you <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />hook off all night <br /><br />gonna make love to you <br />all night <br />gonna make love to you <br />All night <br /><br />when I first met you <br />It was love at first site <br />the mood was just right <br />I dreamed of holding you tight <br />having you next to me <br />Everyday and night <br />you made love to me like no other <br />showed me a side of you others <br />Never knew <br />First time I touched you <br />I knew we were meant to be <br />like this the best day of my life <br />the kind like winning da lottery <br />In a movie scene escaping to islands <br />where there's peace respect tranquility <br />you was a gift from heaven <br />I accepted <br />Listen as the story gets deeper <br />I found love when I found you <br /><br />Gonna make love to you <br />All night <br />Gonna make love to you <br />All night <br /><br />when we were together <br />The world noticed <br />but before me others used you <br />Abused you they were never true <br />they wanted the fortune fame <br />Big houses cars diamonds exotic trips <br />but I caressed your hips <br />Like instruments others ignored <br />what you were brought to earth for to change da world <br />So in memory of you <br />I'm gonna make love to you <br />Until you change my world <br />talking about music <br /><br />chrous <br /><br />gonna make love to you <br />All night <br />Gonna make love to you <br />All night <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Hook off taken back <br /><br />Da world so cold <br />I'm so not so aligned wit god <br />rap my profession teaching lessons <br />Rapping about sons that had less <br />Til stepped in like daddy home <br />But like mine I was gone trying to <br />Get it fast til I slowed down <br />figured out what life about <br />Raised in da hood you raised in a drought is that what all da fuss about <br />I aint big headed I seen alot n hoped <br />da world could feel my message <br />its crazy what ppl do for the money <br />kill yo family n true friends <br />While chasing yo dreams <br />Many scheme on hurting you <br />for what they aint true <br />Ol timers was like um telln you <br />lil did they know I already knew <br />What wicked ppl do <br />Dey wanted to turn out a wild figga <br />gotta fight for what's rightfully mine <br />gotta fight for my rights <br />why is it so hard to live right <br /><br />play da game raw <br />Win lose or draw <br />If you choose <br />Hope you down to get it <br /><br />police n Feds was stuck on <br />Giving a young hustla three strikes <br />this aint living this aint right <br />all I ever did was sale music <br />to influence my peeps to live righteous <br />Not foolish yet Many turn dey back <br />On me the reasons is unknown <br />N dey wonder why a figga always <br />At home no time for the drama <br />Others mistakes brought me bad karma <br />thru my songs I pray tryn to hard <br />To break the cycle of violence <br />everyday fees on real geez suckaz <br />Always tempt me doing thangs to <br />My family like PAC I aint a killa <br />cuz da way da system designed <br />Soon as you strike back <br />Police cum right quick <br />Like wuzup wit that <br />All I'm doing is hustlin minding <br />My business but dey wanna take advantage so I chill back <br />while they on da attack <br />you could take my life in still not kill me <br />like a chip I'm deep in yo memory <br />You will always remember me <br /><br />Play da game raw <br />Win lose or draw <br />If you choose <br />Hope you down to get it <br /><br />Da way da system designed dey <br />Don't want me to have mine <br />I gotta speak da trill <br />cuz deez bacstabbaz will get u killed <br />Fools always love to start shit <br />Cuz dey aint got nutn <br />Wait until you have something <br />U no da kind always fronting <br />Don't respect no one else <br />Or themselves cuz dey don't <br />Appreciate nutn <br /><br />play da game raw <br />Win lose or draw <br />It you choose me <br />hope you down to get it <br />N bring it back to me <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Hook off song let's take a ride <br /><br />don't wanna be my lady <br />Don't you wanna drive me crazy <br />Don't u wanna have my baby <br /><br />I love ugly women beautiful tall women <br />Small women fat women skinny women <br />Any culture cuz I'm freaky <br />spritually not just physically <br />you could drive my cars <br />You can stay in my house <br />You can eat my food <br />long as you respect me <br />And put it down hard in da bedroom <br />we could get into some exoticness <br />Take exotic trips <br />Around the world to exotic islands <br />I aint gone tell you what we could do <br />You gotta come find out <br />What p trilla about <br />sarisfying your emotions n senses <br />Til we sexed out hours n hours <br />Days to months til a lil one cum out <br /><br />don't you wanna be my lady <br />don't wanna sex me daily <br />Don't you wanna have my baby <br /><br />I make love to you <br />I fuck them other gurls <br />so many to choose from <br />Can you blame me for being a freak <br />everyday night da of da week <br />let me swim between yo legs <br />Til you wetter dan da ocean <br />take trips wit me coast to coast <br />country to country <br />cuddle wit me on da beach <br />souls burning 4 each otha like a bonfire <br />My love takes you higher <br />youse a down ass chick <br />down fo gangsta shit na not like that <br />Just get gangsta on my dick <br />You so thick i can't quit thinking bout <br />Having you til eternity <br /><br />Don't u wanna be my lady <br />Don't u wanna drive me crazy <br />Don't u wanna have my baby <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Hook on track feeln good <br /><br />I'm feeln good <br />I'm feeln good <br />I'm feeln oh so hollyhood <br />I'm feeln good <br />I'm feeln good <br />I'm feeln oh so hood <br /><br />I'm feeln like da world can't stop me <br />I'm feeln like da air over da seven seas <br />Feeln like I got da world in my hand <br />Feeln like I'm da man every woman <br />Wanna have sex with <br />I'm feeln like i aint got no problems <br />I'm feeln like neo in da matrix <br />I'm feeln like worldwide vacationing <br />Clear water white sand smoking herbal <br />Sippin up loving da life I live yea <br />I'm feeln like I accomplished all my dreams <br />I'm feeln like I aint gotta pay for shit <br />I'm feeln like no one can tell me shit <br />I'm feeln like da world is at peace <br />No mo violence anywhere u could think <br /><br />Feeln like my album already platinum <br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Sitting in limbo song <br /><br />they got me sitting in limbo <br />Wishin on a lambo <br />Stacking for a mansion <br />While da feds plotting to take it <br />Plotting to take it <br /><br />I lost the best friend I had <br />Even though he made me mad at times <br />Who ever killed em <br />That wasn't a reason to take <br />His life damn y can't ppl set aside <br />They differences get over petty shit <br />If I can they can damn <br />Learn to cease the hating <br />but its hard <br />When you broke n ppl hate to see you <br />Living straight mind ya business dey say <br />what you expect me to be homeless <br />without family n friends cuz yall <br />Wanna have yall way <br />man I tell ya <br />About the crazy times we live n today <br />No disrespect to obama <br />So what we got a black president <br />Reailty is <br />people still racist n make <br />Things harder for me <br />Seeing my homies die <br />Makes me think <br />y try I ask god y <br />Prayed my hole life to discover I'm the <br />Answer but no one cares cold states <br />Cold stares shady business over stupid <br />Shit that ain't worth one life dying <br />Don't ask y my rhymes defiant <br />Trying to define a life that wasn't meant to be <br />listen to me you'll hear <br />The worlds history missing me <br />N many like me <br />raps is living <br />Bibliographies of tragedies messed up <br />Realities <br />the worlds getting over <br />Gettn colder <br />y my ppl dying they Lyin <br />Saying we belong but they don't see <br />Us as human <br />only pieces of entertainment not worthy of global Respect <br />don't show me love with a smile <br />If you live better show me love with <br />A check or sex <br />so I can know how it Feel to live good have it all without A care <br />middle fingaz n da air <br />cuz deep down I know they don't care like give em guns drugs watch em kill each other <br />the world need anger management <br />Nuclear bombs is all I gotta say FAM <br />Y was they ever invented? <br />we all get mad n say things we don't <br />Mean <br />but reality is different from my Rhymes so don't take what I say personal unless you forced to do what you don't want fuck y da world gotta be so cold <br />Trying to find my way home <br />But I don't know where I come from <br />Feel like my life is a prison sentence <br />No song book or movie could reveal it <br />Cops fucked up my parents life <br />Which made it hard to raise me <br />Now when violence happen it don't <br />Amaze me <br />I ain't mad at no one <br />I wanna live it up to n have MADD fun <br />so much pain in by brain migraines <br />Might turn to tumors from da rumors <br />Sick of da gossipers dick ryders stalkers <br />creepy crawlers playa hatn exploitation <br />they say I'm in but ain't no money <br />On my club card every time I try to get it the bank be like no sir <br />I be like what da fuck for <br />I wanna big coat with tiger fur <br />Bentleys wit da mink floors <br />But they still want me broke <br />Doing house chores fuck that excuse <br />They abusing they power unfair <br />Competition I gotta shut down at night <br />While they solared powered with <br />24 four business I want the lavish <br />Vacations to big mansions to <br />So many rooms so much I don't know <br />What else to do to <br />But I guess I ain't tru <br />Cuz I'm really from the streets <br />Really been in to many beefs <br />I aint have nutn to do with <br />I wish I knew da truth <br />Better yet wish I was clueless <br />N grew up n a wealthy palace <br />Never knew of hate crime poverty disease welfare jails or being poor <br />For half ya lifetime living on ya knees <br />Wish I never knew the things I knew <br />Matter of fact fuck all da bullshit <br />I'm thru wit all da non sense <br />Past to present <br />Now its all evident <br />I wasn't meant to exist <br />Cuz I was better than most at anything <br />But no one never gave me a try <br />Y lie <br /><br />They got me sitting in limbo <br />Wishing on a lambo <br />Stacking for a mansion <br />While da Feds plotting to take it <br />Plotting to take it <br /><br />Rx4 <br /><br />New song off my album change da world <br /><br />P trilla artist poet <br /><br />Twitter.com/ptrilla <br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Hook on track fuck you <br /><br />Fuck you <br /><br />Got my weight up <br />Got my pay up <br />Left them haters alone <br />All they wanna do is bring down <br />My throne <br /><br />look what they did to me <br />And yall think I wanna be an emcee <br />im choosing not to eat meat <br />bcuz its filthy <br />kind of like my problems wit da police <br />Once they get inside ya mind <br />issues arise like cancer aids extortion <br />so I had to illegalize my life <br />had to live fruad <br />2 many odds against me <br />I'm not rapping this my life I speak <br />had it hard cumn up <br />could of died <br />In them streets <br />glad I made it to 18 <br />cuz n da hood 25 is ur life expectancy <br />Just a young black male <br />Trying to escape hell <br />made something out of nutn <br />everybody wanna take it from me <br />can't tell you everything about me right <br />But I'll give you a glimpse into my life <br />its easier to be a white than black <br />Millionaire the government ain't <br />Playing fair <br /><br />Got my weight up <br />Got my pay up <br />Left them haters alone <br />All they wanna do <br />Is bring down my throne <br /><br />Americas racist <br />Da cost of living to high <br />Got all my ppl losing jobs <br />They should lower they prices <br />most ppl can't afford it <br />Struggled all my life <br />N they wonder y <br />most ppl steal n get high <br />my family in n out of jail <br />All my cousins got killd b drive bys <br />By da police no settlement for my family <br />struggled so long have to save up 2 be <br />Poor hate California three strikes <br />What the fuck is that? <br />when da law kills mo blacks den troops <br />Kill insurgents in Iraq <br />Seen to many homies get shot infront <br />Of my eyes the pain in my songs <br />Is why I wanted to give up on life <br />Police tried to kill me feel like I got <br />Nutn left to live for feel me or pay me <br />If not Kill me cuz I always been where <br />Da trill be lost all my family to Americas insanity <br />That's all they got to say <br />The line between bizness personal <br />Love n hate been crossed so Many times <br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Hook off new track reach for the stars <br /><br />hoppd out da bed <br />Turned my swag on <br />Alot hataz in my face <br />Like give yo money up up up <br />Yea Feds actin funny hoe shit <br /><br />Hoped out da bed <br />Turned my swag on <br />Alot killaz in my face <br />Like give yo money up up up <br />Yea da world is against me I quit <br /><br />I got a question why they wanna <br />Kill me <br />Steal from me <br />poison my food <br />See me dead in jail or broke <br />Why they hatin on me <br />I don't know <br /><br />Thats wussup up up up <br />Yea I can't call it <br />I quit <br />Money aint never changed me <br />But it made <br />Ppl always hated me <br />What the fuck fuck fuck <br />Yall know me <br />Y yall actin funny <br />Over a hoe money cars clothes for real <br />I'd trade it all in to be a regular person <br />With real family n true friends <br />Thats wussup up up <br />Yea I can't trust no one <br />Fortune fame got me feeling <br />Like they want me to bleed <br />Just to make money of my death jam <br />Get it <br />Da world aint got nutn for me <br />But problems n misery <br />I quit <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />P trilla <br /><br />Twitter.com/ptrilla <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />The human soul needs human interaction <br />but when the human soul interacts <br />With trapped souls <br />A good soul will stop interacting <br />To protect its integrity <br />people lie to protect themselves <br />But lies won't save you on judgement <br />Day <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />New hook off track closed curtains <br /><br />Nah I don't wanna go to jail <br /><br />Nah I don't wanna live in hell <br /><br />Nah I don't wanna bust shells <br /><br />Yea all I wanna do is make mail <br /><br />realize exposing foes <br />Who lie to keep problems <br />Going existent never going away <br />deny you success in the dark <br />Secrets kept me held down <br />So long while I'm fighting <br />To see the light of day <br />Easy to explain but hard <br />To change the minds <br />Of the masses tired brainwashed <br />That don't see the reasons to change <br />Themselves and the world <br />But who am I <br />Another humble poet <br />Look in my eyes <br />See my face <br />The truth you will come <br />To know it <br />Invaded my privacy <br />To make yall money <br />When the drama come <br />Don't say I ain't try to <br />Keep you from it <br />You ignored my silent pleas <br />Now look at this dumb shit <br />Judged a man by his skin <br />And not His soul content <br />How ignorant when my music <br />Gets play rocking crowds on all <br />Continents <br /><br />Nah I dont wanna go to jail <br /><br />Nah I dont wanna live in hell <br /><br />Nah I dont wanna bust shells <br /><br />Yea all I wanna do is make mail <br /><br />I'm just a young black male <br />tired Living in hell <br />waiting on jail <br />Aint did a Thang <br />but be black n successful <br />Fuck dem popo <br />Acting like jealous hoes <br />Hatn on a playa spitting <br />Da best rap flows <br />Mad cuz music paid my bills <br />now I'm sitting on a hill <br />Houses all across da world <br />filled with exotic women <br />sex game global <br />Fucked pussy on all continents <br />no wonder they wanna see a jigga <br />locked without mills talking nonsense <br />Built my hustle from da street <br />Now a jigga on tv even obama oprah <br />N tyra friends with me <br />Made it out da geto <br />Where da shots echo <br />niggas die there cuz they never leave <br />When will they ever let go <br /><br />Nah I don't wanna go to jail <br /><br />Nah I don't wanna live in hell <br /><br />Nah j don't wanna bust shells <br /><br />Yea all I wanna do is make mail <br /><br />i ain't slept in so long pardon me <br />If my raps sound tired <br />cuz I'm tired of things I went <br />Thru which made me a better writer <br />experience da best teacher <br />But some shit ain't meant to <br />Experience sex at a young age dope deals <br />Guns n alcohol fast life drive bys violence <br />will ruin any kid was a man b4 a boy <br />Never had a child hood da shit i went <br />Thru n da hood forced a boy to be a man b4 I could even understand <br />wanted to get out nowhere to run <br />all I knew I wanted to be rich n never <br />Live like the slaves was brave heart <br />Like an Indian wasn't ready for the <br />Crazy world we living in <br />Made alot of mistakes trial n error <br />alot of brushes with death <br />My life filled with terror <br />Somehow I made it thru all that <br />to tell you about my troubled young <br />Years on a track <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Endless <br /><br />My love is endless <br />My love is timeless <br />Klassic like your favorite song <br />Rewind it <br /><br />see past the stars <br />See past the heavens <br />See past the blackness disguising <br />God face watching from eternity <br />See past the world <br />See past you race <br />See past your religion <br />See past gravity space n time continuum <br />See past hate <br />See past love <br />when you feeling down <br />No matter what you going thru <br />god is your love <br />Past the cold world <br />Past the depths of hell <br />Past the temptations corrupting <br />Women n men <br />See past money material things <br />N world matters <br />Quiet ur spirit relax you'll sense heaven <br />Slow down from the fast life <br />appreciate being alive <br />no matter what cards life deal you <br />make your life right wit god <br />getting you right wit god <br />Is my job <br />Heaven hope I meet you on the otha side <br /><br />My love is endless <br />My love is timeless <br />Klassic like your favorite song <br />Rewind it <br /><br />heal ur mind body n soul <br />be careful how you think <br />Negativity manifest into reality <br />if u need space n time <br />get yo soul right <br />Let's trade letters like we kids <br />In highschool thinking about <br />how deep is our souls <br />sex for me not just physical <br />But spiritual to let's explore <br />The deeper darker side of intellectuality <br />how long can you go without the <br />food water sin evil thoughts <br />N da back of ya mind <br />Yall grind for money <br />I grind to learn earths mysteries <br />Were all apart of universal history <br />Unlocking ancient secrets <br />trying to change y da world love <br />Misery n sinnicy <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Change the world <br /><br />Reality today <br />Aint nowhere safe <br />jealousy n greed take lives <br />Trying to make a way <br />Out of no way <br />if you was like me <br />You wanna change da world <br />But one man can't save da world <br />bow ur heads n pray <br />For the crazy times we livn n today <br />real songs like this never get play <br />Cuz it make you really look at the <br />Ways of women n men today <br />all together or all for nothing <br />end of discussion <br />can't talk it out with enemies <br />Can't see eye to eye <br />Guns start busting communities <br />Suffer <br />Y do it gotta be this way <br />generation to generation <br />I pray for mankind to achieve <br />World peace n change all nations <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />Change da world <br /><br />imagine world peace <br />Street to street <br />Block to block <br />no mo pain <br />No mo guns <br />No mo stealing n killing <br />No drug wars <br />Families sticking together <br />helping all mankind <br />Rich to poor <br />Rich help da poor get rich <br />no jails no prisons <br />No reasons to wanna harm another <br />world party world peace <br />No mo violence <br />No mo sin <br />No mo judging over skin <br />Culture or religion <br />All languages translated so all nations <br />Come to an agreement <br />No mo wars ever again <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />Change da world <br /><br />imagine a cure to all diseases <br />And the reason to hustle wasn't for pay <br />But to teach others to live healthy <br />Imagine if money was obsolete <br />n air n water anywhere was safe to <br />Drink just think would any of the crimes <br />Against humanity took place globally <br />no world governments <br />No oil or diamond or polluting companies <br />No spies or authority hospitals accepting <br />All patients heaven on earth the day <br />I await it all reasons to sin never begin <br />Since the garden of Eden <br />Basically what I'm saying <br />What if eve never would of bit the apple n listened to Adam <br />What would the world be like imagine <br /><br />Change the world <br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />EmoZenz <br /><br /><br />The crooked eye can betray the <br />Naked eye <br />But the naked eye can't betray the <br />Blind eye <br />No sin is greater then the next sin <br />One evil deed can't be overseen <br />By another evil deed <br />greed is the emozen of an sick mind <br />hate is the emozen of a lost heart <br />love is the emozen of a growing spirit <br />Life is the emozen of gods thoughts <br />Sex is the emozen of gods truth <br />Eternity is the emozen of lost souls <br />Heaven is the emozen of gods poetry <br />Hell is the emozen of gods mistakes <br />the crooked eye is never satisfied <br />Because the naked eye <br />Can't lie to the blind eye <br />On how to see straight......... <br /><br />Peace <br /><br />P trilla <br /><br />Myspace.com/zahgey2 <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />After life <br /><br />After joy <br />Comes pain <br />After pain <br />Comes love <br />After love <br />Comes hate <br />After hate <br />Comes truth <br />After truth <br />Comes lies <br />After lies <br />Comes trickery <br />After trickery <br />Comes bravery <br />After bravery <br />Comes growth <br />After growth <br />Comes battle <br />After battle <br />Comes defeat <br />After defeat <br />Comes death <br />After death <br />Comes life <br />After life <br />Comes god <br />After god <br />Comes Satan <br />After Satan <br />Comes heaven <br />After heaven <br />Comes hell <br />After hell <br />Comes infinity <br />After infinity <br />Comes eternity <br />After eternity <br />Comes reincarnation <br />After reincarnation <br />Comes after life <br />After after life comes <br />Life on new planets <br />In a new life form <br />After life in a new life form <br />On new planets comes <br />Reawakening to your past life <br />Reveal to you in your dreams <br />After revelations of your dreams <br />Comes the the past <br />After the past <br />Comes the futures <br />After the future <br />Comes the present <br />After the present <br />Comes the gift <br />After the gift <br />Comes the curse <br />After the curse <br />Comes the power to give life <br />What will do after you die? <br />Change history or re write it <br />I am you you are me <br />Walk in my footsteps <br />And you will find meaning of life. <br /><br />Peace <br /><br />Ptrilla <br /><br />After life <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Eternal pt ll <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />You might be livn for now <br />You might be livn for the future <br />Have you thought about eternal life <br /><br />Verse one <br /><br />most Katz talk bout who they gone rob <br />Kill or fuck where they spend they bucks dying over silly beefs n turfs <br />When u turn old n grey will these things matter when most ur friends n family passed away will these things matter <br />Got a question have you thought bout eternal life r u living wrong or right <br />Being judged by others one way to determine get in touch with ur soul <br />Then maybe you'll know <br />What past the stars hold <br />Ancient wisdom well never know <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />Verse two <br />for those who dont care <br />Of the evil they do <br />Do you really wanna live in hell <br />Burning forever no reincarnation <br />pain u can never escape <br />Or would u rather change your ways <br />Enter the pearly gates <br />Live in peace n harmony <br />Looking over those who can't see <br />Blinded by the worlds sinnicy <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />eternal life <br />Eternal life <br />Eternal life <br />No more drama <br />No more pain <br />No more lies <br />The truth <br />Eternal life <br />Eternal life <br />Eternal life <br />No more drama <br />No more pain <br />No more lies <br />The truth by gods side <br />Eternal life <br />For those living Triflin <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Find a way out <br /><br />Cant write your name on the sun <br />No da boy trilla flows to hot <br />Niggas think they da savior to rap <br />Actin like they walking on water <br />Till they fill up de ocean floor wit <br />Deaf jam rappers <br />get dumber n dumber <br />Thats a def jam dummies <br />For dummies rappers <br />I want the papa Naw shawty I dont <br />want Ur number if u want me hope you tryn pay me like a bailout <br />Them other Katz can have you <br />all I want is da money <br />Tryn to find a way out all <br />Da hate in my life <br />cuz truthfuly I got nutn besides my <br />Swag that got em hatn hugh <br />Aight I won't lie I'm Hella dope <br />Writing songs the hole world quote <br /><br />find a way out the pain <br />Find a way out the sin <br />Find a way out the trouble <br />That got me trapped in this world <br />Seem like no one love you <br />Find a way out my life <br />Find a way out the struggle <br /><br />what do you want from me <br />All I ever wanted was to be an emcee <br />But now I see the only thing this <br />World got for me is bullets n grave <br />Six feet deep <br />fuck it all <br />Fuck friends never had none <br />Fuck sex it was always to painful <br />Fuck money it leads to death <br />Fuck society cuz they all brainwashed <br />Fuck da government cuz all they got for you more death <br />Fuck da world cuz yall dont feel my message. <br />Moment of silence for the dead sick incarcerated, mentally I'll and disabled <br /><br />Find a way out the pain <br />Find a way out the sin <br />Find a way out the trouble <br />That got me trapped in this world <br />Since no one love me <br />find a way out my life <br />Find a way out the struggle <br /><br />What y,all think my career finished here <br />witout me there's no you <br />Y'all need to quit frontin damn <br />always hatin on my plans <br />Skip lands skip sands <br />Come n get him if you want him <br />Tired of fighting <br />Tired of liars <br />Tired of the worlds drama <br />Bringing me bad karma <br />tired of the killings <br />Tired of root of all evil making <br />Living the good life harder n harder <br />Tired of living in a world that dont need me <br />think I write a letter to myself to prepare to start dying <br />Cuz the more I try to get out <br />They always pull me back in <br /><br />Find a way out the pain <br />Find a way out the sin <br />Find a way out the trouble <br />That got me trapped in this world <br />Since no one love <br />Find a way out my life <br />Find a way out my struggle <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Gotta live right <br /><br />I live righteous <br />Y do ppl bring drama my way <br />No time for the negative <br />While I ain't got no job <br />Getting right wit god <br />Before I die <br />While greedy ones gettin <br />Right with the evils of earths life <br />Having patients for heavenly relations <br />Confused why the world stuck <br />On hatred sin evil and temptation <br />Shead a ocean of tears for gun down,poor,and homeless everywhere <br />Billions of years earth Been existing <br />Humans only for ten thousand and till <br />This day haven't changed are we all <br />Insane god answers is everything <br />Yet we all fail to see the bigger picture <br />Bcuz of corrupted government <br />And wicked street scriptures <br />Life ain't a movie real scenes <br />Never depicted examined fixed for <br />Saving humanity <br /><br />Gotta live right <br />Gotta live right <br />Gotta live right <br />Gotta live right <br />God save my soul and my life <br /><br />Y do hataz cum around me <br />Tryn to clown me <br />da world to big to be stuck on hating me <br />Go live ur life I bought da town so <br />What yall gotta say now <br />jealous of me stop it get away flee luv me cum wit me reflect on da real respect me I respect you <br />let's find a nice beach sip green tea <br />Cleanse the mind n body <br />Heal each others soul <br />We live short lives but our spirits <br />So old old as gods mind creation of time <br />So why we live blind confined to hard times dwelling on what can't be changed <br />Stead of fixing all lives <br />To better all Human kind <br />I speak my mind to find <br />The place thats undiscovered <br />Inside our lives were love is smotherd <br /><br />Gotta live right <br />Gotta live right <br />Gotta live right <br />Gotta live right <br />Gotta live right <br />Gotta live right <br />God save my soul and my life <br /><br />Cuz humans rather fake how they feel <br />Then keep it real about what's real <br />To change all the worlds ills. <br />For real if a culture can't change itself <br />Or save itself so I chill cuz there's gotta be a reason y ppl give up on life <br />Cuz life make it hard to survive <br />Da government knows why so why lie. <br />I pray for the world to change <br />Peace on earth <br />And help for all troubled lives. <br />I can't ovastand y Katz bizze hatn me <br />Stead helping us all eat n ppl like me <br />They want everything material thats superficial but dont wanna save our cultures thats y da game is over. <br />stop waiting on jesus stop waiting on god god know we believe so let's believe <br />In ourselves if not imagine what life could of been no sin no stress eating thinking good everyday blessed <br /><br />Gotta live righteous <br />Gotta live righteous <br />Gotta live righteous <br />Gotta live righteous <br />Gotta live righteous <br />God save all souls and all lives <br /><br />Poems of life <br /><br />P Trilla <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com<br /><br />NEW SONGS FROM NEW ALBUM LOVE IS BLIND COMING OUT IN 2011<br /><br />Not gonna let u go <br /><br />Not gonnna let u go to war <br />Or settle the score <br />Love me less <br />Or love me no more <br />not gonna love you a little <br />Or love you alot <br />Gonna love you <br />Forever <br />because <br />Love is all I got <br />I'm give you all the love <br />I got <br />Til you say p is trill <br />He love me alot <br />Even when bizzy <br />With the music career <br />I'm give him some rear <br />Like a fender bender <br />Bend ya ova love ya right <br />Lemme get in ya <br />Give me ya love me sexual favors <br />Like flowers on valetine <br />Forever will ya be mine <br />All night then <br />Write a new song to <br />The love of my life <br />love at first sight <br />Hope those emotions <br />Never fade <br />Til we old and grey <br />Cuz the physical only last <br />For superficial relations <br />Our love is genuine <br />Two frogs sharing a lilly pod <br />Two doves on a tree branch <br />hot honey on your body <br />Lemme lick it off <br />Like a snake let me use my tongue <br />Two ways to highten <br />Our sexual senses <br />To heavens high <br />All over ya body <br />non stopping til <br />U can't resist me <br />Caressing ya p naughty <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />you cheated I cheated <br />Two wrongs never made a right <br />I was hoping the songs I write <br />Could change our life <br />Make our wrongs right <br />But we fell apart <br />hard to let you go <br />Have to let you go <br />Guess you wasn't for me <br />Like x said what the fuck <br />These bitches want from me <br />You came into my life <br />To use me as a stepping stone <br />So you could get on <br />But you ain't have to take <br />The gold digger playette route <br />You could hustled with me <br />But you never wanted to <br />Hear me out <br />Now like a bird singing in a trapped <br />Cage <br />I gotta let you out <br />Cuz you hurt my soul girl <br />It was supposed to be me & you <br />Rocking the world like jay & b <br />Obama & michelle bill & Hillary <br />I'm always love you <br />You always gone be in my heart <br />But I can't let you go <br />Where did our love go wrong? <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />from new album LOVE IS BLIND.<br /><br />Coming to an end <br /><br />Gripping the grain <br />Slanging in the rain <br />Life is full of to much pain <br />Eyes almost closed <br />Grave yard shift <br />Light a spliff <br />Can't see <br />Stay awake <br />Watch ya trap <br />Or attend another wake <br />Thats the state <br />Jakes send the work <br />Then turn snake <br />Then come back blasting <br />To get what ya made <br />Damn black man can't have nutn <br />End of discussion USA over <br />Fuck it ima keep rap hustling <br />Like slave words more powerful <br />Than massas cotton picking all day <br />This can't be all my life made of <br />Just to hustle in the streets <br />To rap over beats <br />About the hell I'm living <br />Hide ya stash <br />Don't get clipped <br />Other dealers work <br />Get low never know <br />Might let they pistoleros blow <br />They like <br />p trilla getting it <br />Fuck him ima get him <br />For his chains rims cars <br />& clothes <br />I'm coming to an end <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />The art of story telling <br />More graphic the design <br />On a computer cops gangs snitches <br />Watch ya set ya up <br />Shoot ya <br />Fake rappers & fake trappers <br />Fake gangster rappers <br />Undercover killers <br />Snitches working with the Feds <br />Met you then see you cool <br />Then try to get you <br />I'm telling you <br />Its kind of hectic to be a rapper <br />Might end up in plastic <br />Over fake static <br />Left tragic over fame or <br />Fake or real chains & small change <br />One day you living it up <br />Next day everybody ya knew <br />Turned state turned fake <br />Even ya crew told the things ya do <br />Just to get television time <br />Some of your millions <br />Snitching to get you raided <br />By the authorities <br />Auction ya estate <br />Now you upstate <br />Never thinking <br />Ya wife friends family <br />Would do you that way <br />Over money <br />See you in hell <br />We won't make it to heaven <br />Whatever happened <br />To being trill & being family <br />I'm coming to an end <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />Like tre I don't need yall <br />But I did need yall <br />But I guess yall ain't need me <br />loved to see me in jail <br />Living in hell <br />Even when I was on the right path <br />You told me to go the other way <br />I listened cuz I thought you cared <br />But your intentions were to use me <br />I never would of done you <br />Like you done <br />I had it all was on my way <br />Til yall ruin my destiny <br />But I bounced back in full effect laying <br />The industry on its back <br />Elite reign supreme <br />spoke my peace <br />To ease the beef <br />from ball playing to rapping <br />Producing editing suffering <br />Family tragedies never thought <br />Ppl <br />Would get shady over the life of me <br />Blind to the facts <br />I couldn't see so I had to let it all go til I found my destiny <br />To be like me <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />from new album LOVE IS BLIND.<br /><br />Long way home <br /><br />Son of a billionaire African <br />From Ghana refugees for centuries <br />Been fighting in attempts to save his <br />Family shipped his son on secret cargo <br />To the shores of Florida where he <br />& his mother brother & sisters <br />Learned a new language <br />Acted poor didn't want the soliders <br />And rebels looking for them to <br />Find their hideout they bought a small <br />House right on the coast started selling <br />Hair products clothes jewelry and real gold from the coast of Ghana imported <br />Saved up enough to buy a gas station <br />They had money lived the same way for years kept a small circle <br />Under the watchful eye of ambassadors <br />With big guns and heavy weight <br />They couldn't be touched <br />But growing up without his father <br />Made this young man hate the world <br />He Hated school he was rich <br />He love girls even though he had no game he swore he was a playa <br />All the girls jocking him <br />He dressed well <br />Lived swell <br />But one day his life would change <br />He came home from school <br />All his family sitting in the living room <br />crying tears <br />Reading a letter <br />said his father was <br />Murdered by the the rebels <br />& the rest of his family in Africa <br />& they coming to get them <br />at that moment a young boy <br />Decided to become a man <br />He ran away started hanging with <br />The bullies with fullies carrying toolies <br />Robbing banks gun stores <br />Drug dealers doctors lawyers <br />Rappers ball players and politicians <br />revenge was on his mind <br />To kill all the kind who Hated his <br />Kind he took a trip back to Africa <br />To get revenge against <br />The militias & rebels who killed his fame <br />Listen as the story gets deeper <br />fifteen years later <br />He was found dead <br />From a robbery gone wrong <br />Once again his family <br />Made it to another safe location <br />But little did they know <br />Son went back to Africa <br />And places where the rebels <br />Who killed his father <br />And murdered his fathers killers <br />And they crew <br />His family safe <br />But they always lived in fear <br />Always wondering what happened to <br />Him then one of goonies <br />He had watching his family <br />Acting like a long lost cousin <br />Told them the truth <br />So they cried packed they bags <br />Went back to Africa they home <br />After moving around the hole globe running from the rebels years <br />Later they were safe <br />After being a long way from home <br />They finally were safe in the <br />Motherland <br />Mother of all lands where they belong <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Ready or Not <br /><br />from new album LOVE IS BLIND.<br /><br />Chorus <br />They got money for war <br />But can't feed the poor <br />ready or not <br />The world at war <br /><br />They got money for war <br />But can't feed the poor <br />They got money for prisons <br />But can't stop poverty <br />They got money for luxury <br />But can't stop homelessness <br />they got money for drugs <br />But can't stop the drug wars <br />They got money for guns <br />But can't stop the killings <br />They got money for authority <br />But no jobs for the minorities <br />They got money for jails <br />But none for better schools and teachers <br />they got money for prostitutes <br />But no solutions to better our families <br />They got money for gangs <br />But can't make our communities safer <br />They got money for better cars <br />But the air still bad to breath <br />They got money for luxury boats <br />But the fish ain't safe to eat <br />they got money for chemical plants <br />But can't clean the air <br />They got money for new schools <br />But ain't giving out loans or grants <br />They got money for scientist <br />But can't cure health issues and disease <br />All the money in the world <br />And all problems still exist <br />Where ever money exist <br />What kind of life is this <br />Prison break grown men <br />Laws ruin families <br />Why can't oppurtunities be provided <br />For all of humanity <br />We all born equal <br />Grown up on brainwashed lies <br />Til you discover the truth <br />Why are we giving lies <br />Friends stab you in the front <br />Enemies stab you in the back <br />Don't get MADD at what you can't fix <br />Don't talk about me if you won't <br />Invest in me <br />help me fulfill my dreams <br />Help each other get rich <br />Cuz life is a bitch <br />I call her my puto <br />Fuck her so good make her <br />Turn cold like Pluto <br />then break her down <br />Digging her out new ice chains <br />New dubs with ice on the rims <br />ready or not <br />Life never waits on you <br />I've tried to tell the truth <br />While Many brush the truth <br />Under the rug <br />I carry slugs and speak <br />Up for whats mine <br />They tries to set me up <br />But I'll be dammed <br />If I go to jail for the next man <br />Or some things I ain't do <br />I'm more than a rap star <br />I'm mo like a spirit <br />Vibrating my truth <br />Trying to raise the <br />Vibrations of other spirits <br />Not aligned with the booth <br />Aligned with the synopsis <br />Of our youth <br />past to present <br />Our history is not known <br />Its been erased so <br />I trace all names and cultures <br />Histories to find the common <br />Bind between the human race <br />As it seems we all come from Africa <br />But how did we get scattered all over <br />The planet and lose our heritage <br />Divided & seperated <br />All over the planet only means <br />We all hating <br />If we stick to our own kind <br />Instead of fixing the problems <br />Of all human kind <br />Real ppl do business with each other <br />Fake ppl steal & kill one another <br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com<br /><br /><br />On the rise<br /><br />from new album LOVE IS BLIND.<br /><br />On the rise<br />In my own lane<br />On top of the world<br />Respect the name<br />P trilla<br />trilllllaaaaa<br /><br />ballaholic shopaholic<br />Smokaholic drankiholic<br /> spendaholic freakaholic<br />Women like reason & logic<br />Hustle anywhere<br />Born breadwinner<br />Go getta<br />Been on since<br />The late 80s baby<br />fresh diamonds on<br />The neck tell em cut<br />Another check  milli<br />Turn into a billi beef guns silly<br />ever Have had a zilli<br />then u Prolly couldn't feel me<br />Geto gold sold records<br />From way back nowadays platinum<br />Status diamond Grammy<br />Nominated suckaz hate it<br />Real fans love to see a playa make it<br />Wrote songs your favorite artists<br />Sing & rap to p trilla the best<br />No contest<br />No competition<br />Fakes want me dead & gone<br />They wishing<br />But I'ma keep stuntin<br />Keep giving fans the music they loving<br />Cuz I'm mmmmmm<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />Cakekoholic hitting licks<br />Pushing bricks smashing bad chicks<br />Swimming in dime hips<br />fast cars fast game<br />Get in your chick frame<br />Faster than a enzo<br />Then be gone before you know<br />I'm the producer blazing the charts<br />Got the world getting trill<br />Keeping it real<br />Leaving a trail<br />Fakers can't run thru<br />Hustled with the best of em<br />Ran with the rest of em<br />Hollywood to the hood<br />They all say p trilla<br />Can't be stopped<br />Need a dope song<br />Dope video<br />Now you know<br />You rocking wit da best<br />I'm beast to this world<br />Like an alien<br />Introduce you to a sound unknown<br />Have everybody<br />Doing p dance all over the globe<br />Cuz I'mmmmmm<br /><br />sent from @ P Trilla <br /><br />phatbeatzent.blogspot.com<br /><br /><br />from album LOVE IS BLIND<br />Superman<br /><br /><br />Women with fine bodies no tv time is silly to me lemme make you a star give them goodies to me first I make u mine put wedding ring on your finger put you in a big house exotic car let all my family and famous friends meet you then I'll eat you two weeks straight while we on a honeymoon some island far away secluded no one around so you can experience full body orgasms and scream out loud then I'll cheat with your cousin create the perfect scandal give the tabloids something to write about so our celeberity can go global I'm a hustla baby introduce you to the good life good food big money<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />never have a worry ever again in your life forget all that drama they told you let me show how you been lied to they just wanted to have a one stand you up like a prostitute I'm trying have you for life soul mate enter heavens gates with you sit back relax let my rhymes marinate on your mind you could have what you use to or put some pimpn in your life go on tour shopping in any store let your name ring bells in the halls of fame just say youll be my lady cuz my life like a major movie motion picture whats a leading character without a famous actor be my better half my everything my first & my last<br /><br />Chorus<br /><br />sux me right lips tighter than a boa constrictor melts in your mouth not your hand let p trilla be ya man<br /><br /><br />By p trilla<br /><br />Twitter.com/ptrilla<br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla<br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com<br /><br />I am<br /><br />I'm the covered up murder story an orphan dead parents foster family never told me the real<br />I'm the cancer patient hoping the doctors find a cure<br />I'm the innocent man doing 20 years for a crime I didn't commit<br />I'm the hit man trapped working in the drug cartels doing the dirt<br />I'm the girl who commited suicide slit my wrist cuz I thought my boyfriend didn't Iove me but interracial relationships hard sometimes Two ppl raised different dont understand each other<br />I'm the guy who turned gay cuz my father died fighting the FBI during the panther movement didn't want my friends knowing my story<br />I'm the guy who never clocks out<br />early underpaid & overworked<br />I'm da guy who cheated on his wifey<br />Sorry she like ballaz<br />I'm the disease over the seven seas<br />Alien hate humans<br />I'm da guy who never had shit<br />Killer cuz I had to<br />I'm the nigga u wanna take on Maury<br />Sperm donor cuz I'm rich<br />I'm the scientists with no lab<br />Dope tracks curing wack rappers<br />I'm the worlds richest man with no $<br />Geto King another life wasted<br />Lemme dream<br />I'm the doctor with no patients<br />Im sick or the system racist<br />I'm the worlds best rapper wit no fans<br />They hatin<br />I'm the president with no country<br />non believers in unity<br />I'm the best sports player<br />with no team keep practicing<br />One day they will believe<br />I'm the reformed gang member<br />Who homies is dead shots to the head<br />dying over colors is stupid<br />But sum ppl believe in dumb shit<br />I'm the chairman who grew up with the mob gangs mafias affiliated worldwide<br />no crew no drugs no guns<br />I'm the girl who father abandoned her<br />So she started stripping to pay bills<br />Mother dead to all alone what was she gone do<br />I'm the boy who lost his parents in a drive by infant left in car with his parents dead bodies until the police found them raised him into the system victim of gang violence<br />I'm the gangster with no legs teaching<br />Umeducated youth speaking at schools<br />About carrying guns using drugs and the dangers of the street life and joining gangs<br />I'm the border hopper running from violence in my country you dont know half my story<br />I'm the foreigner who raised himself from a young age hanging with juveniles & hoes no name no social number<br />Had to sale dope<br />I'm the guy who family turned on each other over currency<br />I'm the money that enslaves all nations<br />The world fighting over me<br />I'm the genius with no business or MBA degrees<br />Denied loans grants & scholarships<br />I'm the streotype stigma created to kill any culture<br />I'm the vulture to the world<br />Look at all these dead carcassess<br />I'm the king from Ghana but my ppl aint crown me yet<br />I'm the princess from Venezuela killed by the drug cartels<br />I'm the baby kidnapped at birth raised by the Mexican cartels<br />I'm the rich kid raised in a rich family<br />Arranged marriage from India<br />Everything is giving to me<br />I'm the homeless man world war two veteran served his country but they still spit in my hand no benefits no house no promises they promised<br />I'm the corporate executive who lost his business cuz his wife cheated with my friends had them infiltrate my business only to take off with my ends.<br />I'm the lawyer who exploited my clients out of their settlement cuz they tried to kill me now we all in jail imagine the hell<br />I'm the bullet inside theives killers robbers gang bangers coppers innocent victims & soliders<br />The reason we all trapped in this bullshit lives we living<br />I'm the Buddhist virgin never drunk or smoked had sex meditated all my life<br />No kids only eat rice drink water from the fountain of youth had plenty conversations with our creator<br />I'm the disabled kid blind can't hear walk or see but I see real love by your touch & how you treat me<br />I'm the kid trapped in a war for my people wealth & land bombs going off every three minutes missles & bullets flying over my head<br />I'm the painter who can't see but paint better than Picasso<br />I'm the tears behind any story<br />Let em out in this song<br />Cuz all language can't be spoken<br />Or heard most times<br />Our soul speak through our eyes<br />When what our souls see dont agree with the world<br />I am<br />P trilla<br />Your story is mine my story is yours<br />Maybe if we share our truths we could change this world.<br />I am<br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla<br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com<br /><br /><br />My thoughts<br /><br />Like wine I age with time<br />Ahead of others like a wine cellar<br />By the time you hit licks to get my level owning vineyards you might need help getting out them jail cells like Penn I'll tell you over dinner & a movie<br />But this life is real homies<br />I got so much honey the bees envy me<br />Run streets with me<br />Sleep in music sheets with me<br />Even shieks with covered faces feel me<br />Like bras whats your size baby<br />Pimpn aint easy tricks is fathers<br />Husband boyfriends bachelors<br />Ball players doctors lawyers sports political figures cops fireman veterans<br />I got the world in my hand like<br />RFID chip rubber grip big tits<br />Lock & load you might not believe<br />How good I am? Y murder when you<br />Could invest in your enemy.<br />What goes around comes around<br />Ppl always bite the hand that feeds<br />Fuck a slogan unless you lindsay Lohan<br />Or a hogan either way bring back the dough yeah<br />All I ever wanted was a stash of<br />Big face hundreds my own weed forest<br />Halle lemme taste ya berry tyra gimme some bank both yall meet me in the suana have a personal convo<br />Then slowly undress you both sex you both a month straight in the jungles of Africa Congo beat the pussy good like a bongo pronto lemme lick your toes<br />I'm young but I feel old<br />Got old game for old heads<br />Square game for new bread<br />New booties yung in the game like<br />Preschoolers against collegiates<br />alumni stay high like clouds<br />Gravity surfing in the stars<br />Playing in the galaxies<br />Oceans of all colors<br />Humans never seen sex with species finer than the human species<br />having sex on a cloud<br />Made of weed ocean of wine bodies so clean you can lay naked air so pure lounging all life long not a worry<br />Lemme take you to my world<br />Ass big like pillows fall asleep on em<br />Wake up on em like hello fluff em like jello then eat it real slow<br />Even though sum they hatin & stalling<br />Either way p trilla balling dippn<br />Sippn smokn rolln thru any set<br />Place bets coming up anywhere like a nympho pimpn hungry hungry hippos<br />How many cocks you suck today<br />Not enough cuz I'm short a billion<br />Get back out get million everyday<br />I can't settle til the world is mine<br />If their was no cops I wouldnt<br />Be afraid to shine like a bad boy<br />cuz ten years locked down is a waste<br />Of time & talent y not free all<br />Locked down more workers more Money for everyone equal bigger<br />Salaries green technologies<br />Not hardware or software but<br />Legalizing smoking weed<br />While you bizzy tryna stop my pay<br />I'm in the amazon & worldwide in jungles smoking the best with mad scientist tryna find cures for cancer & aids brave heart like a Indian<br />Times aint changed only the images & appearances. Life full of to many illuzenz confuzenz or maybe I got a tumor from to many collizenz conversazenz wit fake friends for my ends when will it end I never lied I always shared cared sometimes scared those close to me might dig a hole to pay for my grave before the end of my days me against the world like tupac walk in my air ones feel my blues like bb king before I'm dead & gone they gone say I did my thing the industry aint nutn with out me so I'm in the streets in the suites on the beats on the dubs over seas on the jets on the beach in the villa eatn well writing while the ocean swells fine women playing in the water while I'm eating grapes getting massages clocking mail let go of problemas can't blame us if they can't bear or beat us they flame us untamed lust voodoo dust love to bust my guns like good sperm from my nutts<br />Masterbation procrastination<br />Procreation donating sperm to raise another generation we all think we right we all living wrong if everybody got money then why the world still got problems I can't budge them judge them or love them if they see me as a threat can't trust them money power respect is the motto living large ever day off the cocaine era like I hit the lotto<br />Fedz wanna indict but I'm legit now<br />On stage rocking the crowd<br />This the story of many street dreamers<br />Any hustler would tell it if they lived it<br />And seen it casinos I beat em bad women to above the law like dead presidents inflation devastation invasion taxation they wanna keep me in a box not the jail cell the wooden pine box<br />Y cuz I exposed them rose above them<br />Showed my shorties the ropes<br />A hustle they can't bite like Tyson in lifes holy warfield many homies lost they to but many will break thru<br />Y they won't pay me reparations<br />So I figured out a business plan<br />To conquer all nations<br />its all about the money maybe not<br />Cuz half my culture dying over ignorance I wished they would learned<br />They never listened now I'm writing another letter to them like please listen<br />dont say you know when you dont<br />Let's be honest with ourselves<br />Stop the violence we need everything<br />They got plus what they owe<br />Yall been eating good for years<br />Now its time yall let us in<br />Cuz if our culture die out the<br />Food chain domino theory<br />All cultures next<br />We could save our earth<br />Or continue destroying our planet everybody responsible<br />But everybody aint gone always agree<br />Maybe its to late<br />To stop driving<br />Stop eating meat<br />Walk bike instead of drive<br />Plant a tree<br />Guess profit is more important<br />Than our lives<br />How insane can we all be<br />To place material goods<br />Over the human life<br />these just my thoughts never mind me<br />I'm thinking out loud<br /><br /><br />Make Love<br /><br />First thing im gonna do<br />is call you over to my place<br />im gone flip the script<br />instead of going out<br />on the town i want you<br />over my place long coat<br />nohting underneath <br />ring the bell by the door<br />ima gonna light some incents<br />candles hookah<br />slow music barry white<br />enjoy this moment baby<br />we gone make sweet love<br />all night<br />second thing im gonna do<br />is hand cuff you to the bed post<br />third thing im gonna do<br />is remove my clothes<br />fourth thing im gonna do<br />is pour hot honey over your<br />bodyyyyyy<br />let the weed smoke & champagne<br />tingle your senses like a shaman<br />get your higher to heavens high<br />make sextacy to you like a rave<br />my love is drug like extacy<br />fifth thing im gonna do<br />is make slow love <br />to youuuuuuuu<br />sixth thing im gonna do<br />is lick you from your head<br />to your toooessss<br />seventh thing im gonna do<br />stick my dick real deep in you<br />ninth thing im gonna do<br />is stroke you so good<br />your body gonna moan all year long<br />give you a experience you never forget<br />this a be a night youll never regret<br />tenth thing im gonna do<br />is run hot bath water for me & you<br />slowly rubbing your body<br />cuddled after hours of foreplay<br />feel my masculinity<br />sip this green tea<br />whisper sweet nothings in your ear<br />one night stand <br />might turn into a lifetime<br />cuz this is our year<br />make you rhymenise of our anniversary<br />even though we just met<br />ima make love to you so good<br />ill leave the rest<br />to your imaginazen<br />your my zao<br />im waiting on you<br /><br /><br />Cherish <br /> <br />Wish I could of loved you better <br />Massaged you in best of weather <br />Now your true colors showing <br />Twitter beef growing <br />Internet thuggn <br />Subliminals at a all time high <br />You using the system against me <br />Cuz I like to get high <br />We not together so you <br />Wanna search my car <br />Turn my kids against me <br />Ruin my image <br />Shatter my reputation <br />You damaged goods baby <br />You went from a classy lady <br />To a trashy loud mouth nagging female turned out all along you was shady <br />Plot on my people death for fortunes <br />Extortion abortion <br />Full metal jacket you need <br />Four of them <br />Lock you under the prison <br />No day light sun light <br />No food starve until the end <br />Of your existence <br />You worser than stan <br />Eminems worst fan <br />You came from a foreign land <br />Just to stand in my way <br />Tell me you can't stand my guts <br />When you used to suck my nutts <br />MADD cuz I fucked MADD bitches <br />From all over the globe <br />Even ur cousins & friends <br />You never let go <br />You held on to long <br />Billy jean the kid aint mine <br />Quit harassing me <br />You know as well as I know <br />You got problems with your memory <br />You only hear what you want <br />Dont get what you want <br />You start creeping like TLC <br />That's right <br />You cool calm & fa show crazy <br />All the times we shared aint mean <br />A thing <br />You was only inching closer <br />To your big pay day <br />Insurance scam <br />Burial service <br />Wills & trust <br />New bank account <br />Fly off into the son <br />You spy you lie <br />You die you cry <br />Why try you aint right <br />You was supposed to be the love of <br />My life my wife fucked you right <br />But you loved screwing ppl over <br />Only cuz u was raised without ur father <br />dont let the void of Grown mens <br />Lust & perversions of your fine flesh <br />Use & get to you <br />I can't stand to see them treat you <br />Wrong talk you into things <br />You dont have to do. <br />All you had to do was go to school <br />Put down the guns & schemes <br />Get a degree own a business <br />Hustle with me <br />Yet your soul which is pretty <br />You let the world ruin you. <br />Look at what they made you do <br />Put you thru only to get <br />Things we all can't take when <br />We parish <br />These my last words to you <br />Hope you change one day <br />My letter to you <br />Cherish <br /> <br /> <br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /> <br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Heavenly thoughts <br /><br />You can't rush perfection <br />Just like you can't rush a erection <br />Dont run the light in the intersection <br />Come into my red light district <br />We texting bout sexing <br />Life is a party meet me @ the function <br />You lost you gone need instructions <br />You drunk I won't take advantage <br />Unless you won't me in between your legs then <br />tell me how you want it <br />I'll follow directions <br />dont mumble <br />Lemme slowly undress you <br />Caress you <br />in places you not used to <br />Your mind spirit senses soul <br />I'm so in love with you <br />Not your physical <br />your spiritual <br />You my zao <br />to my zen <br />Peace to my Buddhist chant <br />I'm prayn <br />Never thought a black Indian <br />Mixed with asain <br />practiced so many <br />Ways of getting in touch with our <br />Creator shaman like shabba I rank <br />You to be my only girl to love me <br />Forever leave you never <br />Dont be a cancer to the sickness <br />The world inheriting <br />Let's the be the cure to both sides <br />Of the sickness spreading Gemini <br />Negative native positivity creativity <br />Longevity tee pee green pasture <br />No church no pastor we all thuggn <br />Like bone in harmoney Islamic <br />Practice clean faith no jihad <br />Only journey to change the lives <br />Of humanity no wars is holy <br />Dont believe them lies <br />But you'd wanna blow up towers to <br />If bombs dropped out of the sky <br />The truth distorted like a eight track <br />I'm tired we going back & forth all nyte <br />Wipe the tears from your eye <br />Two wrong could never be right <br />But two loves can make one life <br />Husband wife air water day night <br />Dark bright get your mental right <br />Green tea cleanse the body <br />No impurities highten our sexuality <br />This can't be true me and you <br />Let all the drama go <br />They all will never know <br />Why they reincarnate into <br />Negative lives since <br />Beginning of time til eternity <br />They choose not to believe <br />In the higher power <br />Letting temptations evils of this world <br />Devour their souls <br />Black holes <br />Trapping wicked & lost souls <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />CODE OF CONDUCT<br /><br /><br />I see murderers & crooks <br />You see celeberities politicians police <br />World governments killers out for <br />Currency <br />envious eyes <br />Full of greed <br />Sum ppl will do anything <br />To make a dollar <br />Rob they cousins <br />Mother brother sister aunt or father <br />Dont hate the playa <br />Hate the game <br />But if the game never change <br />Then hate the playas <br />Who do the same thangs <br />i aint come here to expose nobody <br />I came here to make music <br />And rock the party <br />Everybody is serious <br />Life aint no joke <br /><br />Yall niggaz stay up <br />Ima stay down <br />Everywhere <br />All the time <br />I know you hear my sound <br />Abc <br />123 <br />Koo da bling <br />Cha ching cha ching <br /><br />The same niggaz I eat with <br />Slept with grew up with <br />I fuck hoes with <br />Beef with <br />Even though we aint cool <br />Play cool <br />Doing the same shit <br />Over & over <br />Cuz niggaz <br />Want my shine <br />Over the past <br />They want me gone <br />But its on <br />Til I'm gone <br />Technology got everybody <br />In everybody business <br />We all from different walks of life <br />Different strokes <br />For different folks <br />Equality for all <br />But if were made in gods image <br />Why the world full of sin <br />World full problems <br />Everybody terrorists <br />If you dont agree with my lyfestyle <br />Or hate my skin tone <br />Dont make money with me <br />Then you against me <br />baby girl <br />Things wasn't supposed <br />To be this way <br />Why do things gotta <br />Be this way <br />Authority wanna arrest me <br />So society can live it up <br />Fuck your lifestyle <br />Terrorist flow <br />Blow your jets bentlys skyscrappers up <br />Cuz you corporate executives <br />Wanna keep profiting <br />Off the slave trade of dead Africans <br />Indians ppl of many heritages <br />I want that good life to <br />So much money I dont know <br />What to do <br />But buy hoes <br />Marrying them <br />Keep em as house wives <br />Front to my friends <br />Like I got it all <br />So I can fit in <br />When really <br />I'm the stand out fall guy <br />My ppl died to make this country <br />What it is <br />Wasn't that enough <br />Emancipation proclamation <br />Says willie lynch letters <br />Want ppl of color in hand cuffs <br />Just so racist piggs phat kats <br />Big wigs can live it up <br /><br />Yall niggaz stay up <br />Ima stay down <br />Everywhere <br />All the time <br />I know you hear my sounds <br />Abc 123 <br />Koo da bling <br />Cha ching cha ching <br /><br />I hear what they saying <br />But it dont measure up <br />To what my heart feel <br />If I still gotta carry the steel <br />All I wanted was love & millions <br />Not problems violence snitches <br />Situations I can't fix <br />Everything aint always what it seem <br />Life is real <br />But feel like I'm living a dream <br />how could those closest to me <br />Try to do me wrong <br />I got strangers treating me better <br />Than family & friends <br />No disrespect to them <br />Cuz they wasn't always their for me <br />Cuz I washy always their for them <br />But I got love for all of them <br />No matter what happen <br />To me or them <br />I forgive I changed hope they do <br />But I'm living the good life <br />So I dont expect them to <br />I hope they do <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />IM HEARING VOICES<br /><br /><br />I got ppl tryn kill me <br />Actin like they feel me <br />My life on twitter or tv <br />Nigga that aint the real me <br />Best out of em all <br />But you dont see me competing <br />I dont judge no one <br />I got love fit everyone <br />The human population <br />Saddens me <br />Y live flawless <br />Lawless <br />Cant we all get along <br />If not y not man <br />I should be a cop <br />Tryn stop <br />Domestic violence crime <br />Everywhere <br />But I'm not superman <br />I want ppl to change <br />The money is secondary <br />Cuz after they tried to kill me <br />They posing like they feel me <br />My mind is spinning <br />Colliding with myself <br />& the worlds mysteries <br />I can't see straight <br />My mind is blank <br />I need some time to think <br />How should I handle my life <br />Gotta do whats best for me <br />I got money <br />But I'm not happy <br />Whats missing in my life <br />its not my past <br />Or my future <br />Cuz right now <br />Is the moment <br />Ive always dreamed of <br />But dreams turn to nightmares <br />whats the meaning of them <br />Psychics telling me <br />Your dreams <br />Reveal your future <br />Before you experience it <br />Fuck well lemme live <br />The good times <br />Over and over <br />Let this moment last forever <br />Zillion thoughts in my head <br />Reality sometimes to much <br />Anxiety disorder <br />Post tramatic stress <br />Depression <br />Mental verbal abuse <br />Which those who live <br />By innocent by skintione <br />Tables could turn feel my pain <br />Then erase this strain with rain <br />Let my tears ease my souls spirit <br />So I can be sane <br />I hate no one mental disorder <br />Got me out of order <br />With the order of society <br />Which dont agree with <br />My mind my brain cries <br />I crash my car <br />After drinking to get a coma <br />Hopefully erase me memory <br />So when I wake up <br />Cocoon caterpillar <br />Butterfly into a new life <br />New career with a new woman <br />I hate my past <br />I miss the family <br />& the world I dreamed of <br />Which never came to past <br />More of my ppl passed <br />I wish could live forever <br />But god need soliders <br />In a holy war <br />So my ppl looking down from heaven <br />Guiding me towards the right path <br />If you hate me <br />Then why talk to me <br />Threaten me <br />Y not leave me be <br />I'm just enjoying me <br />Y is my life <br />A problem to those <br />Who dont like my spirit <br />Look past culture <br />Race religion <br />Look at me as a spirit <br />A voice disguised with physical features <br />speaking gods words <br />Angles battling demons <br /><br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />Untamed (FAR FAR AWAY)<br /><br />Eternal pleasure <br />Internal pain <br />Nightmare living <br />Afterlife accomplishing <br />My dreams <br /><br />Hellish heaven <br />Truthful lies <br />Defined sin <br />Stuck lives <br />Beginning of time <br />Til the end <br />Stupid opinions <br />Ruin many <br />Generation <br />2 generation <br />Humans killed <br />Each other over ignorance <br />Can you find the bind <br />Between Hunan kind <br />The lines between <br />Growing old <br />Fountain of youth <br />Reincarnation <br />Living forever <br />Heaven hell <br />Satan & god <br />I'm not Jesus <br />But I feel like a savior <br />But the teachers <br />Always hated my term paper <br />Cuz I was making more paper <br />Can't tell me nutn <br />If you aint walk in my shoes <br />Gone where ive been <br />Seen what ive seen <br />Done what ive done <br />Sleep with snakes <br />Drink scorpion poison <br />Swim with sharks <br />Wild lions in my backyard <br />King of the world <br />Feeling like a boy trapped <br />In the wrong world <br />To many enemies <br />To many temptations <br />To many chances to be incarcerated <br />Or hated <br />Y can't I have the finer things <br />In life without being hated <br />Speak no see no hear evil <br />The more you hate your self <br />You hate your own people <br />Psychologically conditioned <br />To hate our own kind <br />Turn off the tv <br />Pick up a book <br />Learn the problems <br />To finding solutions <br />Between human kind <br /><br />Eternal pleasure <br />Internal pain <br />Nightmare living <br />Afterlife <br />Accomplishing my dreams <br /><br />Overstand understand <br />Comprehend I'm just tryna be <br />A better man <br />While the vices of this land <br />Want me jailed broke shackled up <br />Dead on foreign sand <br />Or trapped in a mortgage a I can't pay <br />Job my degree wont matter <br />Field of study the recession ruined <br />Over worked over qualified <br />Underpaid & underrated <br />I dreamed of house parties all year <br />Sexing the finest women <br />Hood to the television <br />Lemme tell my vision <br />Luxurious living <br />Cause to much envy <br />From to many haters <br />Those who said I made it to fast <br />Now forever my wealth will last <br />Married the wrong women <br />She wasn't right <br />Taking flight dating men in different <br />Countries every night <br />Thinking I found the one <br />She wasn't cuz I was fucking <br />Her friends & her cousins <br />Crazy how the images on tv <br />Aint nutn like real life <br />Or as perfect as it seems <br />I used to be the street nigga <br />Dont fuck with clubs no I'd <br />Carry guns sale drugs <br />On street corners <br />Until I became man <br />For my future sons & daughters <br />Gotta do the right thing <br />Like spike so put my pictures <br />Up on your walls <br />If you love trilla p <br /><br />Eternal pleasure <br />Internal pain <br />Nightmare living <br />After life <br />Accomplishing <br />My dreams <br /><br />I never bite the hand that feeds <br />But if the hand that feeds <br />Gotta its foot on my neck <br />Chains on my neck <br />Won't let me free <br />From the misery <br />Steadily wanting my company <br />For its amusement <br />Will I ever be free from <br />Insanity <br />Will justice ever be served <br />Lyrical playa professional <br />You looking good tyra <br />Won't you cum lay in my bed <br />I could play with your clit <br />But I'd rather cuddle instead <br />Cuz I love your hustle <br />Brains & bueaty <br />Got me worshipping you <br />I'll do anything you want me to do <br />Sexually I'm forever yours <br />Your wish is my command <br />But I'm wild at heart <br />So you can catch me <br />Any nation <br />Any planet <br />Cuz I'm untamed <br /><br />Eternal pleasure <br />Internal pain <br />After life <br />Accomplishing <br />My dreams <br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />Cherish <br /><br />Wish I could of loved you better <br />Massaged you in best of weather <br />Now your true colors showing <br />Twitter beef growing <br />Internet thuggn <br />Subliminals at a all time high <br />You using the system against me <br />Cuz I like to get high <br />We not together so you <br />Wanna search my car <br />Turn my kids against me <br />Ruin my image <br />Shatter my reputation <br />You damaged goods baby <br />You went from a classy lady <br />To a trashy loud mouth nagging female turned out all along you was shady <br />Plot on my people death for fortunes <br />Extortion abortion <br />Full metal jacket you need <br />Four of them <br />Lock you under the prison <br />No day light sun light <br />No food starve until the end <br />Of your existence <br />You worser than stan <br />Eminems worst fan <br />You came from a foreign land <br />Just to stand in my way <br />Tell me you can't stand my guts <br />When you used to suck my nutts <br />MADD cuz I fucked MADD bitches <br />From all over the globe <br />Even ur cousins & friends <br />You never let go <br />You held on to long <br />Billy jean the kid aint mine <br />Quit harassing me <br />You know as well as I know <br />You got problems with your memory <br />You only hear what you want <br />Dont get what you want <br />You start creeping like TLC <br />That's right <br />You cool calm & fa show crazy <br />All the times we shared aint mean <br />A thing <br />You was only inching closer <br />To your big pay day <br />Insurance scam <br />Burial service <br />Wills & trust <br />New bank account <br />Fly off into the son <br />You spy you lie <br />You die you cry <br />Why try you aint right <br />You was supposed to be the love of <br />My life my wife fucked you right <br />But you loved screwing ppl over <br />Only cuz u was raised without ur father <br />dont let the void of Grown mens <br />Lust & perversions of your fine flesh <br />Use & get to you <br />I can't stand to see them treat you <br />Wrong talk you into things <br />You dont have to do. <br />All you had to do was go to school <br />Put down the guns & schemes <br />Get a degree own a business <br />Hustle with me <br />Yet your soul which is pretty <br />You let the world ruin you. <br />Look at what they made you do <br />Put you thru only to get <br />Things we all can't take when <br />We parish <br />These my last words to you <br />Hope you change one day <br />My letter to you <br />Cherish <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />My thoughts <br /><br /><br />Like wine I age with time <br />Ahead of others like a wine cellar <br />By the time you hit licks to get my level owning vineyards you might need help getting out them jail cells like Penn I'll tell you over dinner & a movie <br />But this life is real homies <br />I got so much honey the bees envy me <br />Run streets with me <br />Sleep in music sheets with me <br />Even shieks with covered faces feel me <br />Like bras whats your size baby <br />Pimpn aint easy tricks is fathers <br />Husband boyfriends bachelors <br />Ball players doctors lawyers sports political figures cops fireman veterans <br />I got the world in my hand like <br />RFID chip rubber grip big tits <br />Lock & load you might not believe <br />How good I am? Y murder when you <br />Could invest in your enemy. <br />What goes around comes around <br />Ppl always bite the hand that feeds <br />Fuck a slogan unless you lindsay Lohan <br />Or a hogan either way bring back the dough yeah <br />All I ever wanted was a stash of <br />Big face hundreds my own weed forest <br />Halle lemme taste ya berry tyra gimme some bank both yall meet me in the suana have a personal convo <br />Then slowly undress you both sex you both a month straight in the jungles of Africa Congo beat the pussy good like a bongo pronto lemme lick your toes <br />I'm young but I feel old <br />Got old game for old heads <br />Square game for new bread <br />New booties yung in the game like <br />Preschoolers against collegiates <br />alumni stay high like clouds <br />Gravity surfing in the stars <br />Playing in the galaxies <br />Oceans of all colors <br />Humans never seen sex with species finer than the human species <br />having sex on a cloud <br />Made of weed ocean of wine bodies so clean you can lay naked air so pure lounging all life long not a worry <br />Lemme take you to my world <br />Ass big like pillows fall asleep on em <br />Wake up on em like hello fluff em like jello then eat it real slow <br />Even though sum they hatin & stalling <br />Either way p trilla balling dippn <br />Sippn smokn rolln thru any set <br />Place bets coming up anywhere like a nympho pimpn hungry hungry hippos <br />How many cocks you suck today <br />Not enough cuz I'm short a billion <br />Get back out get million everyday <br />I can't settle til the world is mine <br />If their was no cops I wouldnt <br />Be afraid to shine like a bad boy <br />cuz ten years locked down is a waste <br />Of time & talent y not free all <br />Locked down more workers more Money for everyone equal bigger <br />Salaries green technologies <br />Not hardware or software but <br />Legalizing smoking weed <br />While you bizzy tryna stop my pay <br />I'm in the amazon & worldwide in jungles smoking the best with mad scientist tryna find cures for cancer & aids brave heart like a Indian <br />Times aint changed only the images & appearances. Life full of to many illuzenz confuzenz or maybe I got a tumor from to many collizenz conversazenz wit fake friends for my ends when will it end I never lied I always shared cared sometimes scared those close to me might dig a hole to pay for my grave before the end of my days me against the world like tupac walk in my air ones feel my blues like bb king before I'm dead & gone they gone say I did my thing the industry aint nutn with out me so I'm in the streets in the suites on the beats on the dubs over seas on the jets on the beach in the villa eatn well writing while the ocean swells fine women playing in the water while I'm eating grapes getting massages clocking mail let go of problemas can't blame us if they can't bear or beat us they flame us untamed lust voodoo dust love to bust my guns like good sperm from my nutts <br />Masterbation procrastination <br />Procreation donating sperm to raise another generation we all think we right we all living wrong if everybody got money then why the world still got problems I can't budge them judge them or love them if they see me as a threat can't trust them money power respect is the motto living large ever day off the cocaine era like I hit the lotto <br />Fedz wanna indict but I'm legit now <br />On stage rocking the crowd <br />This the story of many street dreamers <br />Any hustler would tell it if they lived it <br />And seen it casinos I beat em bad women to above the law like dead presidents inflation devastation invasion taxation they wanna keep me in a box not the jail cell the wooden pine box <br />Y cuz I exposed them rose above them <br />Showed my shorties the ropes <br />A hustle they can't bite like Tyson in lifes holy warfield many homies lost they to but many will break thru <br />Y they won't pay me reparations <br />So I figured out a business plan <br />To conquer all nations <br />its all about the money maybe not <br />Cuz half my culture dying over ignorance I wished they would learned <br />They never listened now I'm writing another letter to them like please listen <br />dont say you know when you dont <br />Let's be honest with ourselves <br />Stop the violence we need everything <br />They got plus what they owe <br />Yall been eating good for years <br />Now its time yall let us in <br />Cuz if our culture die out the <br />Food chain domino theory <br />All cultures next <br />We could save our earth <br />Or continue destroying our planet everybody responsible <br />But everybody aint gone always agree <br />Maybe its to late <br />To stop driving <br />Stop eating meat <br />Walk bike instead of drive <br />Plant a tree <br />Guess profit is more important <br />Than our lives <br />How insane can we all be <br />To place material goods <br />Over the human life <br />these just my thoughts never mind me <br />I'm thinking out loud <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br /><br />I am <br />I'm the covered up murder story an orphan dead parents foster family never told me the real <br />I'm the cancer patient hoping the doctors find a cure <br />I'm the innocent man doing 20 years for a crime I didn't commit <br />I'm the hit man trapped working in the drug cartels doing the dirt <br />I'm the girl who commited suicide slit my wrist cuz I thought my boyfriend didn't Iove me but interracial relationships hard sometimes Two ppl raised different dont understand each other <br />I'm the guy who turned gay cuz my father died fighting the FBI during the panther movement didn't want my friends knowing my story <br />I'm the guy who never clocks out <br />early underpaid & overworked <br />I'm da guy who cheated on his wifey <br />Sorry she like ballaz <br />I'm the disease over the seven seas <br />Alien hate humans <br />I'm da guy who never had shit <br />Killer cuz I had to <br />I'm the nigga u wanna take on Maury <br />Sperm donor cuz I'm rich <br />I'm the scientists with no lab <br />Dope tracks curing wack rappers <br />I'm the worlds richest man with no $ <br />Geto King another life wasted <br />Lemme dream <br />I'm the doctor with no patients <br />Im sick or the system racist <br />I'm the worlds best rapper wit no fans <br />They hatin <br />I'm the president with no country <br />non believers in unity <br />I'm the best sports player <br />with no team keep practicing <br />One day they will believe <br />I'm the reformed gang member <br />Who homies is dead shots to the head <br />dying over colors is stupid <br />But sum ppl believe in dumb shit <br />I'm the chairman who grew up with the mob gangs mafias affiliated worldwide <br />no crew no drugs no guns <br />I'm the girl who father abandoned her <br />So she started stripping to pay bills <br />Mother dead to all alone what was she gone do <br />I'm the boy who lost his parents in a drive by infant left in car with his parents dead bodies until the police found them raised him into the system victim of gang violence <br />I'm the gangster with no legs teaching <br />Umeducated youth speaking at schools <br />About carrying guns using drugs and the dangers of the street life and joining gangs <br />I'm the border hopper running from violence in my country you dont know half my story <br />I'm the foreigner who raised himself from a young age hanging with juveniles & hoes no name no social number <br />Had to sale dope <br />I'm the guy who family turned on each other over currency <br />I'm the money that enslaves all nations <br />The world fighting over me <br />I'm the genius with no business or MBA degrees <br />Denied loans grants & scholarships <br />I'm the streotype stigma created to kill any culture <br />I'm the vulture to the world <br />Look at all these dead carcassess <br />I'm the king from Ghana but my ppl aint crown me yet <br />I'm the princess from Venezuela killed by the drug cartels <br />I'm the baby kidnapped at birth raised by the Mexican cartels <br />I'm the rich kid raised in a rich family <br />Arranged marriage from India <br />Everything is giving to me <br />I'm the homeless man world war two veteran served his country but they still spit in my hand no benefits no house no promises they promised <br />I'm the corporate executive who lost his business cuz his wife cheated with my friends had them infiltrate my business only to take off with my ends. <br />I'm the lawyer who exploited my clients out of their settlement cuz they tried to kill me now we all in jail imagine the hell <br />I'm the bullet inside theives killers robbers gang bangers coppers innocent victims & soliders <br />The reason we all trapped in this bullshit lives we living <br />I'm the Buddhist virgin never drunk or smoked had sex meditated all my life <br />No kids only eat rice drink water from the fountain of youth had plenty conversations with our creator <br />I'm the disabled kid blind can't hear walk or see but I see real love by your touch & how you treat me <br />I'm the kid trapped in a war for my people wealth & land bombs going off every three minutes missles & bullets flying over my head <br />I'm the painter who can't see but paint better than Picasso <br />I'm the tears behind any story <br />Let em out in this song <br />Cuz all language can't be spoken <br />Or heard most times <br />Our soul speak through our eyes <br />When what our souls see dont agree with the world <br />I am <br />P trilla <br />Your story is mine my story is yours <br />Maybe if we share our truths we could change this world. <br />I am <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com<br /><br /><br />ME SPECIAL WOMEN THE PERFECT DATE<br /><br />EMAIL ME YOUR ANSWERS<br /><br />YOU COULD WIN A DATE WITH<br /><br />P TRILLA: PTHRILLA.U@GMAIL.COM<br /><br />you smell good you walk up to me at the bar i offer you a drink you decline i offer you a dance you accept we dance the night away we both sweated out our good clothes your drunk im wasted we both need drivers to go home but my place is right down the street near the water i offer you to come to my place to have a few night caps and ride on my yatcht you accept my driver comes pick us up we go to my place soon as you walk through the door rose pedals on the ground lead through my house out to my boat the interior design is unlike any place you ever seen before your amazed you wonder what my professoin is i leave it to your mystery im a artist of some kind paintings instruments stripper pole music studio music sheets magazines with my face and awards and records showcased hanging on the wall you step into my boat after being amazed at my artistic spirit the aroma of natural fruits and incents lit being the natural breeze smell of the beach highten your senses we get on my boat ride off into the sunset drinking pure wine which eases both our minds and bodys we relax then reach a secluded beach which i own a few miles from my house private island we walk to my villa after exiting the boat then my maids bring us good fruitsfrom all over the world by lit bonfire while we listen to nice slow jazz r n b and classical music all alone getting to know one another all night until the sun set your bueaty is so fine personality so my type i propose to you first night we meet why wait.....<br /><br /><br />their is no perfect match i think if you can make me laugh and looks dont matter than if you like to travel and love good food good wine and hanging with nice people who are not materialistc and like to have a good time you like massages giving and recieving. you like spending quiet time alone cuddling or going out to nice restaurants or taking walks on the beach in beautiful countries around the world. we could rent some sports cars and i take you for a drive on a private race track you like boat rides around the city seeing all the famous attractions you like shopping in the malls or family gatherings. you pretty much like to treat your man how you like to be treated this is what i look for in a women.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />If you had a billion dollars, what would you do with it?<br /><br />If you could change something about yourself, what would it be & why?<br /><br />What last made you laugh?<br /><br />What sound do you love?<br /><br />What is your favorite smell?<br /><br />Do you have tattoos? Why or why not?<br /><br />What is your favorite sport to watch?<br /><br />What is your favorite sport to play?<br /><br />What is your definition of cheating?<br /><br />What are the five most important things in your life?<br /><br />What languages can you speak? Which would you like to learn?<br /><br />Do you play any instruments?<br /><br />Describe your perfect vacation.<br /><br />How many times a day, if at all, is it normal for people to have sex?<br /><br />What celebrity do you fantasize about?<br /><br />What is your dream job?<br /><br />What is your favorite food?<br /><br /><br />EMAIL ME YOUR ANSWERS<br /><br />YOU COULD WIN A DATE WITH<br /><br />P TRILLA: PTHRILLA.U@GMAIL.COM<br /><br /><br />PSA: (REAL TALK)<br /><br />Sometimes when you say those things about pimp players and hustlers. It just makes me think after talking to your cousins and knowing what kind of shit they do. It aint no telling where and how they got their money and the kind of things they do.I just hope you dont end up dead deported used abused drugged selling your body or doing illegal things like most of them scamming and so forth just to get by. Times are hard i know but those people never learn and they never have good lives no matter how much material things they have.The pain cant be erased from the things you do or from the people you hurt, cuz yall all hurting inside because yall choose not to change. Listen love i love you but i dont need you verbally abusing me and mentally physical financially and socially abusing me, because your used to the fast life while i have slowed down because how of this system is. I am gonna pray for you because you are a lost soul and we are not on the same page as far as goals but, as far as money making yea sure everybody wants to be rich. YEt getting over on a person or certain people doing bad things crime pays but at what cost? your life or someone elses life or some peoples lives you effect is not cool. I just dont like knowing people like that and i definately wish i would of known you would of turned out to be like that. This whole situation is negative and its not looking good for alot of people who want to benefit off a situation they didnt invent and not meant for them to deserve anything from it. It shocks me that people acutually want to get paid for doing nothing but running their movies instead of really trying to be civilized and peaceful. Their are plenty of ways to make money but doing ilegal things crime only pays so long. People like that cant run forever and if you do youll always be looking over your shoulder because of the things you did done or are about to do. Im gonna pray for you because i did love you and i wish i was rich but you talk about the same things you never open up to me and your friends. Well im just gonna say if they were real they would not have a problem meeting me and discussing business with me to. Long as its legit but since they are afraid to meet me or are doing illegal things then thats probably why they dont want to meet me because they know im not going for all that bullshit. I hope you dont fall for it either. But if you find a honest living and make alot of money i would not mind you being my friend,women,business associate, or whom ever role you want to play in my life.<br /><br />I WONT REGRET ANYTHING. I LOVED YOU AND LOVED YOU HARD. I TRIED TO MAKE SOMETHING WORK WHICH NOW I KNOW SHOULDNT HAVE TRIED TO MAKE IT WORK. EITHER WAY ILL WIN SPITUALLY BUT LOSE FINANCIALLY. THIS WORLD CANT TAkE NOTHING FROM ME. IT ALL BELONGS TO GOD WE ALL RETURN TO ASHES. DUST TO DUST. I RESPECTED YOU AS MUCH AS YOU RESPECTED ME. SINCE YOU FELT YOU HAD TO PLAY SILLY A$$ GAMES I CHOSE NOT TO PLAY I WAS DONE OVER IT MOVED ON IN SPIRIT. EVEN THOUGH I AM TRAPPED IN THE PHYSICAL REALM WITH YOU AND MANY OTHER LOST SOULS AND DEMONS. I JUST WISH YOU COULD REALIZE EVERYTHING YOU SAY TO ME YOU SHOULD ANALIZE ABOUT YOURSELF FIRST AND FORE MOST ALWAYS. THINK BEFORE YOU SPEAK.YOU HAVE TO GIVE RESPECT TO GET RESPECT. YOU DONT GIVE IT THEN YOU WONT GET IT AND IF YOU GET IT WITHOUT GIVING IT THEN YOULL ALWAYS LOST IT FOREVER.<br /><br /><br />YOU HAVE SUCH LOW STANDARDS THINKING OF ME. YOU THINK ALL I WANT TO DO IS HAVE SEX WITH BUNCH OF WOMEN WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT THE CHANCE TO CATCH STD OR HAVE CHILDREN I DONT WANT. DAMN WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO SEE ME AS A BUSINESS MAN ENTREPENUER STRUGGLING TO MAKE A LIVING JUST LIKE YOU AT THE END OF THE DAY WE JUST PEOPLE SOME OF US ARE ASSHOLES SOME OF US ARE NOT. SOME OF US ARE RICH SOME OF US ARE POOR. SOME OF US KNOW BETTER SOME OF US DONT. SOME OF US LEARN SOME OF US NEED HIGHER LEARNING AND BETTER CHANCES TO MAKE A BETTER LIVING.SOME OF US NEVER GET THE PICTURE UNTIL ITS TO LATE. SOME OF US ARE SO STUCK IN OUR WAYS WE CAN NEVER CHANGE NO MATTER HOW MUCH SOME OF US WANT TO.<br /><br />Is reparations good serve black african american people any good?<br /><br />honestly black folks dont really care to many of us are dead in jail or unemployed. to many of us are brainwashed and tired of this discrimination racism and seperation and division which is putting us against each other. the u.s. government lost trillion dollars worth of jobs and american lives with the recession the new depression i call it. our jobs have been sent over seas while many jobs the foreigners have taken up. so ask yourselves welfare,food stamps, social security disablilty income,unemployment insurance income which only last until you find another job or until your pension runs out if you didnt invest right, all these governemnt programs which i believe is reparations for blacks but we have to know how to apply and utitlize these benefits for our own good. Dont live beyond your means budget sacrifice and think smart and frugal. Always think do i really need to buy this today when i can save this money for a better time. learn to be entrepenuers sale and work and hustle and never settle. if our government love us then they would of never stole this land from the indians and used our ancestors to build it only so they can rape us further into the future by pulling this crap over and over century after century. we have to stop this all for self to eachs own mentality which has destroyed the getos and urban areas and tribal peoples of this great land all colored people should unite and come together to fight this war machine and shut it down once and for all so this land can be free and a safe haven for all people who are natural ancestors of this land. we all should share our food land resources clothes time money homes with one another as long as were not harming an doing each other wrong because lets face it racism and discrimination does not just come from authority or government or terrorists. it comes from our own people sometimes our own people can stop us from living our dreams accomplishing our goals or whatever you may want to do in life. if you live in a dangerous domestic violent situation do as best as you can to swallow your pride and leave and start over. things only get better when you acknowledge the truth. ok every black person is not for every black person the same in other cultures. why because people have been brainwashed or even paid to start problems and cause violence between families. you know how the KKK did the blacks and the panther movement i mean the FBI and police did the getos with crack i mean the government with slavery then til now has anything changed and so on and so forth in every other culture you can find similar stories. but my thing is why cant black people love one another. why do people of the world have to hate each other.? if we were going to meet at a national park and have a meeting on mass migration i bet you only a hand few of blacks and colored people would should up unless they were given money. that is the problem people dont care unless money is involved if money is not being distributed they could care less if the law is trying to kill you or some gang or you living in a violent place where you need help from your friends and true family like needing a place to stay until you get on your feet. if we do mass migrate where would we go back to africa how many african brethren would accept us with open arms like they aint got they own problems over their same difference in another way. just as colored people do in america. and all over the world you can find the same problems so everywhere is the same. how do we get the governments to take us serious better yet why dont people learn to work together and unite and help each other live better lives not based on money even though we need money to live but why cant people refuse resist and stop playing the game of life which only makes the super elite rich but not the masses of people who support us and whose families die in war in jail in the streets on jobs on the way to work and in mistaken identity situations from gang violence from government terrorism and foreign terrorism. i just think this is a good website with alot of government agents on it being infiltrated by people who want to dismantle a good thing for profit so people wont learn the truth about their world. keep preaching the good word real brothers black man and a spiritual being like me recognizes the good in you. only if we all thought the same and could experience all ways of living so we could live in a world based on peace love truth and knowledge of helping all humans life escape the suffering of any human condition and live in love our full lives without fear of death or not being loved enough. and if we do get reperations what are we going to do with it. still complain about the past demand justice we know we aint going to get and keep getting killed and not figting back. i mean if the governments of the world finally decided they were wrong for doing what they did to us blacks and indians and asians and other culture and paid us would anything really change.? if our living conditions are not changed if they wont fix our hoods getos suburban areas schools and roads and hospitals and stop killing us and let us govern for our selves then what good is it going to be?<br /><br /><br /><br />The time is now <br /><br />Suicidal homicidal lyrical rivals <br />Biblicals rituals lifting the inner individual <br /><br />Fuck niggaz <br />I luv bitches <br />fuck bitches <br />I love riches <br />Fuck riches <br />Im diggn ditches <br />to many snitches <br />Fuck niggas <br />& fuck bitches <br />Snitchn for <br />My riches <br />Filllng ditches <br />World crazy <br />I'm ridiculous <br />Grip guns <br />Like guerillas <br />Grip bananas <br />Automatic extended clips <br />Double banned <br />200 rounds <br />Clean chambers <br />No jamming <br />I spray like hair salons <br />Let my songs play <br />Or ima split <br />Ya wig <br />Another cigarette <br />Purple heart <br />Like a solider <br />True street vet <br />Done more dirt than slavery <br />Everywhere its the same <br />Traveled the globe <br />To find peace in my soul <br />Only found out <br />The only peace youll find <br />Is the biggest gun you hold <br />No matter how much you get <br />Ppl treat you like shit <br /><br />Chorus <br /><br />All the ballers <br />wanna hustle with me <br />Cuz our visions the same <br />Make $ never complain <br />Stay in ya lane <br />Unless you getting shorted <br />Pop them thangs <br />Fuck a case <br />Fuck jail time <br />I'm doing life <br />In the streets <br />Just tryn survive <br />Nights with no food <br />No heat no water <br />No lights only <br />Candles & knives <br />Handles on guns <br />Robbing for fun <br />Aint shit else I <br />Could do <br />No governemt names <br />That's how they get you <br />No loans no credit <br />No bank accounts <br />bags of raw hash weed meth <br />Crystal xtasy pain pills <br />No Internet no tv <br />No books to read <br />Only fishing poles <br />Pounds of weed <br />Hit up the stores <br />Early hit my regular <br />Customers off <br />Then off to my <br />Spots checking traps <br />Then off to the block <br />Go clubbn no dressing up <br />Dont have ID <br />Haters dont wanna see <br />A militant minded <br />Yung brother suceed <br />Full greed <br />While they full of hate <br />Dont want me <br />On the hill mansion <br />Lounging with naked women <br />Drinking bubbly <br />Talking lovely <br />Procreating generations <br />Like yahweh sun ra <br />Krishna Buddha Jesus <br />Mohammad <br />My mind haunted by a past unknown <br />So many thoughts in my head <br />Cant leave the drugs alone <br />Autism anxiety disorder <br />Post traumatic stress <br />Shell shocked from <br />Bussin guns <br />Seeing dead bodies before <br />My eyes lifeless flesh <br />No ambulance <br />No helicopter <br />Brothers died in the streets <br />911 is a joke <br />They didn't care I was their <br />Just cuz I aint certified <br />By a college degree <br />Dont mean I dont know how <br />To save a life CPR <br />But you dont feel me <br />without therapy <br />How do we heal from <br />Living in warzones <br />Suburbs getos <br />Wherever you travel <br />No therapy <br />No shrink <br />My healing <br />Was the rhymes to the beats <br />Clubs rising partying <br />To trilla p ilesst lyrical emcee <br />Can you see what I see <br />Make money with me <br />Or go beneath me <br />Six feet <br />Am I wrong <br />You doing the same to me <br />By denying me <br />My oppurtunity to suceess <br />Killing my dreams softly <br />Well fuck that <br />Seven time felon <br />I aint got shit to lose <br />But my life <br />No kids <br />No wife <br />Thuggn <br />The rest my life <br />These crooked coppers <br />Tried to give me life <br />Frame me for murder <br />Cuz I cracked the system <br />Diplomatic immunity <br />I can step through any country <br />State community <br />But all I ask wheres the unity <br />cuz lifes a bitch & I need a queen <br />Like a latifah to set it off <br />When my money low <br />Or when my mind aint right <br />Come get me take me to the show <br />For I put the AR15 to my head <br />Then let it blow like a whale hole <br />Set my soul free <br />From this hellish life <br />Full of misery <br />This world steady <br />Take from me <br />But dont give shit to me <br /><br /><br />Sent from @Ptrilla <br /><br />Phatbeatzent.blogspot.com <br /><br />these songs are not mainly my life story not all of them so dont take what i say the wrong way i am writing stories from being a journalist in a war from the black experience. if you have a story you want to tell send it to me ill post it up get global.<br />the email at the top of this page.<br /><br /><br />CAN A MAN BE IN A ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP?<br /><br />LETS SAY A WOMEN AND HER FAMILY ARE MEAN OBNOXIOUS LIARS ABUSIVE, BECAUSE A MAN MAKES ALOT OF MONEY SO THEY THREATEN AND TRY TO USE THE SYSTEM AGAINST A MAN. IN ATTEMPTS TO TAKE A MANS MONEY CHILDREN AND BUSINESS AWAY BY EXTORTION THREAT OF VIOLENCE AND EVEN BRIBERY AND TRICKERY FROM FAMILY FRIEND WOMEN WHO PLAY NICE FLIRT BUT ONLY WANT TO SWINDLE AWAY A MANS HARD EARNED MONEY. MESS UP A MAN CREDIT NAME AND USE A MAN NAME IN CRIMES ONLY TO MESS UP A MANS LIFE. IS THAT NOT PHYSICAL MENTAL EMOTIONAL SPIRITUAL FINANCIAL ABUSE. <br /><br />IF A MAN HAS TO LIVE IN FEAR OF LIVING WITH THE WOMEN HE LIVE WITH LIVE IN FEAR OF POLICE BRUTALITY GANG VIOLENCE FAMILY VIOLENCE AND FINANCIAL TERRORISM. LETS SAY A WOMEN YELLS AT YOU SAYS YOUR NOT MAN ENOUGH SLEEPS WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS AND THEY LET YOU KNOW IT. YOUR FAMILY TURN AGAINST YOU BECAUSE OF THE WOMEN. SHES A HOME WRECKER ONLY BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO WIN THE GOLDEN PRIZE NOT THE MAN AND MARRIAGE AND CHILDREN. BUT TO CAUSE A MAN TO BE SO STRESSED OUT HE DIES CLAIM LIFE INSURANCE THEN LIVE A NICE LIFE HAPPILY EVER AFTER WITH THE INSURANCE MONEY FROM THE WEALTHY MANS DEATH. <br /><br />WHAT IF A WOMEN USES THEY CHILDREN CREDIT TO BUY NICE CLOTHES CARS LOANS FOR VACATIONS AND RENTAL INVESTMENET PROPERTIES BEFORE THEIR CHILD TURN EIGHTEEN. THEN WHEN THE CHILD GET OLDER CANT GO TO COLLEGE CANT GET CREDIT CANT GO TO PROM. CANT HAVE A GOOD SWEET SIXTEEN, CANT FIND GOOD JOBS, ENDS UP SELLING DRUGS, ROBBING PEOPLE,ENDS UP IN THE PENAL SYSTEM BECAUSE OF A GREEDY WOMEN. WHO IS A GOLD DIGGER AND ONLY WANTS MONEY AND HER FAMILY AND DOES NOT CARE WHO THEY USE HOW THEY USE AND WHY THEY USE. AS LONG AS THEY LIVE THE GOOD LIFE EVEN IF IT MEANS DESTROYING THEY FAKE MARRIAGE AND THEY CHILDREN LIVES SO THEY CAN BRAGG TO THEIR FRIENDS. HOW SHE RUNS THINGS AND HAS HER MAN ON A LEASH AND HOW HER FAMILY WILL HURT HER MAN AND THEY HAVE ALOT OF MONEY BECAUSE OF A WEALTHY MAN IS THAT NOT ABUSE.<br /><br />BEING CONTROLLED MANIPULATED USED ABUSED FOR MONEY AND NOT BEING LOVED NOT HAVING SEX WITH YOUR PARTNER BUT EXTRA MARITAL AFFAIRS AND NOT EVEN BEING MARRIED BUT ENGAGED FOR YEARS AND NO MARRIAGE INSIGHT. JUST WANTS A MANS MATERIAL THINGS AND EVEN USE YOUR CHILD FOR THOSE THINGS. IS THAT NOT ABUSE FROM A WOMEN TO A MAN. WHAT STEPS SHOULD A MAN TAKE TO GET RID OF A CONTROLLING MANIPULATIVE WOMEN & HER CRAZY FAMILY. SOME WHO ARE IN LAW ENFORCEMENT, GANG MEMBERS AND WHO WORK IN INSTITUTIONS IN SOCIETY WHICH EFFECT EVEN MAY CAUSE HARM TO A MANS LIFE. A GOLD DIGGER HELL BENT ON DESTROYING A MAN AND HIS CHILDREN LIVES ONLY FOR MATERIAL GAIN IS THAT NOT ABUSE.? PTHRILLA.U@GMAIL.COM WRITE ME WHAT LEGAL STEPS WOULD YOU TAKE TO FIX THE HELL SOME MEN FIND THEMSELVES IN? <br /><br />WOMEN SAY THEY ARE THE ABUSED BUT MEN CAN BE ABUSED AS WELL.WE NEVER HEAR THE SIDE OF MEN WHO ARE ABUSED FOR MONEY. MEN ARE SUPPOSED TO PROVIDE BUT AT WHAT COST. THE THREAT OF LOSING YOUR LIFE,LOSING YOUR BUSINESS,LOSING YOUR JOB,YOUR LIVELIHOOD, YOUR HEALTH, YOUR SANITY? AT WHAT COST SHOULD MEN LEAVE A RELATIONSHIP,MARRIAGE,ENGAGEMENT, OR FREINDSHIP OR ANY RELATIONS WHERE YOU KNOW YOUR BEING TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF AND CANT STOP IT FROM DEALING WITH THE PERSON BUT HAVE TO TAKE LEGAL ACTIONS.LET SAY YOU TRY TO TAKE LEGAL ACTION BUT A WOMEN WITH POWER AND KNOWS THE SYSTEM HAS FRIENDS OR FAMILY IN THE SYSTEM WHO TURN YOUR CASE DOWN. WONT LET YOU FIND PROPER LEGAL REPRESENTATION. LETS SAY THEY FIND YOU A LAWYER OR PUBLIC DEFENDER WHO IS ONLY USING YOUR CASE AND INFORMATION AGAINST YOU. KNOWS THE JUDGE KNOWS THE PROSECUTION KNOWS THE DEFENDANT YOU OF COURSE. AND IS JUST MAKING AM MOCKERY OF YOUR LIFE. <br /><br />LETS SAY YOU MAKE ALOT OF MONEY AND THE WOIMEN YOU FIRST MET IS NOT THE WOMEN SHE TURNED OUT TO BE YEARS LATER. YOU STRUGGLED THROUGH MEANINGLESS JOBS,COLLEGE, AND STARTING CLOSING MEANINGLESS BUSINESS ONE AFTER ANOTHER UNTIL YOU FOUND A GOOD BUSINESS WHICH MADE YOU ALOT OF MONEY. YOU HAD A CHILD OR TWO WITH A WOMEN AND YOU THOUGHT BEING ENGAGED ON YOUR WAY TO BEING MARRIED OR FOR THOSE WHO ARE MARRIED. YOU EXPECT LIFE WILL BE GREAT PICKET WHITE FENCE, FEW CATS FEW BIRDS FEW DOGS FEW EXOTIC PETS FOR THE CHILDREN. YOU INVEST IN LOT OF STOCKS AND BONDS WHICH PAID VERY WELL. YOUR WEALTHY BEYOND YOUR LIFETIME. BUT ONCE DAY YOU NOTICE YOUR WIFE AINT THE SAME. SHE HAS AN ATTITUDE AFTER TEN YEARS BEING TOGETHER SHE DONT KISS YOU ANYMORE. SHE DONT HUGG YOU ANYMORE OR WANT TO GO ON VACATION WITH YOU OR GO SHOPPING WITH YOU OR EVEN HAVE SEX. LETS SAY YOUR WIFE HAS A NEW PHONE YOU NEVER SEEN HER WITH SHE DONT LET YOU TOUCH OR USE. LETS SAY SHE IS GETTING FLOWERS DELIVERED TO HER HOUSE WITH BOXES OF CHOCOCALATE AND DRESSES AND CREDIT CARDS YOU KNOW YOU DIDNT ORDER.<br /><br />LETS SAY YOUR WIFE STOPPED WORKING STOPPED HELPING YOU WITH THE BUSINESS AND IS TAKING LOTS OF LOANS AND LINES OF CREDIT FROM THE BUSINESS AND GOING ON VACATION WITHOUT CONSULTING YOU OR YOUR EMPLOYEES IF THE BUSINESS INVENTORY IS STOCKED RIGHT. LETS SAY YOUR BUSINESS STARTS FALING YOU FIND BEHIND ON PAYMENTS BUT IT DONT MATTER YOU ARE WEALTHY YOU CAN AFFORD TO LOSE YOUR BUSINESS YOUR HOSUE PAID OFF. LETS SAY YOUR WIFE STOPS COMING HOME LATE AT NIGHT FOR WEEKS AT A TIME DOESNT COME HOME AT ALL. LETS SAY YOUR WIFE CALLS YOU AND SAY YOUR NOT MAN ENOUGH AND TRIES TO COMPARE YOU TO OTHER MEN ON T.V. OR SPORTS PLAYERS OR OTEHR WEALTHY MEN WHO MAY HAVE MORE MONEY THEN YOU OR MORE PHYSICALLY FIT. LETS SAY YOUR WIFE CALLS YOU AND YOU HEAR SOME STRANGE NOISES LIKE SEXUAL NOISES KISSES AND SOME GUY IN THE BACKGROUND WHILE YOUR ON THE PHONE AND ACTS LIKE SHES OUT SHOPPING BUT IN BED WITH ANOTHER GUY IN A HOTEL ROOM OR IN ANOTHER COUNTRY IN ANOTHER GUYS HOUSE IN BED. LETS SAY YOUR WIFE IS USING YOUR MONEY TO CHEAT AND TRAVEL THE WORLD WITH DIFFERENT MEN AND HAS FRIENDS IN THE SYSTEM KEEPING TABS ON YOU TO MAKE SURE YOU DONT GET OUT OF LINE WITH HER AND CHEAT ON HER. WHAT IF SHE HAS HER FAMILY OR FRIENDS FLIRT WITH YOU THE ONES WHO DONT LIKE YOU BUT JUST TESTING YOU TO SEE IF YOUR FAITHFUL. THEN IF YOU CHEAT SHE IS GOING TO BRING ALL HELL DOWN ON YOUR HEAD AND USE THE SYSTEM AND HER FRIENDS INTEH SYSTEM AGAINST YOU TIL YOUR FLAT BROKE HOMELESS AND NOWHERE TO GO.<br /><br />WHAT IF YOU CANT FIND LEGAL REPRESENTATION YOUR LAWYERS ARE HER FAMILY FRIENDS AND ASSOCIATED WITH HER AND THEY WANT YOUR MONEY TO AND ARE SETTING YOUR CASE UP FOR YOU TO FAIL. WHAT IF YOUR EMPLOYEES AND BUSINESS ASSOCIATES SLEPT WITH YOUR WIFE TO AND DONT LIKE YOU AS A BUSINESS OWNER AND BOSS AND ARE STEALING FROM YOUR BUSINESS AND NOT WORKING UP TO THEIR FULL POTENTIAL BECAUSE THEY KNOW YOU HAVE MONEY AND ARE WORKING WITH YOUR WIFE TO STEAL IT ALL FROM YOU.LETS SAY YOUR LIFE IS GOING DOWN THE DRAIN YOUR WIFE OF TEN YEARS TURNS OUT TO BE LAZY INCOMPETENT DOES NOT COME HOME DONT HAVE SEX WITH YOU STOPS LOVING YOU AND HATING YOU. YOU START GETTING THREATENING CALLS AT WORK AND AT HOME. YOU CALL THE POLICE FILE POLICE REPORTS AND FILE WITH THE FBI CIA. YOU REALIZE SOME OF HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS ARE OUT TO GET YOU AND HAVE INFILTRATED YOUR LIFE AND BUSINESS AND YOUR LOSING MONEY FROM YOUR BANK ACCOUNT AND BUSINESS AND PRIVATE ACCOUNTS YOU THOUGHT SHE KNEW NOTHING OF. YOU REALIZE YOUR CHILDREN ARENT HAPPY AND YOU ARENT BUT THE WOMEN IS LIVING THE LIFE OF HER DREAMS OFF YOUR DIME AND YOU CANT SEEM TO UNDERSTAND WHY HER FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND HER JUST ALL TURNED AGAINST YOU ALL OF A SUDDEN. <br /><br />IS THAT NOT ABUSE? LIVING IN FEAR NOT KNOWING WHETHER WHEN YOU GO TO WORK YOUR BE KILLED BY A DISGRUNTLED EMPLOYEE SAYING YOU DONT PAY ME ENOUGH. BUT REALLY A PLOT TO CAUSE YOU TO DIE SOONER SO THEY CAN RUN OFF WITH THE INSURANCE MONEY TO A NICE ISLAND WITH A OFFSHORE ACCOUNT AFTER INVESTING IN A NICE RESORT CONDOMINIUM WHERE HER FRIENDS AND FAMILY PLOTTED ON FOR YEARS WITH THE MONEY THEY STOLE FROM YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK. OR HIT BY A DRUNK DRIVER ONE OF HER FRIENDS OR FAMILY OR FRIENDS IN THE SYSTEM WHO KNOW HOW TO GET AWAY WITH DOING VIOLENT THINGS AND COVER IT UP. BUT YOU DONT FIND ALL THIS OUT UNTIL HER FRIENDS AND FAMILY STARTING SHOWING UP AT YOUR HOUSE AND AT YOUR JOB AND PLACES YOU GO TAKE THE KIDS OF FUN AND LEISURE. IS THAT NOT ABUSE AND WOULD IT NOT BE A SURPRISE THAT MANY MENS LIVES ARE RUINED AND SUFFER THIS SAME FATE FROM GOLD DIGGING WOMEN AND GOLD DIGGING FAMILIES. IF YOU WANT TO WRITE ABOUT THIS TOPIC TO STOP ABUUSE OF ANY KIND OR EXPRESS YOUR THOUGHTS AND HELP MEN IN NEED BECAUSE THIS IS A TRUE STORY WRITTEN TO THE REASONS SURROUNDING SOME MENS LIVES I KNOW PERSONALLY AND MEN I HAVE COUNSELED.<br /><br />ALOT OF TIMES WOMEN DONT REALIZE THEY ARE VERBALLY ABUSING A MAN WHICH MAY LEAD TO PHYSICAL ABUSE. SOME WOMEN KNOW HOW TO PROVOKE THEIR MEN ONLY BECAUSE WHEN TIMES GET HARD AND MOST MEN DONT HAVE ALOT OF MONEY AND WOMEN GET MADD LIKE WHY YOU NOT WORKING THEIR ARE NOT JOBS ARGUMENTS START. NEXT THING YOU KNOW A PERFECT HOUSE BECOMES A HOSTAGE SITUATION FOR THE MAN AND WOMEN. BOTH ARE ON HEIGHTENED ALERT LIKE WHAT HE GONE DO NEXT WHAT SHE GONE DO NEXT? I HOPE HE DONT SAY THE WRONG THING I HOPE SHE DONT SAY THE WRONG THING. I HOPE SHE DONT DO THE WRONG THING I HOPE HE DONT DO THE WRONG THING. SHE DONT CARE WHAT THE MAN THINK THE MAN DONT CARE WHAT SHE THINK. PERFECT RELATIONSHIP ARE RUINED EVERYDAY ACROSS AMERICA AND THE WORLD BECAUSE OF MONEY. IF MONEY WAS NOT A MAIN FACTOR IN A RELATIONSHIP AND BOTH PARTIES HAD ALOT OF MONEY. WOULD ABUSIVE VIOLENT SITUATIONS EVER ARISE. <br /><br />PTHRILLA.U@GMAIL.COM <br /><br />SEND ME YOUR STORY YOUR QUESTIONS YOUR CONCERNS AND WHERE MEN & WOMEN SHOULD GO TO SEEK HELP?<br /><br /><br />I WISH<br /><br />I WISH WE COULD PUT THE PAST BEHIND US<br />BUT THE PAIN HURTS TO MUCH<br />TO FORGET YOUR TOUCH <br />OUR LOVE OUR TIMES WE SHARED.<br /><br />I CARED FOR YOU NEVER THOUGHT ID MEET MY MATCH<br />JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I FOUND LOVE<br />CUPID SHOT ME AGAIN<br />NOT IM SEARCHING FOR A NEW LOVE<br />NEW MEMORY NEW SONG TO FORGET YOU<br />& CREATE A NEW MEMORY WITH MY NEW HONEY<br />SOME PPL TAKE LOVE FOR GRANTED<br />WHERE MY LOVERS AT TONIGHT<br />ALL OVER THE PLANET<br />THOSE WHO HURT YOU NEVER HAD LOVE RIGHT<br />TO THOSE NEEDING LOVE LET MY WORDS LOVE YOU TONIGHT<br /><br />I WISH WE COULD PUT THE PAST BEHIND US<br />BUT THE PAIN HURTS TO MUCH<br />TO FORGET YOUR TOUCH <br />OUR LOVE OUR TIMES WE SHARED.<br /><br />NO CHEATING NO PLAYING UNLESS YOU SWING BOTH WAYS<br />THIS SONG IS MADE FOR THOSE<br />MISSING LOVE IN THEY LIFE ON COLD DAYS\<br />LIVING WITH ISSUES OF LOW SELF ESTEEM<br />FEEL LIKE YOU NOT CUTE ENOUGH SKINNY THICK TALL OR PRETTY ENOUGH<br />NO MORE DRAMA LIKE MARY J BE MY LADY<br />BE MY BETTER HALF WHEN THE PLANETS ALIGN OUR STARS<br />LET OUR SOULS ALIGN OPEN YOUR CHAKRAS<br />ENERGY LET ME BE YOUR THIRD EYE<br />CONNECT WITH ME TIL WE EXPERIENCE HEAVENS HIGH<br />I DONT WANNA BE THE MAN THAT DIE FOR YOU<br /> JUST TO PROVIDE FOR YOU<br />I WANNA ALIVE WITH YOU LIVING A GOOD LIFE WITH YOU<br />Y WOULD YOU WANNA DESTROY ME<br />WHAT HAPPENED TO OUR LOYALTY<br />SUPPOSED TO BE LIVING IN ROYALTY<br />FOREVER KINGS AND QUEENS YOU & ME TIL ETERNITY<br /><br />I WISH WE COULD PUT THE PAST BEHIND US<br />BUT THE PAIN HURTS TO MUCH<br />TO FORGET YOUR TOUCH <br />OUR LOVE OUR TIMES WE SHARED.<br /><br />I THOUGHT ABOUT IT<br />IT AINT WORTH IT<br />IF I CANT BUILD GENERATIONS NATIONS PLANETS GALAXIES<br />UPHOLDING MY LEGACY LIKE RELIGIOUS ARTIFACTS<br />GREATEST WONDERS OF EVERY PLANET<br />NAME THE NEW PLANETS AFTER ME<br />PYRAMIDS OCEANS CONTINENTS CULTURE RELIGION<br />ONE THOUGHT ONE FAITH ONE BELIEF<br />BELIEVING IN ME LIKE GOD YAHWEH SUN RA<br />BUDDHA KRISHNA MOHAMMED JESUS<br />EARTHS PEOPLE & ALIENS MY DISCIPLES<br />ANCIENT TECHNOLOGY PRESERVING MY LIFE FOREVER<br />ETERNALLY TRAVELING ALL GLOBES GALAXIES UNIVERSES HEAVENS<br />THROUGH ALL LIFE FORMS ALL FORMS OF THOUGHT<br />& PHYSICAL MATTER TRANSCEND ASCEND BEGINNING TIL END.<br /><br />I WISH<br /><br />OFF NEW ALBUM AWAKENING 2012 & BEAUTIFUL STRUGGLE COMING SOON.<br /><br />TWO NEW ALBUMS COMING SOON THIS SONG WILL BE FEATURED ON BOTH ALBUMS.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3348334007025252553-1649693495545436083?l=phatbeatzent.blogspot.com' alt='' 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